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Honestly feeling unwell. Annoyed. This is the best word to describe me right now. I'm dysregulated AF. Everything seems to just have the perfect smell, taste, or sound to just send me into a spiral, like smoke out of my ears fuming.

I loathe feeling this way.

And yet feeling this way is the key to unlock the next door I'm being invited to walk through. An…