For 12 months, I’ve been sober, and until a recent doctor’s appointment, I’d completely forgotten.

No countdown. No recovery story. No before-and-after moment. Just life, without alcohol.

When my doctor asked, “None? Not even socially?” and looked at me like I’d just confessed a crime, something clicked. His disbelief wasn’t about alcohol — it was about the quiet pressure we all feel to play along. To do the thing that makes everyone else comfortable, even when it doesn’t feel good to us.

That moment made me realise: sobriety isn’t really about alcohol. It’s about truth. It’s about self-trust. It’s about noticing all the ways we abandon ourselves - in business, relationships, and life - just to belong.

If you’ve ever found yourself saying yes when you meant no, discounting your prices to avoid seeming greedy, or over-giving because you don’t want to disappoint, this episode will hit home.

This is a conversation about emotional and professional sobriety - and what happens when you stop performing belonging and start building it from integrity instead.

Here’s what I cover:

• Why my doctor’s disbelief revealed how deeply social conditioning shapes our choices
• The invisible contracts of belonging: how family, therapy culture, and business all reward self-abandonment
• The moment I realised I was trading authenticity for acceptance — and how that changed everything
• My Uni Games story: performing belonging by being the “responsible one” in a binge-drinking culture
• Why people-pleasing isn’t kindness — it’s your nervous system trying to keep you safe
• What emotional sobriety looks like in business (through a real example from an Incubator student)
• The paradox of safety vs. control: why we keep performing even when it hurts
• How to stay with yourself when your truth disappoints others
• What sobriety has taught me about leadership, capacity, and self-trust

💡 3 Powerful Takeaways:

1. Belonging that costs you your self is counterfeit.
   If you have to abandon yourself to belong — in a team, relationship, or system — it’s not safety. It’s survival.
2. Your nervous system isn’t broken.
   When you find yourself overgiving or performing, that’s not weakness. It’s your body trying to protect attachment. Healing starts with awareness, not shame.
3. Sobriety is self-trust.
   You don’t have to quit drinking to practice sobriety. You just have to stop leaving yourself when things get uncomfortable.

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Your words help this message reach more therapists who need to hear:
 You’re not too sensitive. You’re not too much. You’re just done performing safety at the expense of yourself.

Thanks for listening — and for choosing truth over performance.
 You don’t need to earn belonging. You just need to stop performing it.