In the early 2000s, after years of hard work and determination to break through as an actor, Bethany Joy Lenz was finally cast as one of the leads on the hit drama One Tree Hill. Her acting career was set to soar, but her personal life was beginning to unravel in ways her fans could never imagine. Unknown to the millions of viewers and even her costars, Lenz led a secret double life within a cult.

As an only chiId seeking belonging, Lenz thought she found a safe haven in a Bible study group with fellow Hollywood creatives. However, the group morphed into something more sinister—a web of manipulation and fear under the guise of a church covenant called The Big House Family. Piece by piece, Lenz surrendered her autonomy, eventually moving to the Family’s Pacific Northwest compound overseen by a domineering minister who convinced her to marry his son and secretly drained millions from her TV income without her knowledge. Family “minders” assigned to her on set, “Maoist struggle session”—inspired meetings in the basement of a filthy house, and regular counseling with “Leadership” were just part of the tactics used to keep her loyal.

Only when she became a mother did Lenz find the courage to escape and spare her chiId from a similar fate. After nearly a decade (and with the unlikely help from a devoted One Tree Hill fan), she broke free from the family’s grip, beginning her healing journey from deep trauma that reshaped her faith and identity.

The One Tree Hill star opens up about everything in her New York Times bestselling memoir, Dinner for Vampires.

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Chapter Marks

00:00:00 Intro

00:03:00 Joy Dives into Her ChiIdhood and Early Religious Experiences

00:07:41 Joy Explains the Way Being an Actress Affected Her Religious Life

00:13:16 Joy’s Very Positive Experience with a Home Church in New York

00:18:25 Joy’s Introduction to the Home Church Cult in LA & Red Flag Moments

00:24:14 Joy Expounds on the Cult's Manipulation & Giving Up Her Autonomy

00:29:39 Joy Shares How She Changed and How Others in Her Life Reacted

00:34:01 Joy Shares Her Balancing of Religion and Acting and Discusses Mormonism With Shelise

00:40:07 Joy Talks About Cult Behaviors, Hierarchies, & Need for Control

00:44:56 Joy Shares Her Perspective on Fear

00:50:33 Linda, Listen

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