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   Number 1: #108 Sarah Elkhaldy | Is Reality a Negative Simulation?

   On this episode of the Acid For Squares podcast, hosts Tanya Dahl and Cody Blue sit down with Sarah Elkhaldy, aka The Alchemist, a mystic, spiritual teacher, author, and internationally recognized voice in contemporary esotericism. After nearly two decades of studying ancient mystery traditions, spiritual alchemy, and consciousness, Sarah has built a global community around making the hidden mechanics of reality accessible to the modern seeker. Her teachings have reached millions through YouTube, her TV show 'Mystery Teachings', and her first book, Book of the Body, arrives in October 2026. Sarah shares the story of the experience that transformed everything she thought she understood about spirituality. Her path began with formal study of the Fourth Way tradition, but years later, during a powerful plant medicine ceremony, she underwent what she describes as an apotheosis experience. Suddenly, teachings she had accumulated throughout her life no longer felt like separate ideas. They converged into a single understanding of consciousness, existence, and the architecture of reality. From there, the conversation ventures deep into the paradoxes of Hermetic mysticism and Gnostic philosophy, including one of the most unsettling questions at the heart of esoteric thought: What if the reality we experience is "a negative simulation"? Sarah explores how this idea relates to The Law of One, polarity, non-duality, and the possibility that what we perceive as darkness may serve a purpose within the evolution of consciousness. The conversation also turns to UFO and UAP disclosure, the difference between positive disclosure and psyop disclosure, the manipulated government narratives surrounding non-human intelligence, and whether humanity is being prepared for something much larger than the existence of extraterrestrial life. Sarah proposes that the instability unfolding across the world represents a collective dark night of the soul, a necessary confrontation with the shadow before an entirely new paradigm can emerge. But this raises an even stranger possibility. If positively oriented higher-dimensional beings revealed themselves to humanity right now, would we actually recognize them as good? Sarah argues that a civilization still conditioned to perceive reality through opposites such as good and evil, light and dark, and self and other may be incapable of accurately perceiving an intelligence that exists beyond those divisions. What appears frightening or incomprehensible from one level of consciousness may look entirely different from another. This episode is a journey into spiritual awakening, Hermeticism, Gnosticism, The Law of One, UFO disclosure, plant medicine, higher dimensional intelligence, non-duality, and the possibility that humanity’s current crisis is not the end of something, but the painful birth of a new paradigm. THIS EPISODE IS PROUDLY SPONSORED BY: MIDWEST GROW KITS Explore their full collection of sacred plant tools and wellness products using the link below, and use code ACIDFORSQUARES at checkout for 15% off your order! CLICK HERE: https://www.midwestgrowkits.com Hosts: Tanya Dahl & Cody Blue Guests: Sarah Elkhaldy More On SARAH IG: https://www.instagram.com/the.alchemist Website: https://www.thealchemist.community/ ACID FOR SQUARES MERCH HERE https://acidforsquares-shop.fourthwall.com/ GET MORE FROM ACID FOR SQUARES at PATREON www.patreon.com/acidforsquares PLEASE FOLLOW, LIKE, COMMENT AND SHARE! Your interaction with our content helps us so much! Follow Acid For Squares: @acidforsquares across all social media And same on YouTube, Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and all major platforms. Disclaimer: The views and opinions expressed on the Acid For Squares Podcast are those of the guests and do not necessarily reflect those of the hosts or affiliated companies. The podcast is for entertainment and informational purposes only and is not professional advice. Topics may include mature content, parental discretion is advised. _______ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

   August 25, 2026·1h 22min
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   Number 2: #106 Blu of Earth & Lily Ashwell: Tarot Cards Have a Living Consciousness

   On this episode of the Acid For Squares podcast, hosts Tanya Dahl and Cody Blue welcome Blu of Earth, international speaker, artist and host of the Deja Blu podcast, and Lily Ashwell, astrologer, intuitive artist, author and spiritual teacher. Together, they explore the true meaning and purpose of tarot cards, and other ancient divination practices, as well as the extraordinary creative journey behind the newly released Heavenly Bodies Astrology Deck. Tarot is often misunderstood as a supernatural method for predicting the future. Throughout history, divination practices have been feared, stigmatized, outlawed and restricted in communities around the world. Blu and Lily offer a different perspective: these cards are not necessarily here to tell us what will happen, but to help us communicate with our own divinity, access our intuition and more consciously meet the moment unfolding before us. Blu and Lily share how years of spiritual study, artistic exploration and initiation into wisdom traditions from around the world became woven into Heavenly Bodies. What began as the creation of a deck became a profound personal transformation, challenging both women to embody the teachings they were studying while unexpectedly giving birth to a beautiful sisterhood, creative partnership and friendship. They also discuss symbolism, synchronicity, astrology, oracle cards, spiritual discernment and how sacred tools can reconnect us with the wisdom already living within us. This episode is a mystical and deeply human exploration of divination, creativity, feminine friendship and the possibility that the answers we seek may already be waiting inside us. THIS EPISODE IS PROUDLY SPONSORED BY: AURUMAYA Explore their full collection of ritual and frequency tools using the link below, and use code ACIDFORSQUARES at checkout for 10% off your order! CLICK HERE: www.aurumaya.com.au and FOUR VISIONS Explore their full collection of sacred plant tools and wellness products using the link below, and use code ACIDFORSQUARES at checkout for 15% off your order! CLICK HERE: rstr.co/fourvisions/acidforsquares Hosts: Tanya Dahl & Cody Blue Guests: Blu of Earth & Lilly Ashwell More On BLU Social: https://www.instagram.com/bluofearth Website: https://www.bluofearth.com/ More on LILLY: Social: https://www.instagram.com/lilyashwell Website: https://www.lilyashwell.com/ More on HEAVENLY BODIES TAROT DECK Website: www.weareheavenlybodies.com ACID FOR SQUARES MERCH HERE https://acidforsquares-shop.fourthwall.com/ GET MORE FROM ACID FOR SQUARES at PATREON www.patreon.com/acidforsquares PLEASE FOLLOW, LIKE, COMMENT AND SHARE! Your interaction with our content helps us so much! Follow Acid For Squares: @acidforsquares across all social media And same on YouTube, Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and all major platforms. Disclaimer: The views and opinions expressed on the Acid For Squares Podcast are those of the guests and do not necessarily reflect those of the hosts or affiliated companies. The podcast is for entertainment and informational purposes only and is not professional advice. Topics may include mature content, parental discretion is advised. _______ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

   August 11, 2026·1h 29min
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   Number 3: #105 Randy Spelling: The Near-Death Experience That Broke Hollywood’s Spell

   On this episode of the Acid For Squares podcast, hosts Tanya Dahl and Cody Blue welcome Randy Spelling, holistic life coach, intuitive mentor, motivational speaker, teacher, and author. Born into Hollywood royalty as the son of legendary television producer Aaron Spelling and the brother of actress Tori Spelling, Randy shares how a life surrounded by fame, wealth, and success ultimately led him on a deeply personal search for meaning. From an early age, Randy experienced extrasensory perception and a heightened spiritual sensitivity. As he grew older, however, the pressure to live up to his family name pulled him away from his intuition and into the pursuit of fame, achievement, and external validation. Despite taking the life path he always thought would make him happy, Randy felt increasingly empty inside, and that emptiness eventually gave way to addiction and self-destruction. Randy opens up about the out-of-body experience and near-death experience that changed the course of his life. During the experience, he received a clear message that he needed to get sober or he would die. After seeking help and beginning his recovery, Randy slowly rediscovered the intuitive gifts he had experienced as a child. He eventually found his calling as a holistic life coach, helping people move beyond limiting beliefs, reconnect with their authentic selves, and discover a deeper sense of purpose. This episode is a powerful conversation about addiction, sobriety, ESP, intuition, spiritual awakening, and what can happen when the life you were taught to chase is not the life your soul came here to live. THIS EPISODE IS PROUDLY SPONSORED BY: FOUR VISIONS Explore their full collection of sacred plant tools and wellness products using the link below, and use code ACIDFORSQUARES at checkout for 15% off your order! CLICK HERE: rstr.co/fourvisions/acidforsquares Hosts: Tanya Dahl & Cody Blue Guests: Randy Spelling More On RANDY Social: https://www.instagram.com/randyspelling Website: https://randyspelling.com/ ACID FOR SQUARES MERCH HERE https://acidforsquares-shop.fourthwall.com/ GET MORE FROM ACID FOR SQUARES at PATREON www.patreon.com/acidforsquares PLEASE FOLLOW, LIKE, COMMENT AND SHARE! Your interaction with our content helps us so much! Follow Acid For Squares: @acidforsquares across all social media And same on YouTube, Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and all major platforms. Disclaimer: The views and opinions expressed on the Acid For Squares Podcast are those of the guests and do not necessarily reflect those of the hosts or affiliated companies. The podcast is for entertainment and informational purposes only and is not professional advice. Topics may include mature content, parental discretion is advised. _______ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

   August 04, 2026·1h 10min
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   Number 4: 109 David Trotter: Jesus Speaks Through Ex-Pastor After Doing DMT

   On this episode of the Acid For Squares podcast, hosts Tanya Dahl and Cody Blue are joined by David Trotter, a former pastor turned trance channel and CEO of Awakened Magazine. After years of building and leading successful churches, David walked away from the world that had defined his life and began exploring the very spiritual practices he had once been taught to condemn. Growing up in an evangelical Christian family, David eventually followed his faith into ministry, becoming a successful pastor and helping lead multiple churches. What began as a calling and a blessing, however, gradually became a prison. Eventually, David left the church and embarked on a journey to explore his faith outside the confines of organized religion, experimenting with the spiritual modalities he once condemned, including meditation, breathwork, past-life regression, plant medicine ceremonies, and other practices that had previously been forbidden. Everything changed after an experience with 5-MeO-DMT, when David says two unseen spiritual beings began communicating with him from beyond the veil. Over time, what started as communication with these presences transformed into something far stranger: they began communicating through him. David found himself entering trance states and eventually embracing an identity he never expected: that of a full-bodied trance channel. Then, according to David, a third presence stepped forward: the Christ. After spending the last several years developing his channeling practice largely in private, David is now stepping out of the underground to share his experiences with the world. The episode culminates with David entering his channeled state, and all of the recording equipment stopping working. When everything finally comes back online, David enters the trance state once again and delivers a message from his “two unseen friends” as well as “the Christ" that takes Tanya and Cody from shock to laughter to tears. This is an episode about faith and doubt, forbidden doors, altered states, spiritual rebellion, and what can happen when the beliefs that once defined your reality begin to dissolve. THIS EPISODE IS PROUDLY SPONSORED BY: MIDWEST GROW KITS Explore their full collection of sacred plant tools and wellness products using the link below, and use code ACIDFORSQUARES at checkout for 15% off your order! CLICK HERE: https://www.midwestgrowkits.com Hosts: Tanya Dahl & Cody Blue Guests: David Trotter More On DAVID IG: https://www.instagram.com/awakenedmagazine IG: https://www.instagram.com/awakenedtolead Awakened Magazine: www.awakendedmagazine.com ACID FOR SQUARES MERCH HERE https://acidforsquares-shop.fourthwall.com/ GET MORE FROM ACID FOR SQUARES at PATREON www.patreon.com/acidforsquares PLEASE FOLLOW, LIKE, COMMENT AND SHARE! Your interaction with our content helps us so much! Follow Acid For Squares: @acidforsquares across all social media And same on YouTube, Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and all major platforms. Disclaimer: The views and opinions expressed on the Acid For Squares Podcast are those of the guests and do not necessarily reflect those of the hosts or affiliated companies. The podcast is for entertainment and informational purposes only and is not professional advice. Topics may include mature content, parental discretion is advised. _______ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

   September 01, 2026·1h 15min
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   Number 5: #107 Emilio Ortiz: Three Beings Contacted Him After Visiting the Pyramids

   On this episode of the Acid For Squares Podcast, hosts Tanya Dahl and Cody Blue sit down with Emilio Ortiz, spiritual teacher, and host of the Just Tap In Podcast, a show exploring consciousness, spirituality, and the mysteries surrounding humanity’s evolution. Through his work, Emilio has interviewed leading voices across spirituality, science, mindset, and consciousness while traveling the world in search of deeper answers about who we are, why we’re here, and where humanity may be headed. Emilio opens up about the unlikely path that led him here. Immersed in party culture at a young age, he eventually entered a period of suffering that forced him to confront the way he was living and search for something deeper. That search led him to experiment with meditation, where a profound vision changed the course of his life and set him on a path as a spiritual seeker. Emilio shares what he has discovered along the way, including how a psychedelic experience with mushrooms shifted his relationship with spirituality from belief to knowing. He also recounts a mysterious cosmic encounter in Egypt that fundamentally altered the way he understands reality. Together, Tanya, Cody, and Emilio explore synchronicity, altered states of consciousness, ancient wisdom, spiritual awakening, and the extraordinary experiences that can challenge everything we think we know about ourselves and the universe. The conversation then turns from the personal to the collective as Emilio shares his perspective on where humanity stands during this period of rapid change, where he believes we may be headed, and the deeper lessons he feels we are being called to confront. From moving through fear and suffering to reconnecting with intuition and inner awareness, this episode explores what it means to stay grounded while the world around us, and perhaps our understanding of reality itself, continues to transform. Episode #107 is a conversation about suffering becoming initiation, belief becoming experience, and what can happen when we stop searching outside ourselves for the answers and finally learn to just tap in. THIS EPISODE IS PROUDLY SPONSORED BY: FOUR VISIONS Explore their full collection of sacred plant tools and wellness products using the link below, and use code ACIDFORSQUARES at checkout for 15% off your order! CLICK HERE: rstr.co/fourvisions/acidforsquares and AURUMAYA Explore their full collection of ritual and frequency tools using the link below, and use code ACIDFORSQUARES at checkout for 10% off your order! CLICK HERE: www.aurumaya.com.au Hosts: Tanya Dahl & Cody Blue Guests: Emilio Ortiz More On EMILIO IG: https://www.instagram.com/iamemilioortiz Website: https://iamemilioortiz.com/the-deep-dive/ ACID FOR SQUARES MERCH HERE https://acidforsquares-shop.fourthwall.com/ GET MORE FROM ACID FOR SQUARES at PATREON www.patreon.com/acidforsquares PLEASE FOLLOW, LIKE, COMMENT AND SHARE! Your interaction with our content helps us so much! Follow Acid For Squares: @acidforsquares across all social media And same on YouTube, Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and all major platforms. Disclaimer: The views and opinions expressed on the Acid For Squares Podcast are those of the guests and do not necessarily reflect those of the hosts or affiliated companies. The podcast is for entertainment and informational purposes only and is not professional advice. Topics may include mature content, parental discretion is advised. _______ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

   August 18, 2026·1h 21min
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