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“In order to treat these injuries, we need to treat the brain.”
Dr. Alan Needle has spent more than a decade running ultras while building a research career around a problem most trail runners know all too well: rolling an ankle.
In this episode, Troy talks with Alan about his work at Appalachian State studying chronic ankle instability and the surprising role the brain and nervous system may play in repeated injuries. Alan explains how changes in proprioception and the way the brain communicates with a joint can affect stability, and why treating an injury may require looking beyond the ankle itself.
Now Alan is bringing that research directly onto the trails. His team is studying runners at races across the Southeast to understand why one runner falls or rolls an ankle while another doesn't.
They dig into:
The connection between the brain, nervous system, and ankle stability
Proprioception, attention, and cognitive load
Alan's "parking lot theory" and why runners may get hurt when they let their guard down
Balance and strength training for ankle stability
Burnout and Alan's decision to work with a sports psychologist
Trading work-life balance for "work-life rhythm"
Building longevity through rest and self-kindness
Alan's birthday run to Grandfather Mountain and Run Raft adventures
After 14 years of ultrarunning, Alan's perspective is refreshingly simple: fitness comes and goes, training ebbs and flows, and staying in the sport for the long haul sometimes means accepting that "that was what it needed to be."
Alan’s Links
IG: @eyeoftheneedle828
@injurylabappstate
Alan Needle | Appalachian State
App State Injury Lab + Trail Running StudyMost Recent Trail Running Study - this is paywalled if interested in reading I can get you a PDF
Relevant Links
Alan Needle | Appalachian State
App State Injury Lab + Trail Running Study
Tanawha Adventures
Fonta Flora 50K & Half Marathon
Dirty Wolf Racing
Black Copperhead Sting
Iron Mountain Trail Run
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Alan Needle, Appalachian State, Injury Lab, trail running, ultrarunning, chronic ankle instability, ankle sprains, proprioception, neuroscience, nervous system, injury prevention, balance training, trail running injuries, attention, cognitive load, Fonta Flora, Tanawha Adventures, Dirty Wolf Racing, burnout, sports psychology, work-life rhythm, running longevity, 100 milers, Western North Carolina
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Free to Run Fund Raiser: https://runsignup.com/christopherpeterson
“I focus most of my attention on being a father.”
Christopher Peterson is a father, farmer, writer, husband, community builder, and ultra runner. Running might be a big part of his life, but this conversation is really about everything he has built around it.
Chris found running while living in London and later used it as a way to keep his body healthy through the physical demands of farming. His introduction to ultras came at Man Against Horse 50 Miler, where a DNF unexpectedly started a much bigger adventure.
Since then, Chris has fallen hard for the 200-mile distance. He finished Bigfoot 200, completed Hellbender 100, and took on a supported 224-mile out-and-back FKT on the Bartram Trail through his adopted home of Western North Carolina. That Bartram effort became something bigger than an individual goal as friends, pacers, his local running community, and Outdoor 76 rallied around him.
Chris's story is a reminder that big goals don't require an empty calendar. Sometimes the real challenge is figuring out how adventure fits alongside the people, work, and community that matter most.
Chris’s Links:
IG: @farmlosophy
Sub Stack: Farmlosophy https://farmlosophy.substack.com
Free to Run Fund Raiser: https://runsignup.com/christopherpeterson
Relevant Links
Farmlosophy Substack: https://farmlosophy.substack.com
Free to Run: https://freetorun.org
Cocodona 250 / Aravaipa Running: https://www.aravaiparunning.com/cocodona
Outdoor 76: https://www.outdoor76.com
Hellbender 100: https://www.hellbender100.com
Standing Indian Loop FKT: https://fastestknowntime.com/route/standing-indian-loop-nc
SCAR FKT: https://fastestknowntime.com/route/scar-tn-nc
Franklin Farm Hub: https://www.franklinfarmhub.org
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Christopher Peterson, Chris Peterson, Farmlosophy, Western North Carolina, Franklin North Carolina, ultrarunning, trail running, 200 mile running, Bartram Trail, Bartram Trail FKT, Bigfoot 200, Hellbender 100, Cocodona 250, SCAR, Double SCAR, Standing Indian Loop, fastest known time, FKT, Free to Run, Stephanie Case, Outdoor 76, Franklin Farm Hub, sustainable agriculture, farming, fatherhood, parenting, running community, SNARK, Appalachian Trail, Great Smoky Mountains, Southern Appalachia, endurance running, community, fear, resilience, adventure
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"I don't think I'm a different person. I'm just a more expanded person."
What happens when your passions stop competing with one another and start working together?
In this episode, Troy Meadows sits down with artist, entrepreneur, trail runner, and new mom Abigail West. Abigail shares how an unlikely start in competitive rowing eventually led her to trail and ultrarunning, where she found the perfect blend of adventure, competition, and creativity.
The conversation goes far beyond racing. Abigail talks about balancing motherhood with a return to training, what pregnancy and postpartum taught her about patience, and why she believes being an artist and an endurance athlete require many of the same qualities. She also shares how trail running transformed her artwork, why Southern Appalachia continues to inspire both her running and printmaking, and how she and her husband have built a life around creativity, entrepreneurship, and taking calculated risks.
Whether she's preparing for another attempt at the Bartram Trail FKT, creating artwork inspired by the places she runs, or embracing life with a new baby while spending the summer in Italy, Abigail offers an honest perspective on building a life that reflects your values instead of someone else's expectations.
In This Episode
Discovering endurance sports through competitive rowing
Falling in love with trail running in the Southern Appalachians
Why ultrarunning feels more like solving puzzles than simply running fast
Balancing motherhood, training, and entrepreneurship
Returning to running after pregnancy and postpartum
The mindset behind "careful but not afraid"
Building an art business inspired by adventure and wild places
How creativity and trail running fuel one another
Preparing for another Bartram Trail FKT attempt
Why having "no Plan B" became a source of freedom
Abigail’s Links
IG: @upinthewoods
Website: Abigail West Studio
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Bartram Trail
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Abigail West, MidPacker Pod, trail running, ultrarunning, artist-athlete, printmaking, entrepreneurship, motherhood, postpartum running, Bartram Trail, Bartram Trail FKT, Southern Appalachians, Athens Georgia, Tuscany, Italy, University of Georgia, Cortona, creativity, endurance sports, trail art, running community, Megan Roche
In This Episode
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"In search of finding who I am and what I want to do and who I want to be. That's how trail running happened."
Ekta Basu didn't set out to become a 200-mile ultrarunner. She simply wanted to become a healthier, happier version of herself. What started with a pair of running shoes and a marathon six months later evolved into a journey of self-discovery that ultimately led her to the finish line of the Tahoe 200.
In this episode, Ekta shares how trail running became her place of freedom and how years of showing up without a structured plan eventually gave way to purposeful training, strength work, and coaching. She talks candidly about balancing running with raising a family, the importance of surrounding yourself with people who believe in you, and why finishing Tahoe 200 wasn't just about endurance. It was about becoming the person she was searching for all along.
The conversation also takes listeners behind the scenes of preparing for a 200-mile race, from building drop bags and learning to use poles to dealing with blisters, brain fog, and the mental recovery that comes after crossing the finish line. It's an honest conversation about growth, community, and why sometimes the biggest victories happen long before race day.
In this episode
Finding trail running through a search for identity
Going from a first marathon to Tahoe 200
Why quality training matters more than junk miles
Balancing motherhood, family, and ultrarunning
The value of coaches, mentors, and a strong support system
Training for Tahoe 200 with Havelina 100 and Quicksilver 50K
Lessons learned from first-time 200-mile racing
Foot care, recovery, and the reality of post-race brain fog
Why becoming a better person matters more than becoming a faster runner
Ekta’s Links
IG: @ekta_runs
Strava: Ekta Basu
Relevant Links
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Javelina Jundred by Aravaipa Running
Aravaipa Running
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Ekta Basu, Tahoe 200, trail running, ultrarunning, 200 miler, Destination Trail, Candice Burt, Javelina 100, Quicksilver 50K, American River 50 Mile, Rio Del Lago, Brazen Racing, Inside Trail Racing, Coastal Trail Runs, Bay Area trail running, strength training, mobility, coaching, motherhood, family, support system, resilience, personal growth, endurance, recovery, brain fog, ultramarathon
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Field Notes is back after a short break, and Troy has plenty to catch up on. Fresh off Western States week, he shares the moments that have stuck with him most, from Hans Troyer's fearless front-running to Vincent Bouillard's emotional victory, Jenn Lichter's breakout performance, and why Zack Miller remains his favorite ultrarunner of all time.
The conversation then shifts from the sport to real life. Troy opens up about the decision to skip Laurel Highlands, why launching a new business changed his priorities, and how entrepreneurship and ultrarunning have more in common than most people realize. Rather than chasing races, he's embracing a season of enjoying the trails, building fitness, and preparing for a few exciting adventures later this year.
He wraps things up with an update on his upcoming plans, thoughts on Hardrock, and a look at where the MidPacker Pod is headed for the rest of the season.
Episode Highlights
Western States reflections beyond the results.
Why Hans Troyer's race reminded Troy of the Icarus story.
Vincent Bouillard's memorable win and what it says about today's sport.
Jenn Lichter's incredible Western States debut and why she's one to watch.
Why Zack Miller continues to embody everything Troy loves about trail running.
Is 2026 an "asterisk year" at Western States because of the cooler weather?
The decision to skip Laurel Highlands and prioritize family and business.
Introducing Lead Fōrj, Troy's new B2B lead generation agency.
Summer running without the pressure of chasing races.
Plans for the Barkley Fall Classic waitlist and an unsupported Pitchell FKT attempt.
Excitement surrounding Hardrock and the return of mountain racing.
Training Takeaways
Consistency often matters more than constantly chasing races.
Sometimes the smartest training decision is saying no to an event.
Building a business and training for ultras require many of the same skills: patience, resilience, and long-term thinking.
Enjoying running for its own sake can be just as valuable as structured race preparation.
Troy’s Links
IG: @Troyontherun
@Midpackerpod
RTL Ultra Coaching
Lead Fōrj
Relevant Links
Western States Endurance Run
Laurel Highlands Ultra
Hellbender 100
Barkley Fall Classic
Hardrock 100
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MidPacker Pod, Field Notes, Troy Meadows, Western States, Hardrock 100, Laurel Highlands, Barkley Fall Classic, Hans Troyer, Vincent Bouillard, Jenn Lichter, Zack Miller, Hellbender 100, Lead Forge, entrepreneurship, summer running, trail running, ultrarunning, Pitchell, FKT, Asheville, HOKA, Go Brewing, Play On Relief, Rendezvu
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"I basically didn't do it forever out of fear."
Tim Tollefson has spent the last decade proving that growth often lives on the other side of discomfort.
A two-time Olympic Marathon Trials qualifier, UTMB podium finisher, physical therapist, trail running pioneer, and founder of Mammoth Trail Fest, Tim's journey has been anything but linear. In this conversation, he shares how a career built around performance eventually evolved into something much bigger: community, connection, and learning to define success on his own terms.
Tim reflects on his transition from road marathoning to trail running, his years with Nike Trail, HOKA, and Craft, and the lessons learned from competing at the highest levels of the sport. The conversation also dives deep into confidence versus courage, the power of self-belief, and what it took to finally bring his long-time dream of Mammoth Trail Fest to life.
Throughout the episode, Tim offers a refreshing perspective on reinvention, entrepreneurship, and why betting on yourself is often the hardest—and most rewarding—decision you'll ever make.
In This Episode
Transitioning from marathon running to trail running
The early days of Nike Trail and racing in Europe
Confidence vs. courage and finding self-belief
Why athletes need an identity beyond performance
Building Mammoth Trail Fest from an idea into reality
Lessons learned from Nike, HOKA, and Craft
The future of trail running and protecting its culture
Community, connection, and creating opportunities for others
This episode is a reminder that growth rarely comes from playing it safe. Sometimes the biggest breakthroughs happen when you stop waiting for permission and start leaning in.
Timmy's Links:
IG @timtollefson
Mammoth Trail Fest - https://www.mammothtrailfest.com
Relevant Links:
The Mammoth 200 https://www.themammoth200.com
Craft Sportswear https://www.craftsports.us
UTMB Mont-Blanc https://utmb.world
Broken Arrow Skyrace https://brokenarrowskyrace.com
The Rut Mountain Runs https://runtherut.com
Billy Yang https://billyyang.com
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Tim Tollefson, Mammoth Trail Fest, Mammoth 200, UTMB, Nike Trail, HOKA, Craft Sportswear, Olympic Marathon Trials, trail running, ultrarunning, endurance sports, entrepreneurship, betting on yourself, confidence, courage, self-belief, identity, personal growth, community, race directing, Mammoth Lakes, Eastern Sierra, mentorship, storytelling, performance, resilience, trail culture, Free Trail, Rest Day Live
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"Running is such an individual endeavor, but it is absolutely a community sport."
Sara Duncan didn't take the traditional path into running. She wasn't a standout athlete growing up and could barely run a mile when she joined her first run club in her twenties. Fast forward a decade and Sara is a trail runner, community builder, volunteer, and newly minted Hellbender 100 finisher.
In this episode, Sara shares how a canceled 30th birthday party during the pandemic turned into a 30-mile challenge that launched her ultra running journey. From her first half marathon to running the Cruel Jewel 50 as a qualifier, Sara's story is one of persistence, curiosity, and embracing the unknown.
The conversation dives deep into her first 100-mile experience at Hellbender, where a perfect race quickly turned into a masterclass in problem-solving. Foot pain, blisters, shoe issues, and an unexpected reaction to wool socks tested her resolve, but quitting was never on the table. Sara talks openly about leaning on her crew, pacers, volunteers, and the larger trail running community to make it to the finish line.
The episode also explores Sara's passion for community building through SNARC (Sylva and Neighboring Area Run Club), her one-for-one commitment to volunteering for every race she runs, and a fundraising effort supporting Vecinos, an organization serving farm workers and underserved communities in Western North Carolina.
In This Episode
Going from non-runner to ultramarathoner
The Yeti 30-for-30 challenge that changed everything
Running Cruel Jewel 50 to qualify for Hellbender
Building SNARC from the ground up
Why welcoming new runners matters
Lessons learned from a difficult first 100 miler
The importance of crew, pacers, and volunteers
Supporting Vecinos through Hellbender fundraising
Sara's Dirtbag Spinster Substack
Key Takeaway
Sometimes success isn't about having the perfect race. Sometimes success is simply refusing to stop moving forward.
Sara’s Links
IG: @dirtbagspinster
SubStack: https://substack.com/@dirtbagspinster
Relevant Links
Hellbender 100 – https://www.hellbender100.com
Cruel Jewel 50 – https://dumassevents.com/cruel-jewel-50
Trail Sisters – https://trailsisters.net
Vecinos Farmworker Health Program – https://vecinos.org
Raritan Valley Road Runners – https://www.rvrrc.org
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Sara Duncan, Hellbender 100, first 100 miler, ultra running, trail running, Cruel Jewel 50, Western North Carolina, SNARC, Sylva and Neighboring Area Run Club, community building, volunteering, pacing, crewing, Trail Sisters, Vecinos, Dirtbag Spinster, Janji, Injinji, blisters, foot care, resilience, ultramarathon, Hellbender race report, mid pack runner, endurance sports, Western Carolina University
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“Through endurance we conquer.”
In this special MidPacker Pod episode, returning guest Julio Palma flips the script and puts Troy Meadows in the hot seat to unpack Troy’s recent finish at the Hellbender 100. What unfolds is an honest and vulnerable conversation about setbacks, growth, mental toughness, and what it really means to keep showing up when things get hard.
Troy opens up about his running journey—from growing up around endurance sports, to rediscovering running after losing both his mother and his dog in the same week, to eventually falling in love with trail and ultra running after reading Born to Run. The conversation also dives deep into Troy’s first 100-mile DNF at Dark Divide and how that experience forced him to reevaluate his mindset, priorities, and relationship with chasing qualifiers for races like Western States and Hardrock.
The heart of the episode centers around Hellbender 100, one of the toughest races on the East Coast. Troy shares how this training block was the strongest of his life, the nutrition struggles and sleep deprivation he battled during the race, and how support from family, friends, and the trail community helped carry him through the darkest moments of the night.
Some key themes from the episode include:
Using running as a tool for resilience and mental health
Learning from failure and difficult race experiences
The balance between chasing qualifiers and enjoying the sport
Training consistency, durability, and strength work
Managing low moments during ultras and continuing forward
The importance of community in trail running
This one is raw, relatable, and full of those classic MidPacker moments where everyday runners chase extraordinary goals.
Relevant Links
Hellbender 100
Run828 Foundation
Laurel Highlands Ultra
Hellbender Participant Guide
Hellbender Course Info
Laurel Highlands Hiking Trail
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Hellbender 100, Julio Palma, Troy Meadows, MidPacker Pod, ultra running, trail running, Hardrock qualifier, Western States, DNF, Dark Divide, Laurel Highlands, Run828, endurance, ultramarathon, mental toughness, resilience, Asheville trail running, strength training, ultra mindset, hundred miler, endurance sports, Appalachian trails, race recap, ultrarunning community
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“Life is fragile…shit can change in a second.”
In this episode of the MidPacker Pod, Troy sits down with longtime friend and community staple Matt Van Dalsem (MVD) for a conversation that feels more like catching up over beers than a formal interview. From early days as a basketball player who saw running as punishment, to becoming a dedicated trail runner immersed in the sport’s culture, Matt’s journey is anything but traditional.
What stands out most is how Matt found his way into ultras later in life; through curiosity, community, and proximity to the iconic Bay Area trails like Tilden Park. His first true ultra, the Dick Collins 50 miler, marked the start of a deeper connection to the sport. From there, experiences like the Canyons 100K and involvement with FreeTrail and Trailing Indicators helped shape his identity as a true midpacker balancing life, family, and big goals.
But this episode goes deeper than race results. Matt shares a powerful and emotional story about loss in his family and how it reshaped his perspective on running, and life. It’s a raw reminder that while we chase big goals, life can shift in an instant.
Key Takeaways:
Running doesn’t need to start early to become meaningful
Community is often the glue that keeps us in the sport
Taking care of yourself, on and off the trail, is essential
Life is fragile…be present and appreciate the moment
Relevant Links
Western States Endurance Run: https://www.wser.org
Canyons Endurance Runs: https://canyons.utmb.world
Tahoe Rim Trail Endurance Runs: https://trter.com/
Cocodona 250: https://cocodona.com
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Matt Van Dalsem, Midpacker Pod, trail running, ultrarunning, Canyons 100K, Western States, Tahoe Rim Trail, trail running community, FreeTrail, Trailing Indicators, resilience, grief, endurance sports, Bay Area trails, midpack runners
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“The $hittiest mile in a hundred miler would still probably be better than the mile I could run at 85.”
This week on the MidPacker Pod, Troy Meadows sits down with Ryan Thrower for one of the most honest and wide-ranging conversations the show has had in a while. Ryan opens up about his journey from bartending in Indianapolis and living out of his car while exploring the American West… to becoming one of the key creative voices behind Freetrail and modern trail running media.
The conversation dives deep into curiosity, creativity, and learning to say yes to opportunity before you feel ready. Ryan shares stories about discovering trail running through Born to Run and Eat and Run, volunteering at Cascade Crest 100 Mile Endurance Run, and eventually building a life around storytelling, mountains, music, and community.
The two also unpack Ryan’s unique approach to ultrarunning—especially his love for “step-for-step” adventures with friends at races like the Swiss Alps 100 and upcoming adventures filming Courtney Dauwalter at Cocodona 250 and running the Mammoth.
But the heart of this episode centers around a bigger topic: the fragility of life. Ryan reflects on gratitude, staying present, creative burnout, and why even the hardest miles are gifts when viewed through the right lens.
Topics Discussed
Building a creative career in trail running media
Music, photography, and storytelling
Freetrail, TrailCon, and race-week chaos
Step-for-step ultrarunning adventures
The power of curiosity and learning in public
Gratitude and the fragility of life
Mammoth training and redefining “moseying”
Ryan’s Links
IG: @ryanthrower
@freetrail
Relevant Links
Freetrail
Cocodona 250
Western States Endurance Run
The Freetrail Podcast with Dylan Bowman
Freetrail YouTube Channel
Partner Links:
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Use MIDPACKER for 20% off your first order
Training Peaks
A training app as versatile as you. Start your free trial at https://www.trainingpeaks.com/midpacker
Use MIDPACKER at checkout for 20% off an Annual Premium Subscription
Vacation Races - https://www.vacationraces.com
Epic Races on public lands near the most iconic National Park in the US.
Use MIDPACKER at checkout for 15% the registration of any Ultra, Half, or Trailfest
Wahoo Fitness - https://www.wahoofitness.com
KICKR RUN invites the rhythm, flow, and freedom of outdoor running inside.
It’s not running indoors. It’s running, reimagined.
Run Your Way
Buy the Wahoo KICKR RUN use code MIDPACK to get a free KICKR HEADWIND smart Bluetooth fan. Remember to add the HEADWIND to the cart and the code will apply to discount.
Run Trail Life - https://runtraillife.com
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Use MIDPACKERPOD to double the donation from your purchase.
Visit RunTrailLife.com to check out our line of Hats and Organic cotton T's.
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Ryan Thrower, Freetrail, trail running, ultrarunning, Cocodona 250, Western States, Mammoth, storytelling, photography, music, creativity, gratitude, fragility of life, ultramarathon, trail culture, Dylan Bowman, community, endurance sports, trail media, curiosity
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