The Mask and the Mirror:

Seeing Yourself Clearly After Betrayal

In this raw and revealing conversation, Dr. Kevin Skinner and MaryAnn Michaels explore what happens when betrayal, addiction, secrecy, or early trauma fracture your sense of identity. Whether you’re a betrayed partner or someone who has acted out, this episode is an invitation to step out from behind the mask and face the mirror—to look honestly and compassionately at who you are, how you’ve been shaped, and who you’re becoming.

Together, Dr. Skinner and MaryAnn unpack how false identities are built from shame, secrecy, survival roles, or social expectations—and how reclaiming your identity starts by connecting with your core worth. They explore how trauma disrupts identity formation, why authenticity is essential for intimacy, and how rediscovering your core self is key to lasting healing.

You’ll hear personal stories, including a moment of vulnerability from MaryAnn about holding a sign that read “Porn hurt me,” and reflections on what it means to be seen, valued, and known—without hiding.

Whether you feel lost in who you’ve become or you’re just beginning to rediscover who you really are, this episode is a guidepost to help you move forward with clarity, courage, and compassion.

Identity loss after secrecy, betrayal, or compulsive behaviors

How early trauma and sexual exposure can disrupt self-identity

The difference between false self and authentic self

Why intimacy requires honesty and congruence

Coupleship identity before and after betrayal

Core beliefs like “I’m not enough” and their influence on behavior

The role of neuroplasticity in healing identity (Joe Dispenza)

Internal Family Systems (IFS) and the concept of core self

The challenge of letting go of survival-based roles or secondary gains

How to begin reclaiming and rewriting your identity

A practical reflection exercise to uncover who you are today

Joe Dispenza – On autopilot living and the science of change

Quote referenced: “90 to 95% of what we do is on autopilot.”

Key concept: neuroplasticity and habit stacking in identity transformation

Brené Brown – On shame, secrecy, and vulnerability

Quote: “Shame thrives in secrecy, silence, and judgment.”

Internal Family Systems (IFS) – Exploring the parts of self

Discussion of “core self” vs. protective parts shaped by trauma

Barna Research (2016) – On changing cultural attitudes toward pornography

Mentioned study: Teens reported it was more morally wrong to not recycle than to watch porn

Patrick Carnes, Don’t Call It Love

Cited research on identity shifts post-recovery

Key insight: Sober individuals often look back on their past selves with disdain due to identity incongruence

Title: "The Mask and the Mirror"

Draw or describe two masks:

The mask you show the world

The mask you wear internally

If you’re spiritually inclined, consider a third:

How does your Higher Power see you?

Journal Prompt:

Who am I without secrecy or shame?

What is one belief I’ve carried about myself that no longer serves me?

If I fully embraced my worth, how would I see myself differently?

Bonus Question:

How did betrayal or secrecy shift my identity—and how do I want to reclaim it?