Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Moss

In this episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss catches up with listeners She shares updates from her busy life, discussing kids finishing school, primary school proms, and the usual juggling act of parenthood.

Rosie talks about her recent chat with Dan Clark from MindJam. If your kids spend a lot of time gaming, Dan's insights on the benefits of gaming for neurodivergent and bereaved children are worth hearing. It helped put some concerns about screen time into perspective.

Rosie also updates listeners on the upcoming Widstock event. Expect a cocktail bar, posh coffee van, inflatables, and a glitter wall. Rosie will be performing on stage, so grab your tickets for a fun day out.

She also shares an update about a former guest, Sarah. After sharing her story about losing her husband to a drug overdose, Sarah reconnected with an estranged family member who heard her episode. This highlights the impact of sharing personal stories on the podcast.

Rosie introduces her new podcast, Rosie FM. This new venture allows her to dig deeper into various topics, with interesting guests like Dr. Louise Newson, a specialist in menopause. Check it out and leave a review if you enjoy it.

If you have any questions or topics you'd like her to cover, please get in touch. Keep on keeping on out there.

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In this episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss welcomes Audry Lynn Henniger, who shares her story from Texas. Audry discusses the events surrounding the disappearance and death of her husband, Bill, during a whitewater kayaking trip, highlighting the similarities between her experience and Rosie’s.

The episode begins with Audry describing her life with Bill, an adventurous and lively man who loved extreme sports. Audry details the day Bill went missing, emphasizing the fear and uncertainty during the 30 days before his body was found. Rosie and Audry discuss the challenges of dealing with their husbands' risky hobbies and the impact of these activities on their lives.

Audry shares how she and Bill met in their twenties and their plans for an early retirement filled with outdoor activities and rescuing dogs. She reflects on the aftermath of Bill’s disappearance, touching on the practical issues such as managing finances and the emotional toll of grief.

The conversation moves to the support systems that helped Audry, including therapy and the role of friends and family. Audry explains how she navigated the legal and financial aspects of widowhood and the importance of seeking professional help to understand her grief.

Audry also discusses her involvement in volunteer work as a way to honor Bill’s memory, including fundraising for local search and rescue operations and volunteering with Camp Erin, a camp for grieving children. She mentions her current relationship and how it differs from her life with Bill, highlighting the importance of finding new happiness while respecting the past.

This episode provides insights into the practical and emotional challenges faced by widows and the various ways to cope with loss and rebuild life.

Key Topics:

• Introduction of Audry Lynn Henniger and her story
• The kayaking accident and the 30-day search for Bill
• Life with Bill: Adventures and future plans
• Practical and emotional challenges of widowhood
• The role of therapy and support systems in healing
• Honouring Bill's memory through volunteer work
• Finding new happiness after loss

Resources Mentioned:

• Camp Erin: A camp for grieving children. (https://elunanetwork.org/camps-programs/camp-erin)

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In this episode of Widowed AF,  Rosie  takes a moment to check in and share some thoughts. Rosie discusses the recent passing of Michael Mosley and reflects on how such losses resonate deeply. 

With the summer holidays approaching, she talks about the challenges of keeping kids entertained, especially with a wide range of ages.

Rosie also gives an update on the Widstock event, encouraging listeners to get their tickets soon. She recounts her solo trip to Amsterdam, highlighting the unexpected experiences and personal insights she gained from the journey.

Join Rosie as she navigates these topics and invites you to reflect on your own ways of handling daily challenges and grief. How do you balance everyday life while managing loss? Listen to the full episode to find out more.

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In this episode of Widowed AF, Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Ksenija Krstic about her journey through grief after losing her husband, André, in a paragliding accident. Ksenija opens up about the shock of sudden loss, the struggle to find solace, and the importance of support from friends and community.

The conversation digs into the complexities of grieving unexpected death and the secondary losses that accompany it.

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In today's episode of Widowed AF, Rosie welcomes Rebecca Vogel-Pitts from Colorado. Rebecca is not only a widow but also a member of the former Hot Young Widows Club, a group that provided vital support to Rosie during her grieving process.

Rebecca shares the heartbreaking story of her husband Kevin's death in a skiing accident in 2016. Kevin, died during a family skiing trip to Breckenridge. Rebecca candidly recounts the traumatic experience of learning about his death over the phone, the confusion and frustration surrounding the incident, and the subsequent emotional turmoil.

Despite the tragedy, Rebecca reflects on the resilience of her family, particularly her children, who have navigated their grief in their unique ways. She also discusses the unexpected connections and support systems that emerged, including her eventual relationship with her partner, Scott, who she met through a serendipitous connection to her late husband's former colleagues.

Rebecca's story is a powerful testament to the complexities of grief, the importance of support networks, and the possibility of finding love and joy after profound loss. Her journey from devastation to finding a new sense of normalcy offers hope and solace to listeners, especially those in the early stages of widowhood.

This episode is a reminder that even in the darkest times, there can be moments of connection, growth, and new beginnings.

Tune in to hear Rebecca's account of her journey and the wisdom she's gained along the way.

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In this episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks to Jess Walton, a young widow from Swanley, North Kent.

Jess shares the story of her late husband, Matthew, who was diagnosed with breast cancer at the age of 28. Despite initial dismissals by doctors, further tests confirmed the rare and aggressive cancer.

Jess walks us through their journey, detailing the challenges of chemotherapy, a mastectomy, and radiotherapy, and how they managed these treatments while maintaining their daily lives.

She shares their decision to marry in October 2018 and their honeymoon in Canada, as they tried to reclaim a sense of normalcy.

The conversation shifts to the impact of the COVID-19 pandemic on their lives, highlighting how the lockdown complicated Matthew's health care and the eventual return and spread of his cancer. Jess provides practical insights into managing serious illness and young widowhood during such unprecedented times.

Jess is now preparing her own significant challenge: a five-day trek in the Brecon Beacons for the charity CoppaFeel!, aimed at raising awareness about male breast cancer. This trek is not only a tribute to Matthew but also a testament to Jess's strength and determination to honour his memory.

For those interested in supporting Jess and she has setup a fundraising page here

https://www.justgiving.com/page/jess-walton

Tune in now to Widowed AF  to hear Jess Walton's story.

Trigger Warnings: 

1. Cancer Diagnosis and Treatment.
2. Death and Bereavement.
3. COVID-19 Pandemic.
4. Grief and Loss.
5. Secondary Loss.

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In this new episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss welcomes Kirsty Cluff, who joins her for a chat from Scotland.

Kirsty shares her emotional journey, detailing her life with her late husband Pete, a dedicated soldier who unexpectedly passed away from an undiagnosed heart condition just weeks shy of his 22nd year in service.

The episode delves into the complexities of military life, the challenges of sudden widowhood, and the grief process.

Kirsty discusses the enormous impact of her husband's death on her family's future and the struggles of raising their two young daughters in the aftermath.

Key topics:  Military family, sudden death , bereaved children, finding love again.

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In this episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss is joined by Stacey Heale, author of Now is Not the Time for Flowers, and widowed mum of two.

Stacey shares the horror of losing her husband Greg to Bowel Cancer at a young age, navigating grief while raising their two young daughters.

Rosie and Stacey hit it off immediately bonding over their shared experiences as grieving mothers, the loneliness and isolation they experienced and the loss of their identity in widowhood.

The pair discuss the transformative power of love and acceptance, while acknowledging the ever-present anxiety and brokenness that remains.

With humour, vulnerability and wisdom, Rosie and Stacey normalise the messy reality of grief. They remind listeners that happiness and sorrow can coexist, and it's possible to rebuild a life of purpose after death.

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Join us for the first episode of Season 2 of Widowed AF, where your host Rosie Gill-Moss, alongside co-host Jonathan Gill-Moss, return for more stories from the coal face of widowhood . This episode reintroduces the ethos of the podcast and shares a recap for new listeners. 

You can expect to hear frank conversations that provide insight and understanding of grief, the process of healing, and the challenges of finding yourself again after the loss of your person. 

Tune in to hear stories that resonate with anyone who has experienced loss or wants to better support others through such times. Whether you're new to the community or have been with us since the beginning, Widowed AF is here to offer a a friendly (and dark humoured ) place for sharing, healing, and understanding.

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⭐️ Episode 100!!!! ⭐️

A little over one year ago we began to broadcast stories from our hidden world. Stories that broke the mould, changed the narrative around widowhood and gave a voice to those who felt silenced by their grief.

This landmark episode ends Season 1, and we are so grateful to everyone who has listened to and supported the show, and the legacy that’s been created for those we have lost. There is power in these shared conversations and Season 2 is preparing to launch. As long as you keep listening we will keep talking!

Alongside me (Rosie) and Jon (the alive husband) you will hear from some previous guests, and former co-host Lulu joins us for a catch up on what life looks like for her now.

To date we have spoken to over 50 guests, they have courageously shared their pain, and their secrets, demonstrating an incredible determination to survive the worst days of their lives. This episode is for them, I remain humbled by their bravery.

Thank you for listening, and for being part of this incredible adventure.

(Widstock tickets and merch are now available at www.widowedaf.com)

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