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In this special two-part interview, I sit down with Jedidiah Hartley, a former insider in the charismatic prophetic movement and the son of Bob Hartley, a once-renowned “prophet” within IHOP, Bethel, and broader New Apostolic Reformation (NAR) circles.

Jedidiah grew up watching his father gain global acclaim for prophetic insights , but behind the stage lights was a man faking words, using conference registration lists to look people up, and abusing his power to manipulate, control, and harm. Jedidiah opens up about the painful tension of loving someone who has caused harm, someone he still hoped would turn things around, while also feeling a deep responsibility to protect others by telling the truth.

This is a powerful look at what happens when charisma is platformed over character, and why Jedidiah is now speaking out against spiritual manipulation within the NAR. We also talk about how his story helped me process my own (including a false prophecy I received from his father).

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In this episode, I sit down with Mary Beth, a survivor and author who is bravely sharing her story of what it was like to be groomed by her choir teacher. At just 12 years old, a trusted adult began building a relationship with her that would eventually become romantic when she was 19.

For years, Mary Beth believed the connection she had with him was special, even meaningful. We talk about what it’s like to untangle memories that once felt positive, the emotional confusion that often comes with grooming, and the deep work required to reclaim your story. Mary Beth brings so much wisdom, tenderness, and clarity to a topic that many people have a hard time naming.

She is now releasing her first book, Thinking of You, which explores her story in depth and offers insight into how these experiences often begin quietly and subtly. It’s a book for anyone who has ever questioned their own story, or felt alone in their process of understanding the past.

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Resources on Grooming: https://rainn.org/news/grooming-know-warning-signs

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In this episode, Alisha shares her chilling experience inside a high-control cult church where the pastor dictated every part of her life—including who she could date, how much she could talk to them, and even how she entered the elite crowd of the youth group. From hazing rituals to strict courting rules, Alisha’s story reveals the hidden trauma that often hides behind “godly” obedience. Now, she’s reclaiming her voice through her platform Spilling the Koolaid and breaking the silence on the emotional abuse she endured for years.

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Please note: This episode includes mentions of religious abuse. Take care as you listen.

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In this episode, Alisha shares her chilling experience inside a high-control cult church where the pastor dictated every part of her life—including who she could date, how much she could talk to them, and even how she entered the elite crowd of the youth group. From hazing rituals to strict courting rules, Alisha’s story reveals the hidden trauma that often hides behind “godly” obedience. Now, she’s reclaiming her voice through her platform Spilling the Koolaid and breaking the silence on the emotional abuse she endured for years.

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Please note: This episode includes mentions of self harm, religious abuse, and hazing. Take care as you listen.
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In this episode, Colleen shares the story that made her go viral: she donated her kidney to her boyfriend, and not long after, he cheated on her. Her comment section has never been the same… It is constantly filled with people demanding justice and jokingly asking how to get a kidney back. But behind the headlines and humor is a story about betrayal, resilience, and reclaiming your own narrative. Colleen has turned a painful experience into something powerful, and in this conversation, she opens up about what happened and how she’s moved forward.

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In this episode of Healed-ish, Casey shares how she was stalked by an older man who began showing up at her church’s college group. Despite making leadership aware of the danger she felt, Casey was asked to have a sit down conversation with the man who had been following her.

This story highlights how spiritual communities often minimize or mishandle boundaries, safety, and accountability in the name of forgiveness.

This is Casey’s story — and you’ll hear it all in her own words.

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Please note: This episode includes mentions of stalking.  Take care as you listen.
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Stalking Resource Center: https://victimsofcrime.org/stalking-resource-center/

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This is where the fog started to lift. After leaving my marriage, I began rebuilding my life and sharing my story online. Just this year, I learned that I never truly knew Ted. In this episode, I talk about what the church hid from me, what I learned from the woman who dated him after me, and how those truths reshaped my understanding of both Ted and the system that protected him. This episode is about clarity, reclamation, and the beginning of real healing.

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Please note: This episode includes mentions of domestic violence, sexual trauma and religious abuse. Take care as you listen.

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On the outside, I had a happy marriage. I smiled in photos. I made jokes online. But behind the scenes, I was walking on eggshells. In this episode, I talk about what life inside our marriage really looked like — the manipulation, the gaslighting, and the fear I felt every day. This is also the episode where I tell the full story behind the Disney World burger incident. Spoiler alert: it was the best burger of my life… and it changed the entire course of my life.

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Please note: This episode includes mentions of domestic violence, suicidal thoughts, and religious abuse. Take care as you listen.

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After graduating from Bethel’s School of Supernatural Ministry, I moved across the country for an internship and met the man I would marry… because a prophetic word told me to. In this episode, I share how I fell for Ted, how the church reinforced the relationship, and how spiritual manipulation disguised as "destiny" led me into a marriage built on emotional and spiritual abuse.

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In the first episode of this four-part series, I’m sharing how I got pulled into a high-control religious environment that promised supernatural power, purpose, and healing. Despite what it offered, the church left me confused, silenced, and slowly unraveling. From speaking in tongues to witnessing “miracles,” I thought I was part of something divine, but I was being groomed to abandon my own discernment. This is where the unraveling began.

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Please note: This episode includes mentions of suicidal thoughts, disordered eating, religious abuse, and sexual trauma. Take care as you listen.

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