How reimagining Scripture through a new translation and untangling toxic masculinity can help Christians rediscover Jesus and better live out the mission of the gospel today. Author and theologian Bonnie Lewis joins Mike to share the heart behind her groundbreaking Bible translation project “Tim Shell.” They dig into the challenges she’s faced as a woman translating Scripture, how Tim Shell offers new pathways for healing spiritual trauma, and why understanding both the cultural and spiritual context of Scripture matters deeply. The episode also turns to a powerful, honest conversation around toxic masculinity—including how men can course-correct toxic behavior, what biblical masculinity looks like through the life of Jesus, and how the church can be part of the solution rather than the problem.

Key Takeaways: • How Bonnie Lewis’s personal grief and deconstruction journey led to the “Tim Shell” Bible translation project • Why accessibility and spiritual authenticity matter more than literalism in Scripture engagement • The backlash and support Bonnie has received for being a female translator and how privilege, gender, and theological gatekeeping impact who “gets” to interpret the Bible • Breaking down the nuance of translation: word-for-word, thought-for-thought, and spiritually faithful reinterpretation • What toxic masculinity really looks like—and how it's reinforced both culturally and in the church • Why Jesus offers the best model of manhood that includes strength, emotional vulnerability, justice, and dignity for all • How the Gillette ad and conservative backlash spark deeper questions about masculinity, identity, and cultural power • The role of empathy and listening in dismantling harmful gender stereotypes

Guest Highlight: Bonnie Lewis – Writer, theologian, and Bible translator behind the “Tim Shell” project, a translation that weaves cultural and spiritual commentary into 20 key Bible stories. Bonnie shares her journey of reconstructing faith after personal tragedy, and why reclaiming deep, faithful engagement with Scripture is more vital than ever.

Resources Mentioned: • The Tim Shell Bible Project – bit.ly/timshellproject • Genesis 22 – First passage translated in the Tim Shell Bible • Mumford & Sons – “Timshel” (Song that inspired the translation title) • Jordan Peterson, Joe Rogan – Cultural figures often linked with modern masculinity • The Bible Project – bibleproject.com • 1 Corinthians 6:9 – Misinterpretation discussed regarding “effeminate” in masculinity debates

Join us in challenging assumptions, amplifying new theological voices, and rediscovering the beauty of Scripture and Jesus's model of masculinity. Subscribe to Voxology, leave a review, and join the conversation on social media—we'd love to hear how these ideas resonate with you.

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What do we do when God doesn’t answer our most desperate prayers? In this deeply vulnerable and honest Q&A episode, Mike Erre responds to a gut-wrenching listener question about the nature of prayer, suffering, and whether God actually intervenes the way we hope he does. This episode journeys into the pain of unanswered prayer, the theological confusion surrounding it, and how to remain faithful and hope-filled in the midst of heartbreak. Drawing from personal experience as a parent of a child with Down syndrome, Mike dives into the mystery of why suffering exists and challenges common Christian clichés that often do more harm than good.

Listeners will find comfort, theological nuance, and practical wisdom as Mike affirms God’s goodness in a broken world and explores how prayer is less about outcomes and more about relationship and trust.

Key Takeaways: • Why “God wants us to suffer” is a harmful and theologically unsound explanation for unanswered prayer. • Viewing birth defects and tragedy as consequences of a fallen world, not God’s plan or punishment. • How God sometimes brings beauty from brokenness—but not because he caused the brokenness. • The limitations of circular logic and religious platitudes, and why lament is a deeply faithful response. • The true heart of prayer as communion with God, rather than a transaction to get what we want. • Affirming God’s goodness amid mystery and grief: “I don’t know” is sometimes the most faithful answer.

Resources Mentioned: • Episode 165 – “Suffering, Doubt, and the Mystery of Prayer” – [Listen Here] • Is God to Blame? by Greg Boyd – [Link] • Romans 8: Creation groaning and the hope of redemption – [Link]

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Unpacking one of the most debated theological doctrines in church history, Mike Erre flies solo on this episode to dive deep into the Bible’s use of “election” and “predestination” language. Drawing from theologians like N.T. Wright, Tim Gombis, and Scott McKnight, he outlines five key observations that debunk the idea of God arbitrarily choosing individuals for heaven or hell. Instead, Mike reframes election as a communal, missional, and deeply affectionate act from God—a calling to serve rather than a stamp of superiority.

Listeners looking to make sense of scriptural predestination and how it intersects with mission, grace, and the nature of God’s people will discover a thoughtful, accessible, and pastoral perspective that avoids divisiveness while remaining grounded in biblical scholarship.

Key Takeaways: • God's Election Language Reflects Love, Not Exclusion – Election in the Bible is used to describe God's deep affection for His people, not to condemn others. • Predestination Is Missional, Not Privileged – God's calling always points outward: His people are blessed to be a blessing, elected for service and not personal privilege. • Scripture Speaks to Communities, Not Individual Fates – Most election language refers to Israel and the church as corporate bodies, not individuals. • Romans 9 and Hardening Explained – Paul's metaphors of vessels and hardening don't teach double predestination but reflect God's ongoing mission to reach the nations. • Election Is Counterintuitive – God routinely chooses the unlikely to fulfill His purposes, turning human expectations upside down.

Notable Quotes: • "Election talk is God’s love language." – Tim Gombis, quoted by Mike Erre • “You are blessed to be a blessing.” – Reframing Genesis 12’s call to Abraham • “It’s not the elect and non-elect. It’s the elect and those to whom the elect are sent.”

Resources Mentioned: • Ephesians 1 – Read Here • Romans 9–11 – Read Here • N.T. Wright – Theologian and scholar on Scripture and early Christianity • Tim Gombis – Author of The Drama of Ephesians & host of the Faith Improvised podcast • Scott McKnight – Author of “Reading Romans Backwards”

Join us in rethinking what it means to be chosen by God as we resist reductive theology and embrace the full picture of Scripture’s invitation to participate in God's global mission. Subscribe, leave a review, and follow Voxology Podcast to keep the conversation going.

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Start the year with a fresh challenge to rethink why following Jesus necessitates being rooted in community and not just spiritual consumption. In this Q&A-style episode, Mike Erre and Kevin (number two!) dive into some weighty questions from listeners — questions about sexuality and gender, Christians in the military, being “just a guy in the seat,” church leadership, and how to discern theological conviction from opinion. Along the way, they explore the role of church in modern Christian life, what constitutes true unity, and how to lovingly wrestle with differing beliefs inside the body of Christ.

This episode is rich with pastoral wisdom, theological nuance, and some classic Mike and Kevin banter (plus, Mike’s seasonal affective light lamp makes an appearance). Whether you’re a church leader, churchgoer, or questioning your place in the church altogether, you’ll find encouragement and challenge in equal measure.

Key Takeaways: • You Can't Follow Jesus Alone – Practicing the way of Jesus requires deep community because discipleship is lived out with others, not in isolation. • Unity vs. Uniformity – We explore how to maintain Christian unity amid differing theological beliefs, leaning on a grid of convictions, beliefs, and opinions to navigate hot topics. • Church Participation as Formation – “Just sitting in a seat” is a misnomer—Mike and Kevin reframe church as a participatory body where everyone has a role. • Faith Outside the Building – Emphasizing the importance of everyday vocations and living out the values of the kingdom in workplaces, families, and neighborhoods. • Hard Questions with Compassion – Honest responses on female sexuality, Christians in law enforcement, and LGBTQ+ participation in the church—all through a lens of humility, care, and biblical reflection.

Resources Mentioned: • Fight by Preston Sprinkle – A Christian case for nonviolence • Past Voxology episodes on Spiritual Maturity Stages, Why Church Matters, and Nonviolence • Ideas for future guest perspectives, including women discussing female sexuality • Voxology Micro-Communities (grassroots gatherings formed around the podcast)

Join the conversation and rethink where you sit, what you consume, and how you live. We’re more than an audience—we’re the church. Subscribe, drop a review, and follow Voxology on social media to stay connected and help spread this message of grace-filled community.

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How the metaphor of exile helps the American church rediscover its identity, purpose, and practices for a polarized and post-Christian culture. Mike Erre is joined by Rick McKinley—pastor, author, and co-creator of Advent Conspiracy—to explore themes from Rick’s book, Faith for This Moment: Navigating a Polarized World as the People of God. Together, they discuss how exile offers a hopeful biblical framework for living faithfully as Christians in a divided and shifting cultural landscape.

Key Takeaways: • A Modern Exile Paradigm – Understanding exile as a metaphor for the American church's loss of place, influence, and clarity in a polarized culture. • Three Responses to Exile – The options of "baptizing" culture, "burning it down," or embracing a posture of “bless and resist” as seen through Daniel, Jeremiah, and Jesus. • The Power of Discernment – Recognizing the need to go beyond behavior modification and embrace discernment informed by scripture, story, and the Spirit. • Five Prophetic Practices – Hospitality, generosity, vocation, celebration/Sabbath, and obedience to Word and Spirit as counter-cultural rhythms that shape Christian identity and integrity. • Reclaiming the Christian Story – Why knowing and living out the biblical narrative offers resilience and imagination in uncertain times.

Guest Highlights: Rick McKinley – Founding pastor of Imago Dei in Portland, Oregon, and co-author of the Advent Conspiracy movement. Rick shares insights from his latest book and his church’s tangible expressions of "blessing and resisting," including courageous generosity and the faith community’s engagement in citywide foster care reform.

Resources Mentioned: • Faith for This Moment by Rick McKinley – Amazon • The Bible Project – bibleproject.com • Advent Conspiracy – adventconspiracy.org • Embrace Oregon – everychildoregon.org

Pick up Faith for This Moment and explore how living faithfully through the lens of exile could transform your witness in today’s polarized world. If the episode challenged or encouraged you, consider subscribing, sharing it with a friend, or leaving us a review on your favorite podcast platform.

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How do we understand failure, morality, and the pain of community disillusionment through the lens of Jesus? In this solo episode, Mike Erre explores deep listener questions around the emotional, theological, and cultural complexities of following Jesus in a broken world. Reflecting on how Jesus may have experienced failure, why even atheists hold moral frameworks, and discerning when it's okay to leave a church, Mike offers vulnerable insight, biblical wisdom, and compassionate challenge for anyone rethinking their faith journey.

Key Takeaways: • Experiencing Failure with Jesus – Unpacking whether Jesus can truly relate to the kind of disappointment and vocational heartbreak many of us live through. • God and Rejection – The idea that while God doesn’t “fail” in power, He does experience rejection, which reframes our understanding of divine empathy and relational pain. • The Origin of Morality – How moral frameworks are not exclusively religious, but grounded in the Imago Dei—our shared image-bearing nature as humans. • Genesis, Patriarchy, and the Fall – Interpreting the judgment in Genesis 3, not as prescriptive patriarchy, but as God's merciful disruption of our attempts to find life apart from Him. • When to Leave a Church – Weighing mission drift, doctrinal integrity, and healthy leadership as grounds for transition while challenging consumeristic expectations around church “shopping.”

Guest Highlights: None this week – It's just Mike, flying solo and digging deep into pastoral thought, biblical insight, and honest reflection on faith, failure, and community.

Resources Mentioned: • Genesis 1–3 – Read with attention to the structure of creation, fall, and judgment • Tim Mackie on moral foundations in Western thought – The Bible Project Podcast • First Thessalonians 5:19 – “Do not quench the Spirit” • Paul's command to the church – Ephesians 4:30; Romans 8 • Voxology Past Series: “Exile Series” – For deeper dives into the church’s cultural moment

If you're navigating deconstruction, disappointment with the church, or big theological questions, this episode is for you. Be sure to subscribe, leave us a review, and follow Voxology Podcast on Instagram or Facebook to keep these conversations going.

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How do Jesus followers make sense of today’s political and social divisions while remaining faithful to the Kingdom of God? In this Q&A-driven episode, Mike Erre and Kevin dive into a series of powerful listener questions exploring topics like immigration, political allegiance, the modern church, the Me Too movement, and how to present the gospel in a postmodern context.

With honesty and humility, they tackle whether it's possible to follow both Jesus and support political figures like Donald Trump, how Christians should respond to the heartbreaking images and policies at the southern U.S. border, and what it really means to be “in church” amid deconstruction and reconstruction. They also dig into the limits of media narratives, how shame and community relate to faith, and offer a broader, more narrative-driven way to understand and share the gospel.

Key Takeaways: • Navigating Political Allegiances as a Christian – Why pledging full allegiance to any political figure or party can distort Christian witness and compromise the church’s prophetic voice. • Justice at the Border – Wrestling with immigration policy, family separation, and the ethics of tear gassing women and children, while acknowledging the complexity and conflicting narratives. • Redefining the Church – Deconstructing the idea that weekly Sunday church attendance is the ultimate marker of faith, and embracing diverse, communal expressions of following Jesus. • Rethinking the Gospel – Moving beyond a guilt-based salvation model to a larger narrative of kingdom restoration, image-bearing, and renewal of the world through Christ. • Me Too and Justice in the Church – Acknowledging the deep challenges of seeking justice for sexual assault survivors and the limitations of applying ancient legal standards in modern contexts.

Resources Mentioned: • Romans 6 – The theological basis for understanding sin and death • Deuteronomy & Biblical Law – Context for the 2–3 witness requirement • “The Patient Ferment of the Early Church” by Alan Kreider – [Link] • Voxology Podcast Email – [email protected] • Voxology Website – voxologypodcast.com • Support on Patreon – Patreon.com/voxology

Join the conversation as we unpack what it means to faithfully follow Jesus in a politically polarized world. Subscribe, leave a review, and follow Voxology Podcast on social media for more thoughtful, provocative discussions on the intersection of faith, culture, and justice.

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How does the church’s approach to sexuality affect our understanding of purity, desire, and spiritual wholeness? Mike Erre and Kevin explore one of the most frequently asked — and often ignored — questions in Christian life: Is masturbation sinful, especially when done without lust? What seems like a clear-cut topic opens into a deeply nuanced reflection on the nature of desire, discipleship, purity culture, and the transformation Jesus actually invites us into.

This episode isn’t just about behavior—it’s about spiritual formation, grace, and reclaiming sex and desire as part of God’s good design. Mike candidly unpacks his own journey, parenthood conversations, and what it means to live with intention rather than restriction. From college students and singles to parents and married couples, this conversation is a compassionate, honest, and theologically grounded exploration that invites all of us to ask better questions.

Key Takeaways: • The Purpose of Desire – Why sexual desire is meant to be honored, not feared or shamed, and how it points to something bigger than behavior management. • Rethinking Purity Culture – Moving beyond line-drawing legalism to a vision of purity rooted in wholeness, love, and mutual human dignity. • Lust, Masturbation, and the Heart – What Jesus actually meant in Matthew when he talked about lust—and why it's not about behavior alone. • Parenting & Discipling with Honesty – How to raise kids with a healthy, grace-filled view of sexuality rather than shame-based restriction. • How Accountability Can Go Wrong – Rethinking “Did you mess up?” accountability structures and shifting toward conversations on freedom, transformation, and identity in Christ.

Resources Mentioned: • Dallas Willard – Teachings on spiritual formation and desire • Richard Foster – Celebration of Discipline (book) • Scripture Referenced: Matthew 5:27–30, Romans 12:2, 1 Corinthians 6:18 • Past Voxology episodes on purity culture, side B Christians, and sexuality

Join the conversation on what it really means to be a redeemed, whole human being in a hyper-sexualized and shame-filled culture. Think we're wrong? Want to push the conversation further? Email us at [email protected] and let’s talk.

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How can we embrace faith when certainty feels impossible? Pastor and author Austin Fisher joins Mike Erre for a vulnerable, wisdom-packed conversation about navigating doubt, deconstruction, and rediscovering the beauty of Jesus. Drawing from his book "Faith in the Shadows: Finding Christ in the Midst of Doubt," Austin shares his personal journey of nearly walking away from faith, how the church often mishandles doubt, and why cultivating allegiance to Jesus matters more than achieving airtight certainty.

This episode challenges intellectualized faith, critiques superficial apologetics, and redefines what it means to doubt faithfully—making space for honest questions, messy wrestling, and recommitment to the transformative way of Jesus.

Key Takeaways: • Doubt as Faithful Engagement – Doubt isn’t the enemy of faith but an inevitable human response to mystery. How we doubt matters more than whether we do. • Reframing Faith as Allegiance – Faith isn't about intellectual certainty; it’s about relational allegiance that leads to love and discipleship, even through struggle. • Scripture Beyond Inerrancy – Why inflexible views on biblical inerrancy often lead to unnecessary faith crises—and how to trust the Bible without treating it like a flawless instruction manual. • Deconstruction Isn’t Destruction – Honest exploration of the Christian subculture's flaws can actually draw us closer to Jesus if we don’t confuse institutional failures with Christ himself. • Desire and Belief – People don't just think their way into or out of faith; they often desire their way there. Beauty and goodness can be more persuasive than arguments.

Guest Highlight: Austin Fisher – Lead pastor and author of "Faith in the Shadows," Austin vulnerably shares how he struggled through near-deconversion while pastoring. He offers a deeply pastoral and theological lens for wrestling with big questions on God, doubt, church hurt, and the role of Scripture in a post-certainty world.

Resources Mentioned: • Faith in the Shadows by Austin Fisher – [Link] • James K.A. Smith – Philosophical insights on desire and decision making • The Righteous Mind by Jonathan Haidt – [Link] • Salvation by Allegiance Alone by Matthew Bates – [Link] • The Crucifixion by Fleming Rutledge – [Link] • Unbelievable Podcast by Justin Brierley – [Link]

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How the choice to live celibately as a gay Christian can reflect the radical love of Jesus and reframe the church’s understanding of desire, identity, and human flourishing. Oxford PhD candidate and author David Bennett joins Mike Erre for an unflinchingly honest and theologically rich conversation on sexuality, worship, and the need for a deeper anthropology rooted in the kingdom of God.

David shares his journey from an atheist, ardent critic of Christianity to a transformed follower of Jesus who made the costly decision to live celibately—not out of repression, but as an act of worship. Together, he and Mike explore how the idolization of romantic love has malformed both church and culture, and how Christians can reimagine friendship, community, and single life as central to God's good design.

Key Takeaways: • Reframing Celibacy – Celibacy isn’t about repression but about choosing a greater love over a lesser one, embodying the cross-shaped life Jesus calls us into. • Desire and Eschatology – How the Bible’s vision of human desire, eschatology, and resurrection influence a Christian sexual ethic rooted in transformation, not legalism. • Idolizing Marriage – Exploring how both evangelical churches and LGBTQ+ culture have idolized romantic love—and how this shapes our view of fulfillment and identity. • Recovering the Fear of the Lord – Why the biblical concept of “fear of God” is key to experiencing a joyful, empowered life of obedience. • The Power of Story and the Holy Spirit – How David’s testimony led others, including skeptical atheists, to reconsider Jesus—not through argument, but through honesty, humility, and joy. • A New Moral Imagination – The path forward for the church includes developing a robust theology of singleness, friendship, and communal life beyond romantic pairings.

Guest Highlights: David Bennett – Author of A War of Loves and DPhil candidate in Christian Ethics at Oxford University. David shares his lived experience navigating same-sex attraction, identity, and a call to celibacy with theological clarity and pastoral compassion. His story challenges both traditional and progressive assumptions, offering a Christ-centered vision of intimacy, friendship, and holiness that transcends culture wars.

Resources Mentioned: • A War of Loves by David Bennett – Link • N.T. Wright – Contributions to David’s academic work and endorsement of the book • Isaiah 11 – The spirit of the fear of the Lord • Scripture on Desire & Transformation – Romans 1, Genesis 1-3, Revelation imagery • @davidacbennett on Twitter and Social Media

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We're on YouTube (if you're into that kinda thing): VOXOLOGY TV.

Our Merch Store! ETSY

Learn more about the Voxology Podcast

Subscribe on iTunes or Spotify

Support the Voxology Podcast on Patreon

The Voxology Spotify channel can be found here: Voxology Radio

Follow us on Instagram: @voxologypodcast and "like" us on Facebook

Follow Mike on Twitter: www.twitter.com/mikeerre

Music in this episode by Timothy John Stafford

Instagram & Twitter: @GoneTimothy