What happens when you get the worst call of your life? The worst call imaginable for any parent? What do you do? How do you cope?
Today Jay shares her story of losing her precious son Jaike to suicide.
You will hear how brave she is, how much she loves talking about her boy and you will also hear the whole way through, how cathartic but also how hard it is for her to speak about these moments. How her life is forever fractured and will never be the same without him.
Content warning: this episode discusses suicide, domestic violence, depression and miscarriage. Help services are listed below.

• Lifeline 13 11 14
• For domestic violence assistance please call 1800 Respect
• Miscarriage and stillbirth support Pink Elephants www.pinkelephants.org.au and SANDS www.sands.org.au or 1300 072 637

Credits:

• Joanne Helder - Producer
• Caleb Jacobs - Music
• AJ Davis - Comms Manager

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