In this episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, I’m reflecting on six years since the day my life and my son Callahan’s changed forever. Six years since I experienced an amniotic fluid embolism that nearly took both of our lives. Six years into a healing journey that has been anything but linear.

This solo episode is my most honest update yet. I talk about what recovery looks like this far out from the trauma: what’s changed, what hasn’t, the unexpected gifts, and the grief that still lingers. I share how I’ve learned to move with my story instead of trying to move past it, and what I wish someone had told me in those earliest, darkest days postpartum.

Whether you’re six days, six months, or six years into your own healing, I hope this episode meets you right where you are and reminds you that you are never alone in this.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

🕯 A raw reflection on six years since surviving an amniotic fluid embolism
💔 What grief still looks and feels like all these years later
🌀 Why “letting go” never resonated, and what integration really means
💬 The myths of healing we’re sold, and the truths that actually help
🧠 Why triggers don’t vanish with time, but our capacity to cope can grow
👶 The complicated grief of ending your family-building journey
🌈 How joy and sorrow have learned to coexist
👣 The emotional evolution of parenting after trauma
🫶 The honor of turning pain into purpose through this community and work

Resources & Mentions:

📖 Want to hear Kayleigh’s full birth story? Listen to Season 1, Episode 1
📚 Trauma & postpartum support: birthtraumamama.com/resources
📱 Join the community: @birthtraumamama

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For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

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