The Magnetic Muse Podcast

We’ve been taught that desire is dangerous… that wanting different, or especially ‘more’, makes us selfish, ungrateful, or “too much.” But what if the truth is the exact opposite?

In this powerful and honest conversation with coach, speaker, and mother of two Diera Story, we explore the real cost of suppressing your desires: from subtle self-abandonment to full-blown sabotage. 

Whether you’re feeling stuck, anxious, unfulfilled, like your life no longer fits, or even depressed… this episode is your invitation to come home to not just your desires, but to you. Because your desires are in incredibly important part of you.

And ignoring your desires? It doesn’t make them disappear, it just causes them to scream louder through burnout, breakdowns, and ultimately self-sabotage. And the moment you start listening? That’s when your power, your peace, and your magnetism come back online.

-Why suppressing your desires leads to anxiety, misalignment, and burnout

-How to reconnect with your truth after years of self-abandonment

-Operating from wounded masculine vs. healthy masculine and why women need to learn the difference

-Why gratitude and wanting more can (and should) coexist

-The truth about sabotaging aligned relationships and opportunities

-How your life falling apart can actually be the beginning of it actually all coming together

-The power of energetic cord cutting and closing the door on what’s no longer in alignment

-Why honoring your desires makes you more magnetic, not less

-How to take radical responsibility without spiraling into shame

-Practical ways to rebuild self-trust and start choosing from power

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What if it’s not love you’re feeling... it’s a pattern playing out?

In this eye-opening episode, I’m joined by trauma-informed manifestation coach Kim Velez to explore the raw truth behind why we stay hooked on the wrong people — even when we know they’re not choosing us. From chasing emotionally unavailable partners to rejecting healthy love without even realizing it, we unpack what’s really running the show: your subconscious beliefs about your worth.

If you’ve ever found yourself obsessing over a situationship, settling for breadcrumbs, or wondering why you keep attracting emotionally unavailable men, this episode is your wake-up call — and your roadmap out. Because the moment you stop trying to prove you’re worthy is the moment you start becoming magnetic to the love you actually deserve.

We Chat:

• Why you can’t out-manifest your trauma
• How self-worth directly affects who you attract
• When affirmations become emotional gaslighting
• Why you keep dating the same man in a different body
• The real reason you’re not attracted to healthy love (yet)
• How to rewire your self-concept + break the pattern for good
• Why radical responsibility = magnetic energy
• The body’s role in healing your relationship patterns
• How healing your connection with God impacts your love life
• Why the love you’re chasing isn’t about him — it’s about your past

Where to Find Kim:

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Where to Find Britt:

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You can’t become magnetic by bullying yourself into healing and growth. True transformation starts with radical self-acceptance — and in this episode, I’m joined by the brilliant Britt Frank to show you exactly how to do that through the powerful practice of parts work (Internal Family Systems).

Britt is a licensed therapist, trauma specialist, and author of The Science of Stuck, and her story alone is a powerful testament to what it means to come home to yourself (yes, even the “worst” parts). From surviving a cult and meth addiction to becoming a voice for grounded, embodied healing, she brings both depth and practicality to what can often feel like a messy inner journey.

We talk about why perfectionism in healing is a trap, how your inner critic is often just your inner child in disguise, and why integrating — not fixing — all your parts is what actually makes you magnetic. If you’re ready to stop waging war on yourself and start becoming hot, healed, and whole, this episode is for you.

We Chat:

-Britt’s story — from meth addiction in a cult to becoming a therapist

-How your inner critic is actually trying to protect you

-Self-parenting, parts work, and the myth of needing to “fix” yourself

-Why integration (not perfection) is the key to next-level magnetism

-Neutrality vs. forgiveness in healing, and why you should prioritize neutrality first

-Trauma, cognitive bias, and how your brain is (believe it or not) *actually* on your side

-How manifestation gets distorted by toxic positivity

-How to start doing parts work and how to use tools like ChatGPT to support yourself

-Why true personal power starts when you stop abandoning yourself

Where to Find Britt:

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Wow you guys, the SYNCRHONICITY surrounding this episode is off the charts! But of course, I should have expected nothing less from it considering my guest was the magical, mystical Rachel from Ora Mer!

If you don’t already know her, she is a psychic, medium, and intuitive healer based in NYC, with not only incredible supernatural gifts, but also a profound gift for holding people’s hearts while she connects with their energy and future.

We dive into not only how she discovered her gifts, but some important topics, in my opinion, surrounding how to use readings to empower yourself and actually deepen your connection with your intuition! Annnnd we dive into what she saw coming in for me, and damn! It was so exciting, but also a combination of a slap on the wrist and a coming home all at the same time haha!

If you’ve ever felt curious about psychic readings, but want to know how to use them as a tool while stay grounded in your own power, this episode is for you!

We Chat:

-The Story Behind Rachel’s Gifts - When Rachel’s Gifts Became Apparent, Learning Not to Overuse Them, and How She Knew They Were Gifts

-The Differences Between Psychic, Medium, Aura Readings

-My Aura Reading and What the Colors Meant

-Rachel’s Reading for My Love Life! (Spoiler Alert: It was juicy!)

-To What Extent Can Psychic Readings Predict Your Future?

-The Relationship Between Individual Autonomy and Psychic Readings 

-What Helps You Get The Most Our of Your Psychic Reading

-How and Why Psychic Readings Should Connect You Back to Your Power and Intuition and What that Looks Like 

Where to Find Rachel:

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Why do we fall (and sometimes keep falling over and over again) for people who can’t fully love us back? Why do we shrink, chase, abandon ourselves, just to hold onto love that leaves us disappointed at best, and more often that not heartbroken and questing if we'll ever find a love that is healthy and lasts?

In this profoundly powerful episode, I sit down with Mark Groves—Human Connection Specialist, founder of Create The Love, and author of Liberated Love—to unpack the real reason we end up in relationships that mirror our deepest wounds. Spoiler: it all starts with the relationship you have with yourself.

Mark brings his signature truth-telling and heart to this conversation as we explore why self-abandonment feels safer than self-connection, how our attachment wounds formed, and what you actually need to do to call in a love that finally... fully chooses you back.

If you’ve ever lost yourself in love, begged for breadcrumbs, or felt stuck chasing unavailable partners—this episode will not only help you understand why, it'll help you change that narrative. Mark dives into how to heal the relationship that matters most—the one with you—so you can stop betraying yourself for love, and start choosing from wholeness and power.

-The four attachment styles & how they shape your love life

-Why we choose partners who replay our childhood wounds

-How to stop self-abandoning and start choosing you

-The role of co-regulation & trust cycles in healing

-Why truth is the foundation of healthy love

-How to stop choosing people who don’t choose you

-What it really means to be emotionally available

-Why self-love isn’t affirmations—it’s evidence

-How to heal your abandonment wound & reclaim your power

Where to Find Mark:

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What if your breakup wasn’t a failure, but a divine redirection? In this powerful episode, I sit down with soul-centered transformation coach Erika Lynn to explore the idea that the challenges we face—yes, even the gut-wrenching heartbreaks—might be the exact portals our soul chose to awaken us.

We dive deep into the concept of living from conscious choice instead of survival, how to stop repeating painful patterns, and the truth about your inner saboteurs—who they are, how to catch them, and what it means to reclaim your Sage brain when you're triggered.

Erika also shares how she manifested her dream partner after consistently choosing dysfunctional relationships, what a 5D perspective of heartbreak looks like, what soul contracts really mean, and the one question that will shift you from spiraling into self-sabotage to choosing your power—again and again.

If you're ready to stop letting the past run your present and start magnetizing a life (and love) aligned with your highest self… this one’s for you.

We Chat:

-Why Living from Choice is the Foundation of Being an Empowered Individual

-One Simple Question to Ask to Start Living from Choice

-Why We Repeat Cycles and How to Stop

-Why Erica Believes That Sometimes Our Soul Chooses the Hard Things We Go Through

-How Erica Manifested Her Dream Partner

-Why Heartbreak is Actually a Gift

-5D Perspectives and Soul Contracts

-What are Your Saboteurs and How do you Stop/Catch Them?

-How to Get Back into our Sage Brain when Triggered

-More Tools for Navigating when Triggered in a Way to Avoid Self-Sabotage

-A Powerful Tool to Heal Your Abandonment Wound and So Much More

Where to find Erika:

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Magntizing Miracles - How Women Can Reclaim Spirituality and Empower Themselves with Grace Emmons

I’m so excited to share today’s episode with you all as I got to have a truly inspiring conversation with one of my favorite humans - Grace Emmons! Grace’s energy and essence just exudes warmth and radiates love and light - she truly feels like golden sunshine to listen to and be around!

I wanted talk about spirituality on this season, as for me, spirituality that has slowly - after a lot of healing post the religious trauma I have from being raised in a cult - been re-becoming a deeply foundation piece to who I am and how think + be.

And I wanted to have today’s conversation with Grace as I couldn’t think of a better person than someone with degrees in both bioengineering and psychology who yet is also a Reiki master and one of the most deeply spiritual person I know!  

I personally feel she did such a beautiful job speaking to who/what is god/source, how do we work with them, and sharing her own relationship through a truly moving and inspiring story! I hope you get as much out of the episode as I did! xx

We Chat:

-God and Spirituality

-Conceptualizing ‘God’

-Grace’s belief system in action

-Grace’s miraculous story with her wedding rings

-The power of asking for guidance

-What is prayer for

-Why do bad things happen to good people

-The power of perspective 

-The purpose of the Age of Aquarius

-Kabbalah: what is it and why is it powerful

-Living as a conduit

-Our capacity to receive determines our capacity to give

-Realizing people aren’t our source and learning how to receive from source

-We are whole - healing is coming back to a remembrance of that

-What is reiki and how does it work

-A Reiki Prayer You Can Use to Connect to Source

-Universal truths vs different schools of thought

Where to Find Grace:

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This week’s podcast was a deeply helpful and enjoyable conversation with female embodiment and empowerment coach, Amy Natalie. I’ve actually been working with her as a coach, and one of my favorite things about her is her gift for teaching concepts and topics that can be complicated or a bit hard to grasp in a way that’s incredibly simple and digestible… and on top of that doing it with such warmth and grace you can’t help but almost feel hugged by her energy!

We dove into the topic of codependency and interdependence, and Amy Natalie broke down exactly how to work with yourself and your nervous system to insource some of the most important things we need, but often look externally for. Because it’s truly from this place of being so grounded in ourselves, that we can be grounding in partnership with another. 

We Chat:

-How we abandon ourselves by refusing to confront and shift our patterns

-The unhealthy people we choose often reveal the love we didn’t receive in our childhood

-The importance of paying attention to your body’s sensations, especially in dating

-Questions you should ask yourself when dating

-What to ask ourselves when we notice we’re triggered

-How to create our own sense of grounding in our body

-Grounding is how you reclaim and choose from your power

-Exercises to help you calm your nervous system

-The importance of being able to co-regulate both with a partner and with people outside your relationship

-Giving yourself the things you’re looking to a partner for

-How to build trust with yourself and how that’s foundational to self-sourcing safety

-The importance of self-compassion

-Balancing healing and growth, with living and playing

-The right person will love you as you are, where you’re at

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This week’s conversation with Gal Bepole, Isreal’s Twerk Pioneer, is probably one of the most practically helpful conversations I’ve had to date, because we dive into the missing link in expanding your nervous system’s capacity for discomfort, which is THE path to creating lasting change in yourself and your life, as well as to stepping fully into your power and sovereignty. It’s how you break through your personal glass ceilings, how you step into massive expansion, and ultimately how you magnetize those audacious dreams and desires that seem almost too far out of reach - but aren’t!

It’s when we’re triggered that most of us turn to those less than healthy responses or coping mechanisms that ultimately lead to us staying stuck at best, or self-sabotaging at worst. Gal’s methodology - Dance Speak - uses dance to engage with uncomfortable emotions coming up in a way that allows them to be seen, heard, processed, and fully released from the mind AND body… which ultimately results in your nervous system’s capacity for feeling those emotions being increased. It’s truly one of the most simple and practical, yet wildly powerful tools I’ve ever used for healing and rapid nervous system expansion. Which again, is how you actually expand into bigger and better in every area of your life.

We Chat:

-Gal’s Story as a Biotech Student by Day and Stripper by Night

-Dance as the Most Primal Somatic Experience

-Our Nervous System’s Capacity Often Determines our Level of Success

-Dance as a Way to Increase Our Capacity to Hold Duality

-Emotions are Often Connected to Our Needs

-Opposite Emotions Exist on the Same Spectrum Relating to a Need Being Met or Unmet

-Characterizing Your Emotions So You Can Hear Them

-Why the Mental Work Isn’t Enough and Somatic is Needed

-How to Use Dance to Increase Your Nervous System’s Capacity and Move Past Your Current Edges

-How to Get Back into the Body When You’re Uncomfortable or Triggered

-Using Somatic Dance to Self-Source Safety

-Our Capacity to Handle Internal Discomfort Determines Our Level of Self-Sovereignty

-Allowing All the Characters Inside of You to Communicate with Each Other so None of Them Take Over

-How Liberating Your Own Shame Will Open You to Helping Others

-Why Acting Out Your Emotions Works

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Welcome back to the Magnetic Muse Podcast and welcome to season 2 friends!! I'm so excited to be back, and especially for what we're focusing on in season 2 - finding wholeness within yourself.

To kick the season off, I had an incredible conversation with thought-leader and identity coach, and authenticity queen, Amanda Bucci. She truly embodies what she teaches and this episode is jam packed with practical things you can do to find your center and be a rock for yourself, no matter what life throws at you!

We Chat:

Having More Access to Yourself 

Creative Energy vs. Keeping, Holding, and Amplifying Energy

We Create Who We Are

Shifting from Survive to Thrive - 15 min

Titrating Your Nervous System

Simple Things to Shift to Thriving

Creating an Internal Foundation of Higher Frequencies

How to Find Your Center When Life is Hard

How to Reconnect with Yourself

Healthy Boundaries with Your Brain

The Importance of Being Self-Resourced

Training Your Nervous System

Protecting, Strengthening, and Nourishing Yourself

Practical Ways to Create Freedom in Your Mind, Body, and Spirit

The Healing Power of Creative Expression

Using Creativity to Alchemize Negative Emotions + Energy

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