If the year didn’t start gently — if January arrived with tension, grief, or exhaustion instead of clarity — this episode is for you. Kelley offers a softer, more honest way to begin the year: not by conquering it or hardening yourself, but by holding it with both hands. Through a nervous-system-informed lens, she explores why overwhelm and numbness make sense right now, how joy supports regulation rather than avoidance, and how Black women can move forward without abandoning their bodies or humanity in the process.

Episode Takeaways

1. You don’t need to conquer the year — you can hold it.

The pressure to dominate or “win” the year keeps the body braced. Holding the year allows for flexibility, honesty, and care as life unfolds.

2. Overwhelm or numbness is a nervous system response, not a failure.

What many people are experiencing is flooding — the body protecting itself from too much stress and information at once. The work is learning how to return to your body, not push past it.

3. Joy is practical, ancestral, and regulating.

Joy isn’t denial or indulgence — it’s a way the nervous system receives new information. For Black women, joy is inherited, communal, and a companion to grief, not an escape from it.

Timestamps & Highlights

(Key moments to revisit)

• 00:01:06 – 00:02:33
• Why starting the year tense or guarded makes sense — and why January isn’t a clean reset.
• 00:02:11 – 00:03:28
• What nervous system flooding is and how it shows up as anxiety or emotional shutdown.
• 00:06:35 – 00:07:52
• The difference between gripping the year and holding it — and how your body can guide decisions.
• 00:08:18 – 00:10:07
• Joy as ancestral practice and nervous system regulation, not toxic positivity.

Gentle Invitation:

As you move through the coming week, pause and ask yourself:

Where am I gripping my life too tightly right now — and what would it feel like to soften my hands just a little?

Notice what your body needs before deciding what the year should look like. Even one small moment of pleasure, rest, or beauty can remind your nervous system that danger isn’t the only thing happening. Heartache and hope can live in the same body.

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