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In this intimate and unfiltered episode of The Sober Butterfly Podcast, host Nadine Mulvina opens up about her journey of celibacy in sobriety — from chaotic, alcohol-fueled hookups to a life anchored in self-respect, clarity, and peace.

Before getting sober, sex often felt like a search for connection that always ended in disconnection. Nadine reflects on how alcohol served as a social lubricant, helping her lower inhibitions while deepening her emotional void. She dives into her two distinct hoe phases — from college party culture to navigating machismo in Mexico City — and how those experiences shaped her understanding of intimacy, self-worth, and addiction to limerence.

Now, nearly a year into her second celibacy era, Nadine shares the unexpected benefits of celibacy in sobriety — including heightened clarity, confidence, creativity, and spiritual grounding. With humor and honesty, she explores what happens when you stop seeking validation through sex and start nurturing a genuine relationship with yourself.

This episode is for anyone who’s re-evaluating their relationship with love, lust, or loneliness — and wants to rediscover intimacy beyond the physical.

💫 Episode Highlights

00:00 — Introduction: The Sex List Revelation
00:33 — Celibacy in Sobriety: A New Journey
01:06 — Sex Before Sobriety: Chaos and Alcohol
04:33 — The Hoe Phase: Reclaiming Self
06:08 — Heartbreak and the Hoe Phase
06:49 — College and Party Life
09:45 — Mexico City: Machismo and Heartbreak
16:57 — Therapy and Realizations
18:45 — The First Year of Sobriety
21:36 — Second Celibacy Era
24:07 — Breaking Patterns and Embracing Sobriety
25:42 — Building a Sober Toolbox
26:17 — Contentment and Self-Discovery
27:21 — Navigating Relationships and Self-Worth
35:24 — The Benefits of Celibacy in Sobriety
46:37 — Final Thoughts and Reflections

🧠 Key Takeaways

• How alcohol shaped unhealthy sexual patterns and emotional dependency
• The cultural influence of machismo in Mexico City on dating and self-esteem
• Why celibacy can be an empowering choice for those in recovery
• How to recognize and break addictive relationship patterns (limerence)
• The surprising benefits of celibacy in sobriety: clarity, confidence, creativity, and peace
• Relearning intimacy through self-connection rather than external validation

🔗 Resources Mentioned

🎥 YouTube Video: Sober Sexpert Tawny Lara on Sex in Sobriety

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