lovelustfear

By lovelustfearSociety & Culture Documentary True Crime Relationships

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December 31, 2025 lovelustfear | presents | Morbidology
Introducing: Morbidology – a true crime podcast created and hosted by Emily G. Thompson, author of “Unsolved Child Murders,” “Cults Uncovered” and co-author of “Unsolved Murders: True Crime Cases Uncovered.” Morbidology was voted ‘Best International Podcast’ at the iHeartRadio Podcast Awards. Join Emily as she covers a new true crime case – solved and unsolved – released weekly. You can listen to Morbidology across all podcast platforms.
I’m going to play a preview of episode 277 on the murder of Lise Fredette, a 74-year-old woman who failed to show up for her shift in Walmart in Peterborough, Ontario, Canada. Her daughter drove over to her home, and when she pulled up outside, she observed her car parked in the driveway. She headed up the drive but was stopped in her tracks by a large pool of blood on the ground. An investigation into her whereabouts got underway, and suspicion immediately fell upon an ex-boyfriend who had refused to accept that the relationship was over.
FULL EPISODE 277 HERE: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/277-lise-fredette/id1463979546?i=1000672013286

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3 min
December 31, 2025 lovelustfear | special announcements | june 2024
Thank you all for listening and subscribing to lovelustfear. I'm so grateful to all the brave guests who have joined the show and shared their important stories with us.

If you're listening and eager for more dating and relationship stories, please consider supporting the show by rating and leaving a review wherever you listen.

Listeners on Spotify can engage with one-click polls after each episode and share their own dating experiences and thoughts on the episodes in the comments.

https://open.spotify.com/show/0e3ndcf5u8lZ5lhN1lvWec

And I'm excited to announce lovelustfridays, a panel discussion series available here every other Friday where I invite previous guests and experts for an extended exploration of their stories and give you a chance to submit any questions you have.

For video previews, check out our Instagram https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/

And if you'd like to share your dating and relationship story, I want to hear it.
You can reach me at [email protected] or: https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/
https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfear

Thank you so much!
1 min
December 31, 2025 lovelustfear | presents | Women & Crime
Introducing: Women and Crime — Two Criminologists cover a new female-focused case each episode. You’ll hear the stories of these women, paired with the science that tells you where it all went wrong. We’ll explore the causes of female crime, victimology, the legal system, as well as celebrate heroines who have left their mark on the criminal justice system. Dr Meghan Sacks and Dr Amy Shlosberg are both Professors of Criminology at Fairleigh Dickinson University. Both have years of first-hand experience working with offenders and professionals in the criminal justice system. They teach classes covering topics such as: Women & Crime, Race & Crime, Criminology, and Serial Killers.

Find us wherever you listen to podcasts, or go to: https://womenandcrimepodcast.com/how-to-listen/

Apple
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/women-and-crime/id1485129718
Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/show/6TCBkYEtwkBsDl5UrYDa1b

Follow us:
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• TikTok @womenandcrime

11 min
December 31, 2025 lovelustfear | special announcements | october 2024
This October, lovelustfear returns along with brand new episodes of lovelustfridays!
We'll dive deep into compelling topics like cheating, catfishing, love bombing 101 stalking, and the FBI's approach to battling romance scams. I'll be speaking with new guests and guest speakers, including therapists, dating coaches, law enforcement professionals, private investigators, legal experts, celebrities, authors, and influencers.
Additionally, I'm excited to announce I'll be participating in a True Crime Podcasting Ethics course with Terra Newell. You can find more information on her Instagram here:
https://www.instagram.com/terranewell/

And if you'd like to share your dating and relationship story, I want to hear it.

You can reach me at [email protected] or: https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/
https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfear

If you're listening and eager for more dating and relationship stories, please consider supporting the show by rating and leaving a review wherever you listen.

Thank you so much for listening, subscribing, and sharing your support.

2 min
December 31, 2025 lovelustfear | presents | Next Realm
Introducing: Next Realm - Have you ever felt a presence, heard a familiar voice, or received a sign that made you believe your loved ones were reaching out from beyond the veil? Next Realm is the podcast that explores the profound and heartwarming stories of individuals who have experienced messages from their departed loved ones. In each episode, we delve into personal accounts that transcend the boundaries of the physical world. From mysterious dreams and unexplained coincidences to undeniable signs, our guests share their extraordinary encounters that go beyond the realms of explanation. Host Amber Rasmussen guides you through these captivating narratives, exploring each encounter's emotions, connections, and spiritual significance. Together, we embark on a journey into the unknown, where love transcends the boundaries of time and space. Whether you are a skeptic or a believer, ’NEXT REALM’ invites you to open your heart and mind to the possibility that your loved ones may communicate with us in ways we never imagined.

Apple Podcasts
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/next-realm-beautiful-stories-from-beyond/id1768386038
Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/show/3tRhWVtSSdDfhqeGqMyo4T
Amazon Music
https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/2272e97b-c58c-48c7-9570-d03a27e430fe/next-realm-beautiful-stories-from-beyond
Website
https://www.nextrealmpod.com/
Instagram
https://www.instagram.com/nextrealmpod/
4 min
December 31, 2025 18: lovelustfear | heather | i did not want to lose this man
After escaping a series of turbulent relationships, Heather finds hope in a charismatic and attractive bodybuilder. However, she soon becomes ensnared in a web of drug addiction, sex, pornography, and psychological manipulation. The relentless abuse drives her to multiple suicide attempts, leaving Heather's life hanging in the balance.
chapters
(00:00) listen with caution
(00:24) next on lovelustfear
(02:23) about heather
(03:18) heather’s story
(01:13:08) questions & answers
(01:18:37) closing thoughts
(01:19:39) charity & organizations
(01:20:10) submit your story
(01:20:22) disclaimer
**This episode contains explicit content including descriptions of sexual assault, physical abuse, image-based abuse, pornography, drug abuse, child sexual abuse, psychiatric situations, and the loss of a child. Listener discretion is advised.**
quotes
“I had a boyfriend, he cheated on me…I was so devastated. I just hated men. I hated what they did to me. I hated how they made me feel. I hated who I was trying to please them.” - Heather
“I ended up dating again because I love relationships. I do. I like to be in one. I like to feel special to somebody.” - Heather
“We were married. And he told me that one of his fantasies was to have two girls and a guy.” - Heather
“When he found out that I had this emotional relationship, I allowed him to do certain things that were very humiliating…but I felt like I deserved it because of what I did.” - Heather
“At one point I prayed. I'm like, God, listen, Just make me okay with being alone and then, a month later is when I met (him).” - Heather
“I found my perfect man, like in every sense of the word, this man was everything I didn't think I deserved, but knew I deserved.” - Heather
“He had to tell me what kind of relationship he wanted. And he presented to me something called the hot wife lifestyle.” - Heather
“Every single time that we did anything, it would just suck another piece of my soul 80 percent of our conversations only revolved around sex, only revolved around who he wanted me to sleep with.” - Heather
“We're doing drugs so much we couldn't communicate unless we were fucked up, unless we were high.” - Heather
“I would succumb to whatever he wanted to do. My anxiety was through the roof. My depression was just getting worse and worse And so that's when I actively tried to commit suicide.” - Heather
topics
#ToxicRelationships #LoveAndPain #SelfWorthJourney #MentalHealthAwareness #SelfDestruction #HotWifeLifestyle #RelationshipTrauma #DepressionAndAnxiety #OvercomingAddiction #FindingStrength #SuicidePrevention #RecoveryJourney #LoveAndLoss #ToxicLove #AbusiveRelationships #EmotionalPain #RecoveringFromAbuse #FindingSelfLove #RelationshipHealing #AnxietyAndDepression #OvercomingTrauma #HopeAndHealing #InsecurityAndHealing #TurbulentRelationships #EmotionalPain #Bodybuilding #SelfWorthJourney #OvercomingAddiction
music | sounds
Music (CC BY 4.0):
Lost Place Atmospheres (001-003) by Sascha Ende
Very Low Note by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com)
Other Music and Sound Effects by Alex Wit, cybercutie, TheoJT, Syouki Takahashi, Timothy Kulig, Pixabay, Samuel F. Johanns, Samuel Kamau, and UNIVERSFIELD from Pixabay
stay aware | follow | share (heather)
National Domestic Violence Hotline (24/7/365)
Call 1.800.799.SAFE (7233)
Text: START to 88788
https://www.thehotline.org/
https://www.facebook.com/NationalDomesticViolenceHotline
https://www.instagram.com/NDVHofficial/
story submission information
If you would like to consider being a guest on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us below.
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E-mail | [email protected]
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1 hr 21 min
December 31, 2025 lovelustfear | special announcements | july 2024
lovelustfear is being developed as a streaming TV series! (Listen for more details.)

L.A. Not So Confidential Live Video Q&A with Jake Deptula
https://www.youtube.com/live/CMkObn9BTc0?si=VGaG0rDPZUGHuKe5

Story Submission (Podcast & Streaming TV Series)
E-mail: [email protected]
Form Submission: https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfear
DM: https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/

For video previews, check out our Instagram https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/

Strictly Stalking Podcast
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/strictly-stalking/id1494237083
https://open.spotify.com/show/5dw1NJIObaOsj0o7JdruVQ

L.A. Not So Confidential Podcast
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/l-a-not-so-confidential-the-premier/id1293032240
https://open.spotify.com/show/21dpgZ5V9I9m2RI8tB8Nr2

Thank you so much!
1 min
November 04, 2025 The Knife | "My Body is the Crime Scene" | Full Episode Preview
The Knife is a weekly true crime podcast from producers Hannah Smith and Patia Eaton. You might remember Hannah as the original host of The Opportunist! The Knife is a show about people who’ve been dropped into a story they didn't start, but are left to finish. In-depth interviews take the listener behind the punchy headlines to hear what really happened from the people who lived it. The Knife reveals the ripple effect of crime. Through empathetic, solution-oriented journalism, Hannah and Patia find the untold stories of people who’ve been touched by crime.

Episode description:
Patia and Hannah speak with Cassie, who attended a Halloween party at an Oregon State University fraternity in 2008. The night started with costumes, loud music and a crowded basement full of college students. By the end of the night, Cassie was in the ER, holding a bag that contained her bloodstained costume. She soon found herself in a police interview recounting what happened. The state brought charges, and the case went to trial. Cassie’s story is a personal account of navigating the legal system after reporting a rape. She did everything “right" but still faced a long, painful process. Her experience echoes the questions we’ve wrestled with in high-profile campus sexual assault cases: What does justice actually look like?

Links:
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1 hr
September 10, 2025 jaimee | there’s nothing scary about him
After a traumatic childhood, Jaimee yearned for peace and stability. She found temporary solace in a long-term marriage, but when it ended, she was drawn to a charismatic and charming man. However, beneath his appealing exterior lay a dark reality. As the relationship unfolded, it spiraled into psychological control, emotional and physical abuse. Caught in a dangerous and toxic situation, Jaimee soon found herself in a battle for her life.
** This episode contains explicit content, including descriptions of sexual assault, physical and emotional abuse. Please listen with caution.**
quotes
“I was in an extremely vulnerable place…I was in a real crossroads in life. My marriage was breaking down. I was very alone. I was lacking this love, lacking attention, lacking validation.” - Jaimee
“…he was so hot and cold, so he would be super charismatic and flirty and then all of a sudden would kind of shift and become quite offhand or even slightly rude.” - Jaimee
“He called me so many names that night and I was just so taken aback. It's the first time I'd ever seen this side. I was a bitch. I was a slut.” - Jaimee
“I was just an absolute mess inside and out. My body was shutting down. I shook all day. I shook all day constantly. I had anxiety attacks constantly.” - Jaimee
“…and he locked the car doors and he drove off away from my driveway. And he said, I fooled you. I tricked you.” - Jaimee
“I really thought that he said to me, I'll fucking kill you. I'm gonna fucking kill you. And I thought, okay, I really am gonna die here.” - Jaimee
“That's seriously, one of the biggest things I've learned is you just, you can't, you can't outrun your trauma. It will catch you at, at some point, unless you, you face it and you deal with it.” - Jaimee
topics | #DysfunctionalFamily #AbusiveRelationship #ChildhoodTrauma
#CopingMechanisms #ToxicRelationships #Manipulation
#LoveBombing #EmotionalAbuse #Control #AssaultSurvivor
#Isolation #MentalHealthMatters #LeavingAbuse #TraumaHealing
#SurvivorStory #HealingJourney #SupportSurvivors #EndAbuse
#YouAreNotAlone #Resilience
music | sounds
Lost Place Atmospheres 002 & Just Deep 1 by Sascha Ende
Very Low Note by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com)
Other Music and Sound Effects by: Alex Wit, cybercutie, Samuel Kamau, Syouki Takahashi, Timothy Kulig, Pixabay, Samuel F. Johanns, AlesiaDavina, and UNIVERSFIELD from Pixabay
stay aware | follow | share (jaimee)
National Domestic Violence Hotline (24/7/365)
Call 1.800.799.SAFE (7233)
Text: START to 88788
https://www.thehotline.org/
https://www.facebook.com/NationalDomesticViolenceHotline
https://www.instagram.com/NDVHofficial/
story submission information
If you would like to consider being a guest on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us below.
submission link | https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfear
E-mail | [email protected]
Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/
subscription links
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Apple
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1 hr 18 min
May 08, 2025 lisa | that's when everything changed
As Lisa rises to fame in the modeling world, her ambition takes her around the globe. What starts as a dream life quickly unravels when she becomes the target of a dangerous sexual predator. Exploited by those in power, she refuses to stay silent, putting herself at risk to uncover the truth and protect others from the same fate.
** This episode contains explicit content, including descriptions of sexual assault, human trafficking, and coerion. Please listen with caution.**
quotes
"I definitely always had this personality where I like to have a voice." - Lisa
"As I became a model in my teens, it was like. The mid nineties, right? So we had all these supermodels and every little girl wanted to be a model." - Lisa
I've had certain experiences that I always felt like I could handle." - Lisa
"His whole demeanor changed. He was definitely very, very different at this point. I felt like I couldn't leave the room." - Lisa
"It just changed everything for me and my trust in men for my body, my trust in myself." - Lisa
"They cannot be silenced anymore. That's where the shift is going to change, because when people, yes, are assaulted, they're speaking out where predators have always relied on the fact that all the victims stay silent." - Lisa
topics | #Healing #Transparency #Modeling #Identity #Podcasting #Trauma #Empowerment #Predators #Boundaries #SelfDiscovery #Grooming #Assault #Trust #Relationships #SelfPerception #Mentorship #PowerDynamics #EmotionalImpact #Abuse #ModelingIndustry #SpeakingOut #SurvivorStories #Corruption #PersonalGrowth
music | sounds
Music (CC BY 4.0):
Lost Place Atmospheres 002 by Sascha Ende
Very Low Note by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com)
Other Music and Sound Effects by: Alex Wit, cybercutie, freesound_community, Geoffrey Harvey, Syouki Takahashi, Timothy Kulig, Pixabay, Samuel F. Johanns, AlesiaDavina, and UNIVERSFIELD from Pixabay
stay aware | follow | share (lisa)
https://www.instagram.com/iamlisaphillips/
https://www.youtube.com/@fromnowonpod
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/from-now-on/id1766405014
https://open.spotify.com/show/1vOhoPrOkwIyCNApzsBlF8
https://www.tiktok.com/@fromnowonpod
https://linktr.ee/fromnowonpod
National Domestic Violence Hotline (24/7/365)
Call 1.800.799.SAFE (7233)
Text: START to 88788
https://www.thehotline.org/
https://www.facebook.com/NationalDomesticViolenceHotline
https://www.instagram.com/NDVHofficial/
story submission information
If you would like to consider being a guest on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us below.
submission link | https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfear
E-mail | [email protected]
Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/
subscription links
Amazon Music
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Spotify
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Apple
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48 min

About lovelustfear

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lovelustfear exposes real stories about toxic dating and relationships. Every episode explores true dating and relationship stories—from the awkward and uncomfortable to the shocking and bizarre to the disturbing and downright dangerous. Host Jake Deptula (Strictly Stalking) welcomes storytellers into candid conversations, revealing the decisions they made and dilemmas they faced when better judgment got lost in a haze of desire. If you would like to share your story on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us at [email protected]