UnBecoming Part 2 - The Waiting Room (May 11, 2026)

You definitely don't feel like an adult. Not like your parents did, or like their parents looked. And yet, you definitely have forgotten how to play. You can't remember the last time you relaxed. Not even on vacation. You've been in a sleep deficit for at least 10 years, and you feel as if you can only feign responsibility, trying to keep up with the world, which only seems to be speeding up. It's always trash day. The bills are always due. It's always tax season. It's always Christmas again. Your birthday, again. Monday, again. Annual visit, again? You skipped it last year. CONTINUE...

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UnBecoming Part 1.3 - The Wake Up (5/10/2026)

UnBecoming 1.2 (The Release) - "You open the text app. But your gaze is soft, not focused. You take it all in at once, seeing some very familiar names you were told not to worry about again... some from 15 years ago. Some new." CONTINUED HERE. 

Your heart is racing... you're about to check their phone like you've done before, countless times, having found something every time. And yet, you've stayed, every time. For years. Nearly two decades. Out of loyalty. Out of the morals that were instilled in you by others. Out of face-saving. Out of not wanting to become a statistic. But out of love, too. You love them, deeply, even through the ice-outs, the crash-outs, the deep sadness... there've been good times. You hesitate. Not wanting to feel that familiar hurt again, but already experiencing it. Your stomach hurts. You can hear your heart beat in your ears, it feels like it may burst out of your chest. As your thumb hovers over that app, you hesitate. You're holding their phone, but you realize the only thing you're actually holding is your own fear. (UnBecoming- Part 1: The Phone)

Let's look at Today's Cure. We'll sit with the rest of your story, tomorrow. 

What experience will you provide yourself with today?

What emotional state?

Will you focus on the clouds or on the Son?

Can you still hear My Voice

even when I’m not using this mouth?

Even when you’re not listening to a recording?

Can you still feel the relief?

The answer?

Can you still be the Cure

while praying for one?

THIS IS HOW. 

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4:30am spiritual practice, done. Kid drop off, done. Fatigue, on lol. I told myself I'd nap before coming here to be with you, but the legs walked to the studio. They walked to the door behind the microphone, and the left hand rose to pull back the black curtain. The ocean was seen. The rising sun was seen. The spark of inspiration came. Love wrote this one first. Then, this body spoke it. This body will enjoy an espresso now, and probably still nap lol. I love you!

Remember that game, Pin the Tail on the Donkey? Where you’d be blindfolded and spun until you were dizzy and disoriented, and expected not to miss? Expected to hit the mark? In the dark. In the noise. In the confusion.

You’re blindfolded right now. You’ve been spinning for decades. But you just heard this message. This Voice. This Sound. STAND STILL. You’re steadying yourself. Reclaiming your balance. Reclaiming your center of gravity. You are removing the blindfold now. The Sun was already out. The Son had never left. It was Me that stilled the motion. It was Me that removed the mask. It is I who Am sitting in your seat, standing in your shoes, calming that mind, and stilling the stormy seas of your life.

Peace. Be. Still.

All three words point to the same One. THIS IS HOW YOU WON.

Expect ME. Expect Miracles. Expect sweeping changes. Your GoOD. This is how you know.

"The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still." - Exodus 14:14

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You're no longer the one that is in need. You're no longer the one that is in fear. If that comes again today, it is an echo. It is a rerun. It is old noise, static. All you have to do is tune back into this. From personal experience, THIS WORKS.

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THIS IS HOW YOU OVERCAME. Read my personal experience with this pointing, and how to apply it to 'your' life. I love you!

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