Four years ago this week, Courtney Barnes walked into Beond as one of the country's leading psychedelic policy attorneys.

Talia Eisenberg and Courtney Barnes discuss the part of the ibogaine story that rarely gets told: everything that happens after. The conversation covers preparation and what she wishes she had done differently, the long work of integration, what she had to give up, and where ibogaine policy is heading in the United States.

Courtney Barnes is a partner at Feldman Legal Advisors and an adjunct professor at the University of Texas School of Law, licensed in California, Colorado, and Texas. She was a lead drafter of Denver's psilocybin decriminalization initiative and serves as general counsel to veteran focused psychedelic organizations including Heroic Hearts Project. She came to Beond in 2022 while researching ibogaine for a nonprofit client.

Timestamps

• (02:00) Why an attorney working on ibogaine policy decided to sit with it herself
• (06:00) Heartbreak in LA, two oracle cards, and the question she carried into the room
• (09:00) Arriving at Beond underprepared, and coming off fourteen years of Vyvanse
• (12:00) Meeting her inner child and the memories she had completely repressed
• (17:00) The difficult first year, and the support system she wishes she had built first
• (22:00) Two months later, when her inner voice said no more to Vyvanse
• (29:00) Four years out: rebuilt relationships with her mother and sister
• (35:00) What she would tell someone who feels called but afraid of what they might find

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A new mother walks through the one-way door of postpartum and loses the thread of who she was. She came to Beond to find her way back.

Melissa Pruett joins host Talia Eisenberg to share a story of becoming rather than being broken. One year postpartum, she opens up about the moment her body couldn't produce milk and the perfectionism it exposed, the postpartum depression she was slow to admit, and the "surrender moment" that led her to ibogaine. She describes a flood dose with no visuals, just an intimate question-and-answer with her "higher mind" that answered the fifty questions she'd written down and delivered one core truth: just how enough she already is. She shares the song "Truth Teller" that poured out of her between journeys and plays it live, the second journey's confronting blind spots, a ten-year dream that resurfaced, and the honest, unglamorous reality of integration back home.

Melissa Pruett is a mother and entrepreneur who founded her beauty and wellness practice in Arizona more than twelve years ago. She is now expanding into a holistic space in Austin built around helping women uncover their own natural essence. She lives with her partner Andrew and their son Ever.

Find her on Instagram at @melissapruett24.

Timestamps

• (01:00) Who Melissa is and why she came to Beond
• (02:00) Postpartum and the milk that wouldn't come
• (06:00) A surrender prayer and the sign at a birthday dinner
• (15:00) Arriving at Beond and the power of peer community
• (20:00) The flood dose and "just how enough you are"
• (35:00) "Truth Teller," the song that poured out
• (52:00) A ten-year dream resurfaces
• (59:00) Integration, grace, and advice for new moms

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Hilda Sánchez has been quietly doing some of the most important work at Beond since she joined the team. She came from traditional hospital medicine, where the job is to intervene, stabilize, and move to the next patient, then she walked into a psychedelic treatment center and everything she knew about nursing got turned inside out.

Today, Talia and Hilda talk about what it actually looks like to keep someone safe during an ibogaine treatment. From the moment a guest is medically approved through arrival, pre-treatment assessment, the treatment itself, and every hour of their stay after, safety is the thread running through all of it. Hilda walks through the certifications nurses complete, the cardiac monitoring protocols, trauma-informed consent forms, and the difference between flood and fractional dosing. She also talks about how protocols have evolved over several thousand treatments and the guests who shaped her along the way. This is a conversation about what it means to grow as a practitioner inside a team that grows together.

Hilda Sánchez is a lead nurse at Beond Ibogaine Treatment Center in Mexico. She trained as a nurse in Puebla and worked emergency and operating rooms across Tulum, Nayarit, and Puebla before joining Beond three years ago. She has supported thousands of ibogaine treatments and helped shape the clinical and trauma-informed protocols the Beond team uses today.

• (2:00) Why Hilda became a nurse and what brought her to Beond
• (6:00) What shocked her: psychedelic nursing vs. hospital medicine
• (12:00) Nurse training: ACLS, trip sitting, and cardiac monitoring
• (16:00) Trauma-informed intake: consent forms and customization
• (22:00) Flood dosing vs. fractional dosing
• (33:00) Treatment-day protocols: EKG, UDT, and the treatment room
• (43:00) Code blue training and emergency readiness
• (52:00) Personal breakthrough and advice for those on the fence

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Parkinson's disease has no cure, but ibogaine may be quietly rewriting what's possible for the 11 million people living with it.

Today on Ibogaine Uncovered, Talia Eisenberg talks with Tobias Erny, a researcher and practitioner with nearly two decades of experience working with iboga, about the science, the stories, and the honest limits of this emerging therapy. They cover the case of Patient D, whose motor function transformed after ibogaine treatment; the published case report documenting 50%+ improvements across motor, mood, and quality-of-life measures; the pharmacology behind why it might work; low-dose protocols; who responds and who doesn't; complementary lifestyle support; and how to pursue this path safely and responsibly.

Tobias Erny is trained in the chemical and pharmaceutical industry and works at the intersection of neuroscience, lived clinical experience, and psychedelic science. He is a lead author on one of the first published case reports exploring ibogaine for Parkinson's disease, and is developing a placebo-controlled clinical trial with the University of Zurich.

Timestamps

• (04:00) What Parkinson's disease actually is: dopamine loss, stages, and progression
• (07:00) Environmental toxins and elevated Parkinson's risk in farming and golf course communities
• (10:00) The pharmacology of iboga: GDNF, dopamine transporter chaperoning, and antidepressant effects
• (16:00) The published case study: 80 days, five validated instruments, 50%+ improvements
• (23:00) Who responds and who doesn't, and plans for a clinical trial in Zurich
• (27:00) Complementary support: movement, nutrition, sleep, and lifestyle
• (31:00) Safety, sourcing risks, medical screening, and setting honest expectations

Case Report:  https://doi.org/10.1556/2054.2025.00478 

Ibogaine for Parkinson's Disease - Tobias Erny - Psychedelics as Medicine Iceland 2025: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tMvSV8IQsKk

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Women veterans face a war that never makes the headlines, one fought inside the ranks against sexual assault, toxic leadership, and a system that demands silence. Lorna Sturchio served six years in the U.S. Navy, survived two deployments, and came home to battle invisible wounds that no amount of medication could reach.

In this episode, host Talia Eisenberg and Lorna discuss the largely hidden experience of women serving in the military. They cover how the VA system often fails veterans with complex trauma, what the path into plant medicine can look like, and what ibogaine treatment at Beond made possible. Lorna also speaks to her work supporting other women veterans and the creation of a dedicated healing program built specifically for them.

Lorna Sturchio is a U.S. Navy veteran who served six years, including two deployments with the Naval Coastal Warfare unit. After her own ibogaine healing journey at Beond, she became a coach and facilitator and helped design Beond's women veteran service program — the first all-female cohort of its kind — where she now supports other women veterans in reclaiming their voice, their nervous systems, and their lives.

Timestamps:

• (2:00) Double standards, toxic culture, and the cost of speaking up
• (6:00) Sexual assault in the military, silence, fear, and the 1-in-4 reality
• (9:00) TBI, medevac, opioid dependency, and a system that cut her off
• (17:00) VA treatment failures and a 2018 suicide attempt that changed everything
• (20:00) First steps into plant medicine: ayahuasca, psilocybin, and learning set and setting
• (23:00) Ibogaine at Beond: processing trauma, healing TBI, reclaiming sovereignty
• (29:00) Building Beond's first women veteran cohort

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A fire alarm rang in Claire Weber's nervous system at age two and never turned off, until ibogaine finally silenced it, forty years later. This is a conversation about what happens when your first memory is the worst thing that ever happened to you, and what it takes to come back from that.

In this episode, Talia Eisenberg sits down with emotional release coach and hands-on healer Claire Weber to explore the territory of pre-verbal trauma. Claire shares how witnessing her mother's death just before her third birthday encoded a lifetime of shock, hyper vigilance, and the core belief that she was fundamentally alone. She traces her decades-long search for healing through 12-step recovery, neurofeedback and its role in repairing the brain's "mother circuit." Claire shares the distinction between pre-verbal trauma and pre-verbal shock, the daily practice of "re-mothering" her inner child, and a post-treatment car accident that confirmed her nervous system had fundamentally changed. Claire also shares her life vision to open a healing estate called Mothered, a place devoted to helping others rebuild the internal mother they never had.

Claire Weber is an emotional release coach and hands-on healer devoted to grief work, somatic healing, and nervous system repair. She works with clients to release trauma held in the body and is developing Mothered, a residential healing estate designed to help people encounter and rebuild their internal mother.

She can be found on Instagram at @bonjourclairefontaine.

Timestamps

• (00:00) Introduction to Claire's story and the landscape of pre-verbal trauma
• (03:00) Claire's first memory: witnessing her mother drown at age two
• (06:30) Childhood coping — food as a substitute for the lost mother
• (11:00) The turning point: 12-step recovery, grief rituals, and the long search for healing
• (15:00) Neurofeedback and repairing the "mother circuit" in the brain
• (20:00) Claire's ibogaine vision — reliving the drowning through a firefighter's eyes
• (39:00) The car accident that proved her nervous system had changed
• (43:00) Re-mothering, the dreamscape practice, and Claire's vision for Mothered

For Carolina Reese, resilience started as survival. In this episode of Ibogaine Uncovered, host Talia Eisenberg speaks with Reese about grief, caregiving, and what happened when years of holding everything together finally reached a breaking point.

Reese shares how childhood abuse, immigration, and early loss shaped a lifelong pattern of hypervigilance and responsibility. As an adult she cared for a husband dying of cancer, later supported a combat veteran partner with severe PTSD, and pushed through years of stress until her body began shutting down. She describes how her experience at Beond helped her release trauma stored in the body, reconnect with fragmented parts of herself, and shift from self abandoning caregiving toward healthier service and coaching.

Carolina Reese is a coach at Beond who supports clients preparing for and integrating ibogaine treatment. She first came to Beond as a guest in 2024 after years of caregiving and personal loss, including the death of her first husband and supporting a combat veteran with PTSD. Her work now focuses on helping others process grief, trauma, and major life transitions while maintaining boundaries and self care.

• (00:00) Introduction, grief and resilience
• (01:40) Childhood abuse, immigration, and learning hypervigilance
• (04:10) Caregiving and losing her first husband to cancer
• (06:30) Supporting a combat veteran with PTSD
• (09:40) Stress illness and hitting physical collapse
• (12:10) Discovering ibogaine and coming to Beond
• (15:00) Her ibogaine journey and reconnecting with lost parts of herself
• (20:00) Integration, boundaries, and shifting from caregiver to coach

Mike Stratton came to Beond looking for the ultimate optimization tool, and found something closer to a nervous system reorganization. In this episode of Ibogaine Uncovered, Talia Eisenberg speaks with Stratton about why ibogaine belongs in the high performance conversation. 

They discuss burnout, decision fatigue, and the limits of stacks, peptides, and stimulants when the underlying operating system is dysregulated. Stratton describes early “hell ride” sessions that exposed decades of thought loops, then the later shift into presence, spiritual connection, and sustainable recovery. They discuss why a clinics structure matters, how routines and bodywork reduce overwhelm, why surrender is the key mindset for executives and athletes, and how Stratton’s company Merak Health approaches transformation through diagnostics plus ongoing coaching. 

Mike Stratton is the co-founder of Merak Health, a precision health and telemedicine platform focused on comprehensive diagnostics, performance medicine, longevity care, and coaching. He has worked for over a decade at the intersection of high performance and health optimization, and has returned to Beond for ibogaine multiple times, framing it as an operating system reset rather than a performance enhancer. 

Timestamps

• (00:00) Why ibogaine belongs in high performance
• (10:00) The burnout trap
• (16:00) Choosing a full reset
• (18:00) Decision fatigue off, nervous system on
• (25:00) “Hell rides,” thought loops, and learning presence
• (32:00) What Merak Health is and why coaching is the point
• (38:00) Testing, TBI cohorts, and the physiology questions worth measuring
• (46:00) Surrender mindset

Links

• Marek Health: Guided Optimization & Premier Telehealth
• Mike Stratton (@mstratton13) • Instagram photos and videos

A UK boxer feels like his brain is failing and his life is closing in. Lee Bowes (@leebo4080) shares what it is like to live with chronic TBI symptoms, and what changed after ibogaine.

Host Talia Eisenberg speaks with Lee about the hidden cost of boxing: memory loss, confusion, depression, anxiety, panic, PTSD symptoms, and early cognitive decline. Lee traces how trauma shaped his nervous system long before the ring, then describes the years of head impacts, a brain bleed that ended his career, and the spiral into isolation when conventional options did not work. Lee explains why he chose ibogaine at Beond, how the coaching helped him stay with fear during the experience, and what shifted afterward in clarity, mood, hope, and his ability to speak, plan, and feel a future again.

Lee Bowes is a UK based boxer from Middlesbrough who participated in Beond’s athlete cohort. After years of competition and daily sparring, he developed severe neurological and mental health symptoms consistent with chronic traumatic brain injury, including panic attacks, cognitive disorientation, mood instability, and PTSD. He now speaks publicly about athlete brain injury and the need for accessible, restorative treatment options.

Timestamps

• (02:00) Boxing background, identity, and what happens when the lights go off
• (03:30) Lee’s first major trauma
• (07:00) Losing his mother, becoming caretaker, and channeling pain into fighting
• (10:00) Brain bleed, surgery, rehab, and the first panic attack from disorientation
• (13:00) Medication, isolation, and self medicating
• (18:00) How he found ibogaine
• (21:30) Inside the experience
• (28:30) What changed after
• (31:00) Lee’s message to fighters

In this episode, Talia Eisenberg talks with Norman Ohler, bestselling author of Blitzed, about creativity, cognition, and how narrative changes when the nervous system changes.

Ohler breaks down how ibogaine differs from classic psychedelics, describing a state that feels sober yet radically clear. He explains how his second flood dose shifted quickly from personal healing into an extended, high-precision creative session where he restructured chapters, tone, and architecture for upcoming books. The conversation closes with advice for creatives using psychedelic work to understand themselves better, and why ibogaine can function as an introspective tool for writers rather than just a dramatic visionary experience.

Norman Ohler is a bestselling German author and historian whose book Blitzed examined drug use in Nazi Germany and its impact on wartime strategy and leadership. He writes about drugs and history, hosts the DopeCast, and is working on Stoned Sapiens, a drug-centered reframe of human history that includes iboga as one of the oldest psychoactive influences on culture and consciousness. 

Links

• I write books — NORMAN OHLER
• Norman Ohler (@normanohler)
• Stoned sapiens | Substack

Timestamps

• (01:55) Blitzed and why drugs belong in serious history
• (05:25) Why humans seek drugs and the science of neuroplasticity
• (08:10) Becoming a writer and the role of discipline versus inspiration
• (10:15) First LSD experience and how it changed narrative form
• (14:10) Arriving at Beond: the observer versus the inner journey
• (21:10) Why Beond’s protocol matters, neuroplasticity, breathwork, and integration
• (28:20) Stone Sapiens, iboga’s ancient role, and what changes after treatment
• (30:45) Advice to creatives using psychedelic work for self-knowledge