In this powerful and deeply human conversation, Breda O'Toole shares her extraordinary journey of trauma, survival, and ultimately, healing. Her life was marked by poverty, abuse, war-related family trauma, institutional mistreatment, and years of being misdiagnosed within psychiatric care. For 23 years, she was prescribed heavy medication, underwent 29 shock treatments, and spent time in psychiatric institutions — including being restrained in a straitjacket for 11 days. Yet none of it treated the real wound: trauma.

Breda explains how no professional ever asked about her life or experiences — only symptoms. She felt unseen, unheard, and misunderstood. The turning point came when a priest told her: “Take back control of your life.” That moment sparked her recovery journey — off medication, back to herself, and finally into true healing.

This episode is painful, inspiring, and illuminating — a moving reminder that trauma is not mental illness, and recovery is possible when we are truly seen, heard, and believed.

Trauma vs. Mental Illness

Her suffering was rooted in trauma, not a disorder.

Misdiagnosis & Overmedication

She lived under 8+ incorrect diagnoses and was on up to 15 tablets daily.

Electric Shock Therapy (ECT)

29 ECT sessions — each followed in her records by: “Still depressed.”

The Straitjacket

She was involuntarily restrained for 11 days — until her father rescued her.

Loss & Grief

She lost three baby boys — through negligence, miscarriage, and stillbirth.

The Words That Changed Everything

“Take back control of your life” — the moment her recovery truly began.

Recovery Begins With Being Heard

One doctor finally asked: “What happened to you?” — not “What’s wrong with you?”

• Unseen — Breda’s memoir

• St. Patrick’s Institution, St. Brigid’s, St. Vincent’s

• Valium, Lithium, Optimax

• Straitjacket institutional practices

• Father Walsh, Father Pat

• Tommy — Breda’s husband

00:00 – Introducing Breda & her story

01:00 – Childhood trauma: war, poverty, abuse

08:00 – First Valium prescription & addiction

10:00 – Misdiagnosis & medication spiral

13:00 – Shock therapy and lost identity

16:00 – Being detained & rescued by her father

24:00 – Loss of her babies & emotional impact

33:00 – Straitjacket and institutional trauma

40:00 – “What happened to you?” — turning point

46:00 – Coming off medication & reclaiming life

52:00 – Real recovery, healing, and hope

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