What do you do when the person you love most takes their own life, and your child’s world collapses with them? This episode is a raw and emotional journey through grief, survival, and the unrelenting strength of a mother who refused to give up.

In this powerful conversation, I sit down with Tiffany Sumner, whose life changed forever on May 25th, 2020. That day, her husband, battling depression, addiction, and undiagnosed bipolar disorder, ended his life, leaving behind two children, one of whom was later diagnosed with profound, non-verbal autism. Tiffany opens up about navigating the unimaginable: her son’s violent regressions, the pain of separation when he had to move into a group home, and the deep loneliness of motherhood in crisis.

Yet through the heartbreak, Tiffany found purpose. She’s now a powerful voice for mental health awareness and autism advocacy, using her story to bring hope, healing, and visibility to families who often suffer in silence.

This is not just a story of tragedy. It’s one of faith, resilience, and redemption. Watch this episode to witness how one mother turned unimaginable pain into purpose, and why her message of hope could save lives.

Key Moments:

0:00 The Day That Changed Tiffany’s Life Forever

2:05 The Moment She Learned Her Husband Was Gone

6:00 The Hidden Pain Behind Male Suicide

8:22 Why So Many Signs Go Unnoticed

12:06 When Faith Becomes the Only Thing Left

14:37 Raising a Child With Profound, Non-Verbal Autism

18:04 Living Between Love, Fear & Survival

21:15 The Pain Siblings of Autistic Children Carry

23:05 Inside the Reality of Level-Three Autism Care

26:08 “I’ve Never Heard My Son Say I Love You”

28:42 The Truth About Living With Profound Autism

32:06 Why Tiffany Refuses to Stay Silent

34:45 The Viral Moment That Changed Everything

37:16 A Message for Every Mother Who’s Struggling

Guest Info:

IG: @tiffanysumner

Website: https://hausofmedia.com/

In this episode of The Roller Coaster Podcast, I sit down with Peter Meyerhoff, a former high-ranking prison shot caller who once held power within one of the most feared groups behind bars, the Aryan Brotherhood. Peter gives a raw, unfiltered account of life inside the system, revealing the inner workings of prison hierarchy, the brutal politics of control, and how violence was used to maintain order.

He recounts in detail the day he helped facilitate a murder inside the prison walls, describing the planning, the execution, and the psychological cost of being part of such extreme acts. As someone who lived and enforced the code of the yard, Peter offers rare insight into how loyalty, fear, and survival shaped every decision he made.

This conversation exposes the dark reality of prison life most people never see, where every move is strategic, and every alliance can mean life or death.

Watch this episode to hear a chilling inside look at the power, structure, and mindset of prison leadership from someone who lived it at the highest level.

Key moments:

0:00 The Day Everything Went Too Far

2:00 Inside the Mind of a Prison Shot Caller

4:45 The Most Brutal Thing I Ever Witnessed

7:12 Why I Helped Plan a Prison Murder

9:40 Realising I’d Just Thrown My Life Away

12:55 Eleven Months in the Hole Changed Everything

15:30 How a Single Decision Destroyed My Future

18:45 The Moment My Childhood Ended

21:30 The Accusation That Ruined My Life

24:10 How Addiction Turned Me Into Someone I Hated

26:45 The Things I Did Just to Get One More Fix

29:40 Why I Got 12 Years for a Crime Others Got Probation

32:15 Facing God After Years of Hate

34:22 Overdosing on Fentanyl and Coming Back to Life

37:10 The Conversation That Made Me Believe in God

39:40 From Aryan Brotherhood to a Biracial Family

42:00 What I Want My Kids to Know About Their Dad

44:30 Learning to Forgive My Family and Myself

46:10 The Message Every Broken Person Needs to Hear

Guest Info:

IG: @peter_meyerhoff (https://www.instagram.com/peter_meyerhoff/?hl=en)

Website: https://petermeyerhoff.com/

What if the only way to truly live was to accept the things you fear most? In this raw and deeply personal episode, we unpack how radical acceptance can transform the pain of anxiety, addiction, and shame into peace, purpose, and power.

In this conversation with licensed therapist Rachael DeKoning, we explore the hidden connection between anxiety, addiction, and the fear of losing control. Rachael shares how her battle with alcoholism and crippling anxiety became the catalyst for her healing and why the willingness to feel everything is the real path to freedom.

We dive deep into the emotional cost of denial, the danger of living a “safe” but joyless life, and how radical acceptance helps you reclaim your life even if that means accepting heartbreaking realities like losing someone you love.

You’ll also hear an honest, unscripted “mini therapy session” as I open up about my own struggles with social anxiety and identity, revealing how growth often means outgrowing old versions of yourself.

If you’ve ever felt trapped by fear, shame, or anxiety, this conversation will remind you that healing begins with acceptance. Watch this episode to rediscover what it means to have a life worth living.

Key Moments:

0:00 What Makes Life Worth Living

3:51 Radical Acceptance Changes Everything

5:23 Inside the Vicious Cycle of Anxiety

10:47 How Alcohol Rewires the Brain

13:10 The Shame That Finally Broke Me

16:37 Why Familiar Pain Feels Safe

22:58 How to Befriend Your Anxiety

25:30 When Anxiety Is Just Information

28:24 Why Connection Gets Harder With Age

31:18 Learning to Sit With Discomfort

35:02 Why Nice Guys Burn Out

37:53 Why I Crave Deep Connections

40:00 How Sobriety Forced Me to Start Over

44:15 What If You’re Not Anxious, You’re Just Done?

48:10 The “Parts” Within You

51:00 Finding the Self You Lost

54:55 The Power of Being Misunderstood

56:10 Rachael’s Message to Anyone Losing Hope

Guest Info:

IG: @‌rach2978 (https://www.instagram.com/rach2978/reels/?hl=en)

TikTok: @‌therapistinrecovery (https://www.tiktok.com/@therapistinrecovery)

“They tried to cancel me, but here’s what really happened…”

What does it take to be one of the most misunderstood men on reality TV and still come out stronger? In this raw, no-holds-barred conversation, I sit down with Clayton Echard, former NFL athlete and lead of The Bachelor, to talk about what it’s like to live under constant public judgment, face relentless criticism, and still choose to keep showing up as yourself.

Clayton opens up about what people still get wrong about him, how reality television edits shaped public perception, and why he refuses to let fear, ego, or haters dictate his next move. We talk about overcoming victim mindset, finding self-love through struggle, and what it really takes to transform pain into purpose.

If you’ve ever been misunderstood, judged unfairly, or felt crushed under the weight of other people’s opinions, this episode will hit deep.

Watch this episode to hear Clayton’s unfiltered truth, learn how to kill your ego (and resurrect it the right way), and find the courage to keep going, no matter what the world throws at you.

Key Moments:

0:00 Reality TV Isn’t Built for Nuance

3:32 Why Clayton Calls Himself an “Ego Killer”

8:14 Taking Risks, Facing Hate, and Choosing Intuition Over Fear

11:58 Why People Don’t Care as Much as You Think

15:47 The Viral Moment That Forced Clayton to Confront His Critics

19:09 From “What’s Wrong With You?” to “Are You Okay?”

24:40 The Moment Clayton Drew the Line and Fought Back

29:29 How Confidence Changed His Business & Life

33:46 Why Clayton Plays a “Character” Online

38:35 The Biggest Thing People Still Get Wrong About Clayton

41:09 Learning to Control Your Ego Instead of Killing It

45:07 Why He Walked Away from “The Perfect Life”

50:24 Why We’re Never Supposed to Have All the Answers

Guest info:

IG: @claytonechard (https://www.instagram.com/claytonechard/?hl=en)

Website: https://www.claytonechard.com/

Nothing can prepare you for the moment you hear that your child has no pulse. In this deeply moving episode of the Roller Coaster Podcast, I sit down with Lindsay Taylor as she shares the most harrowing night of her life, the night her 17-year-old son, Alex, was airlifted to Phoenix Children’s Hospital and placed on a ventilator just weeks before his high school graduation.

Lindsay takes us inside the heartbreak of that night, the quiet strength it took to stand by Alex’s side, and the gut-wrenching decision to say goodbye on Mother’s Day. We talk about the whirlwind of emotions, grief, anger, helplessness, even hope, and the powerful moment of seeing “#lookfortherainbow” across the hospital window that became a turning point in her journey.

This episode is not just about loss. It’s about love, faith, surrender, and finding purpose in the pain. Lindsay opens up about parenting through addiction, supporting children’s mental health, and why she believes suicide is 100% preventable.

If you’re navigating grief, parenting a struggling teen, or searching for light in your darkest moments, this conversation will stay with you long after it ends.

Key Moments:

0:00 The Night Everything Changed Forever

3:12 “He Had No Pulse”: The Call No Parent Should Get

9:25 Seeing #LookForTheRainbow in the Darkest Hour

13:52 The Painful Decision No Parent Ever Wants to Make

18:40 How We Told the Kids Their Brother Wasn’t Coming Home

22:15 Mother’s Day, Loss, and a Moment I’ll Never Forget

26:33 Parenting Through Addiction and Teen Struggles

30:21 “We Lost Alex to Marijuana First, Then Fentanyl”

38:50 Creating Safety So Your Kids Will Open Up to You

43:12 How Each Sibling Grieved Differently

47:55 Why Suicide Prevention Must Be Talked About

56:35 Why Talking About Suicide Could Save a Life

1:06:50 A Direct Message to Anyone Struggling With Suicide

Guest Info:

IG: @_soul_soldier (https://www.instagram.com/_soul_soldier/)

YouTube: @‌soulsoldierspeaks (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7i-qLian5I2XTSdEH9tfDg)

November 26, 2023, changed everything for Johanna Magdaleno. In this deeply moving episode, Johanna takes us through the day that forever altered her family, the tragic car accident that claimed the life of her son, Junior, just miles from church. With raw honesty, she shares the last moments they spent together, the helplessness of seeing her husband and sons arrive on the scene, and the heartbreak of hearing the words every parent fears: “Junior went to be with the Lord.”

Johanna opens up about the collision of faith and grief, the anger she directed at God, and the shame she felt as a therapist and pastor’s wife, questioning everything she believed. She speaks about the guilt she carried, the process of forgiving herself, and how therapy and faith became lifelines through unbearable pain.

This episode is not just about loss. It’s about love, redemption, and finding the courage to keep living when your heart feels shattered. If you’ve ever faced tragedy, wrestled with faith, or wondered how to hold on when life breaks you apart, Johanna’s story will touch your soul.

Key Moments:

0:00 The Day That Changed Everything

2:12 Waking Up After the Crash

6:01 The Fullness of a Mother’s Heart

12:07 The Moment She Heard Junior Was Gone

19:23 Christmas Without Junior

21:30 How Her Sons Coped with Trauma

28:09 Who Junior Was and His Legacy

31:03 Johanna’s Addiction, Crime, and Redemption

38:59 How Johanna Hated Ruben for Getting Clean

44:31 Arizona, Arrests, and Turning Point

47:02 Faith vs. Therapy: Reconciling Grief and Belief

53:04 How She’s Healing Today

Guest Info:

IG: @‌johanna_ruben

What if your life changed in a single heartbeat?

In this episode of the Rollercoaster Podcast, I sit down with Brigham and Lauren Richardson to unpack one of the most powerful survival stories I’ve ever heard. A weekend dirt bike trip turned into a nightmare when Brigham lost control, fell 75 feet off a cliff in Moab, and nearly lost his life. What followed was a blur of surgeries, internal bleeding, shattered bones, depression, and the painful fight to survive and then, to walk again.

But this episode isn’t just about trauma. It’s about marriage, faith, mental health, and resilience. Lauren shares what it was like receiving that phone call, navigating the unknown, and becoming Brigham’s anchor through months of recovery and setbacks.

Brigham opens up about waking up in the ICU unable to speak, feeling hopeless, and battling suicidal thoughts, all while learning to eat, talk, and move again from scratch. The fact that he’s here today, walking and healing, is nothing short of a miracle.

🎧 Listen if you’ve ever faced a rock bottom and wondered if you’d make it back.

👉 Hit play and hear why Brigham’s story has left a lasting impact on everyone who hears it.

Key Moments:

0:00 The Crash That Changed Everything

4:47 Second Accident: The Fall That Nearly Killed Him

9:31 How Lauren Prepared for the Worst

13:21 Arrival at the ICU: Life or Death

16:01 Brigham Flatlines in ER

21:01 His First Signs of Life

28:01 Battle with Depression and Suicidal Thoughts

32:20 Rock Bottom: “I Wish They Hadn’t Resuscitated Me”

36:14 12 Surgeries and Broken Bones

42:18 Gaining a New Level of Empathy for Chronic Pain

47:01 Searching for Purpose After Survival

51:01 Brigham’s Fight to Be Accepted into Rehab

This episode shook me.

I sat down with John “Goob” Dorsey, fitness coach, content creator, and fearless internet watchdog, and what started as a conversation about the dangers of an unregulated substance called 7-OH (Seven-oh) quickly unraveled into something far darker.

John exposes a growing epidemic: a synthetic compound more addictive than morphine, sold legally at gas stations and smoke shops, destroying lives with zero consequences. We talk Reddit forums, withdrawal stories, and the shocking lack of oversight fueling this silent crisis.

But that’s just the beginning.

We also dive into the disturbing world of predator behavior on Roblox, a platform marketed to children yet infested with sexual content and loopholes predators exploit daily. As a dad, that hit me hard.

From fake influencers and online scams to pedophile stings and vigilante justice, John pulls no punches. He calls out creeps, frauds, and hypocrites in ways that make you uncomfortable and that's the point.

This isn’t just a podcast episode. It’s a wake-up call.

If you’ve ever wondered what’s really happening behind the filters and facades of the internet, this conversation is unmissable.

Key Moments:

0:00 The Silent Epidemic: What Is 7-OH?

4:33 Breaking Down the Science Behind 7-OH

7:01 Mislabeling & Misleading: How Users Are Tricked

10:55 Roblox Exposé: The Predator Playground

13:15 The Raw Reality of Online Child Exploitation

23:02 Calling Out the Internet’s Worst

27:58 The Pedophile Who Tried to Frame Someone Else

35:03 Revenge, Receipts & Reddit

42:59 The Daycare Pedophile Who Jumped Off a Bridge

45:14 Why Naming & Shaming Still Matters

Guest Info:

IG: @‌goob_u2 (https://www.instagram.com/goob_u2/?hl=en)

Website: www.goobutraining.com (https://goobutraining.com/)

In this episode of The Roller Coaster Podcast, I sat down with Billy McFarland, yes, that Billy, the mastermind behind the Fyre Festival. But this isn’t a story of excuses or spin. It’s an unfiltered, emotional conversation about ambition, delusion, and the high cost of chasing validation at any cost.

Billy opens up about the exact moment he lied to an investor, the deep regret that still keeps him awake at night, and what it felt like to lose everything, freedom, reputation, and trust. We talk about solitary confinement, broken relationships, redemption, and the hard lessons learned inside federal prison.

But we also talk about what’s next. Billy’s stepping into a new chapter, owning his past, paying restitution, and building a product focused on what he does best: getting attention.

This episode isn’t about defending a scandal. It’s about humanising the person behind it, and what happens when the world watches you fall. If you’ve ever made a mistake, felt the weight of your choices, or wondered what true redemption looks like, this one’s for you.

Listen now.

Key Moments:

0:00 The Call That Changed Everything

2:49 The Moral Weight of Betrayal

5:48 The Lies That Made It Worse

10:21 The Arrest Timeline

16:54 His Take on the Netflix Doc

20:57 Clearing Up the Bahamas Rumour

24:01 Prison Surprises

30:00 The Darkest Days Behind Bars

34:02 Who Stayed, Who Left

37:36 COVID in Prison: Ice Cubes & Strip Searches

40:15 Redemption, Responsibility & Rebuilding Trust

Guest Info:

IG: @pyrtbilly (https://www.instagram.com/pyrtbilly/?hl=en)

X: @pyrtbilly (https://x.com/pyrtbilly?lang=en)

What would you do if the love of your life was taken too soon?

In this deeply emotional episode, I sit down with Pete Rendina, a husband, father, and author whose world turned upside down when his wife, Kylie, passed away in April 2024 after a relentless battle with cancer. Pete flew in from Michigan to join me in person and share a story that broke me… and will likely break you too.

We talk about love, loss, and legacy. About raising kids as a single dad. About the fear of goodbye and the promises whispered at a hospital bedside. And we talk about God, because it’s Pete’s faith that’s holding him together.

Pete doesn’t sugarcoat the pain. He opens up about the dark nights, the signs he sees from Kylie, the moments with his kids that keep him going, and how writing and faith are helping him rebuild.

Whether you're grieving, healing, or just need a reminder of what truly matters, this one will stay with you.

Key Moments:

0:00 The Call That Changed Everything

2:38 Falling in Love with Kylie

5:22 A Surprise Baby & A Shocking Diagnosis

10:00 The Cancer Returns

13:20 Admitted to the ICU

16:40 Saying Goodbye

20:08 Becoming a Single Dad

25:06 Finding Beauty in the Grief

28:03 Talking to the Kids About Mom

34:04 A New Life Devoted to Faith and Fatherhood

44:36 Final Message to Those Who Are Suffering

Guest Info:

IG: peteyluv13 (https://www.instagram.com/peteyluv13/?hl=en)