Mention about that topic, a time when I sat in the backyard comes to my mind. It was like an evening after a hard day of study. On that evening, the sky was crazy amazing. I could find many stars were enjoying the cool breeze. It was rather a comfortable moment to think about my life and study independently. Frankly speaking, I got some problems in my study. I actually encountered some problems of my average results at school. I didn't have a best result of my history. I got confused seriously since I have tried my best to do it. Something might be wrong I was wondering. In the mean time, I have got no idea on how to tell the truth to my parents, I was a bit scared. You know, on that day, I was sitting in the backyard on my own with a can of beer, no cigarette, I didn't like it by the way, a mobile phone. I seldom had such kind of opportunity to rest my mind since I have been busy with my study all day. I could say the feeling was special to me. Probably, I would feel much easier after that night. So that is it.