Here For The Truth

David Sutcliffe returns to Here for the Truth — somatic practitioner, former Gilmore Girls actor, and a man who has spent over a decade sitting with people as they meet the parts of themselves they'd rather not look at. This is a wide-ranging, no-off-ramps conversation about what it actually takes to know yourself: following spirit and the signs it sends, coming home to the body as the seat of real presence, and being honest about the primal drives most of us bury — status, rage, envy, the hunger for power. But David's real provocation is where it lands: at some point the self-analysis has to end and the living has to begin. Classic HFTT, and one not to miss.

(00:00) Episode Teaser

(00:32) Opening Conversation

(02:10) Meet David (Sundance Festival, Moving To Mexico)

(08:24) What 'Spirit’ Means

(14:34) Embodiment and Presence Work

(35:06) Holding Space for Dark Confessions

(40:17) Facilitating Trauma Safely

(43:47) Acting Meets Therapy

(52:48) Action Over Analysis

(01:06:22) Primal Desire & Status Games

(01:13:02) Truth Seeking And Shadow Work

(01:20:32) Beyond Bypassing To Real Life

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Anthony Rispo came up on the progressive left — a gay man who found a home in an ideology that rewarded his grievance, teal hair and half-mohawk included. Then the pandemic, BLM, and the campus orthodoxy around him stopped adding up, and he read his way out. Now a writer, independent researcher, and Columbia psychology graduate studying cognitive neuroscience, he maps the wiring beneath our politics: identity fusion, moral conviction, selective empathy, and the resentment Nietzsche named. We get into why the left cancels hardest in the name of compassion, why “power and privilege” became a substitute for a self, how the same rigidity shows up on the right, and what common sense on borders and belonging really means.

(00:00) Palestinians Then Vs Now

(00:35) Opening Conversation

(04:20) Anthony's Origin Story

(11:35) From Woke to Doubt

(27:56) Losing Friends Finding Voice

(37:15) Psychology of Ideology

(54:54) Clarity Over Conformity

(58:33) Nuance Through Exposure

(01:02:44) Individualism Vs The Tribe

(01:08:18) Intersectionality Critique

(01:14:54) From 9/11 to Academia

(01:24:42) The Problem with No Borders

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Mike Winner spent a decade DJing Hollywood clubs before turning toward the infrastructure of digital freedom — founder of WINNR Digital, co-founder of the decentralized internet Qortal, and co-founder of the Music & Sky festival. Returning for the first time since 2022, he brings a caution aimed squarely at his own community: purity spiraling, the habit of turning discernment into a cage where every meal, every device, and every dollar becomes a moral exam. Real sovereignty, as he frames it, is less glamorous and far more demanding. It is what you actually own, what you actually think, and the responsibility you refuse to outsource. Nobody holds dominion over all of reality. What you do have is the choice to stop leaking your life into systems that were never yours.

(00:00) Nature vs Nurture Cold Open

(00:34) Opening Conversation

(02:54) Meet Mike Winner

(06:19) Imposter Syndrome and Finding Purpose

(09:00) Community Healing and Analog Revival

(11:47) Building a Sovereign Ranch Hub

(14:50) Tech Detox w/o Purity Spirals

(17:55) Parenting in a Digital World

(25:09) Junk Food Nostalgia and Balance

(32:42) Manifestation and Mastering Mind

(39:28) Entrepreneurship In The Arena

(41:39) Leaving AlphaVedic For Growth

(46:22) Cinema As Modern Myth

(53:19) NPCs And Ideological Capture

(57:47) Building Qortal And NuQloud

(01:02:15) PMA and Living Sovereign

(01:07:06) Walmart / Amazon Discernment

(01:11:45) Nature Is Metal

(01:22:00) Barefoot Hiking & Peru Porters

(01:28:05) AI And Slowing Down

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The binary was never the point. Individualism on one side, collectivism on the other — pick a jersey, join a team. But the line that actually matters runs somewhere else: between a person who has a self and a person who has dissolved into the group. In this episode, Joel and Yerasimos pull the threads on what collectivism is actually doing to the psyche — the altruistic programming that weaponizes moral guilt against your own desires, the truth-seeker community that becomes its own herd, and the envy that surfaces when you watch someone else stop asking permission to live. The conversation moves through Rand's virtue of selfishness, Jung's safe road, and the heroic act of individuation. How much longer are you going to wait?

00:00 The Cost of Not Being You

00:46 RATH Academy Announcement

04:13 Show Start - Defining Self vs Herd

06:59 Yerasimos on Belonging

11:31 Family Roots and Identity / Breaking Free from Expectations

18:15 Raising Kids and Individuation

26:31 Altruism and Weaponized Morality

33:25 People Pleasing and Boundaries

40:24 Benevolence Versus Malevolence

46:16 Are Truth Seekers Part of a Herd?

52:04 Heroism Of Individualism

56:14 Crabs In A Bucket

01:01:26 Shine And Take Action

01:04:42 Sobriety And Self Inventory

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RATH Academy — the next container is now open. A year in, we're continuing: six months of high-touch coaching with Joel, Yerasimos, and Sophie, built on Rise Above The Herd as the foundation — now running on a brand-new interactive platform. The next cohort starts September 1st. 15 spots, by application.

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Jared Pickard traded on the floor of the New York Stock Exchange until his soul, in his words, started screaming for something the city couldn’t give him — real connection with nature. He walked off the floor for an unpaid farming apprenticeship, spent a decade building Be Here Farm & Nature into a world-class hospitality dream on 300 acres of Napa-Sonoma mountaintop, and watched it burn to the ground in the 2020 wildfires two days after it finally penciled. What he found in the ashes is the heart of this conversation: that biodynamic farming is less a technique than a practice occurring inside the person — rhythm over force, presence over striving, a life tended the way you’d tend living soil. He mistook the vehicle for the dream once. The dream was always nature, and the ground beneath his feet.

(00:00) From Wall Street to Farming

(00:32) Opening Conversation

(01:50) Show Start

(02:58) Jared’s Hero’s Journey

(13:51) Clean Food Obsession

(20:14) Jared’s Quitting Story

(33:08) Napa Hotel Dream

(38:22) The Wildfire Story

(49:03) Ease vs Struggle

(52:46) Love And Long Distance / Italy Proposal Vision

(56:18) Finding Steiner Biodynamics

(01:06:19) Biodynamics vs Organic

(01:18:21) Preps And Quartz Spray

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Kyree Oliver is a former Division 1 lineman turned self-taught marketer and men's coach who, before he was 25, had already interviewed over 1,000 people — including 65 in the final weeks of their lives. The pattern he found in those rooms is what carries this whole conversation: most men are running on the wrong fuel, chasing the wrong definition of success, and the bill only comes due at the very end. Kyree brings the calm precision of someone who has watched a man die with four people at his funeral after making half a billion dollars in his life, and coached young men into the conversation they've been avoiding with themselves for years. A grounded, unflinching argument for slowing down long enough to build the life you'd actually want to have lived.

(00:00) ‘Love Vs Respect’ Opener

(00:37) Opening Conversation

(03:11) Show Start

(04:17) Kyree’s Childhood Turning Point

(08:09) Football Hazing And Breaking Point

(13:12) 1000 Interviews Obsession

(18:31) Dying Empty Lesson

(23:49) What Is Success For Men

(29:31) Why Masculinity Coaches Are Needed

(39:55) Temptation, Grounding / Uncomfortable Self Questions

(44:49) ‘Toxic Fuel’ Explained

(51:03) Late Night Truths

(57:11) Healthy Fuel North Star

(01:01:23) Nature and Legacy Thinking

(01:06:38) Fatherhood and Purpose

(01:08:41) Marketing That Hits Home

(01:13:19) Authenticity and Red Flags

(01:18:44) Trust Over Time

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Mark Vicente returns to the show — South African filmmaker, twelve-year NXIVM survivor, and one of the central whistleblowers in HBO’s The Vow — for a conversation timed to the release of his new documentary The Narcissist’s Playbook. Years of interviewing self-confessed narcissists, cult survivors, and clinicians have given Mark a clear lens on what most people sense but can’t name: the same pathology that runs a cult runs a marriage, an activist movement, a political party, a society. Dissociation is the operating system. Mimicry is the mask. The pathology of the leader becomes the blueprint of the whole. Underneath all of it, Mark argues for the unfashionable thing — that authenticity is a dying breed, that the only real antidote is returning to your own feeling, your own stillness, your own discernment. The conversation ends in hope, earned the hard way.

(00:00) Cold Open

(00:37) Opening Conversation

(02:26) Show Start

(03:14) Narcissist's Playbook Film

(08:47) Defining Narcissism / Interviewing Narcissists

(13:34) Trauma or Choice

(20:14) Narcissistic Injury

(23:29) Power and Politics

(27:56) Psychopath Acting Tricks

(34:30) Facing Inner Rage

(36:35) Cults and Low Vibe Policing

(42:45) Healing Means Feeling

(47:48) Devices Kill Stillness

(56:49) Does Abuse Catalyze Growth?

(01:03:35) Forces Of Disconnection / Collectivism As Psyop

(01:11:20) Activism And Selective Outrage

(01:19:53) Trigger Words And Radioactivity

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Ariana Victor is an investigative filmmaker whose first decade in this work has been one long act of refusal — at twenty, inside a treatment program for eating disorders, when a therapist took notes on her late-night creative sparks and reached for a bipolar diagnosis, she walked out and started asking harder questions. That refusal became a method: Carey Gillam’s Whitewash, the Bayer-Monsanto courtrooms, five years inside geoengineering territory, and Just Look Up, a documentary that just won Best Feature Documentary at the Santa Monica International Film Festival. The conversation lives in the territory underneath the film. Ariana names the activist’s trap directly — how unrelenting attention on the shadow can poison the nervous system of the people most committed to waking others up — and offers the mantra that kept her in the fight without destroying her: play is protection. We talk about the nocebo as placebo’s evil twin, nervous system regulation as the actual dividing line between healthy advocacy and ideological self-destruction, the ego path versus the soul path, and why she eventually laid down the sword and let the softness return. Underneath all of it is the simple truth she keeps coming back to: truth feels good. It doesn’t feel heavy.

(00:00) Cold Open

(00:36) Opening Conversation

(03:06) Show Start (Health Awakening & Medical Doubts)

(06:53) From Medicine to Filmmaking

(08:38) Monsanto Roundup Trials Story

(10:55) Corporate Capture Explained

(20:08) Why the World Feels Inverted

(24:57) Nocebo and Truther Burnout

(31:36) “Playfulness is protection…”

(42:02) “Just Look Up” Documentary

(47:33) Meeting Filmmaker w/ Same Birth Chart

(51:00) Geoengineering Explained (Contrails)

(59:26) Whistleblowers & Fuel / Cloud Seeding & Fires

(01:08:51) Intuition Over Certainty

(01:13:24) Film Reception and Release

(01:19:37) Next Film on Cleansing

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What if most of what we've been sold as spirituality is actually the opposite of it — a doctrine that calls self-erasure enlightenment, a path that asks you to amputate the parts of yourself most needed for a sovereign life? In this rap on authentic spirituality, Joel and Yerasimos name the territory directly: the new cage of asceticism, gnosticism, and the love-and-light bypass that disguises dissociation as awakening; the platitudes that gloss over reality instead of meeting it; the body as the warehouse of self-knowledge; and anger, when reclaimed, as one of the most generative forces a human being has access to. The spiritual assignment is becoming yourself — the lifelong work of knowing who you actually are and living in congruence with what you find.

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Topher Gardner is the founder of Black Gold Biochar, a regenerative builder, a lifelong bodyworker, and a former Division I football kicker who has actually walked the path most spiritual seekers only theorize about. He played at Michigan State under Nick Saban, spent three more years in pro leagues, and rebuilt the body football broke through Rolfing and yoga. That work took him to southern India, where he served as operations director of an ashram before the new age yoga world wore him out. He landed in Costa Rica, where for nearly two decades he built domes, taught regenerative agriculture, partook in fifty-plus ayahuasca journeys, studied true sidereal astrology with John Lamb Lash, and found the work that now anchors his life: biochar.

The conversation moves the way Topher’s mind moves, between cosmology and concrete, between Wilhelm Reich’s writing on why we build idols just to slay them and the chemistry of why a 2,000-degree kiln in the Missouri Ozarks turns hardwood waste into the most stable carbon you can put in soil. We get into the suppressed Christ archetype hidden in Ophiuchus, why the distinction between self and other is the actual purpose of incarnation, what ten years inside the ayahuasca world taught him about variability over devotion, and why the carbon they trained us to fear is the same carbon our bodies and our land are starving for. Hard-won wisdom, earned the only way it ever gets earned.

(00:00) Why Is Carbon Demonized?

(00:41) Yerasimos Opening

(02:46) Meet Topher Gardner

(06:56) Costa Rica Calling

(09:29) Bodywork And Ayurveda

(12:20) Ayahuasca vs Peyote

(17:54) True Sidereal Astrology

(24:57) Purpose And Boundaries

(41:07) Human Design Origins

(46:48) Egoic Manifester Clarity

(49:18) The Truth About Idol Worshippers

(56:52) Biochar Origins

(01:06:21) Kilns & Production Scale / Soil Carbon Vs Fertilizer

(01:12:41) Feeding Biochar to Animals

(01:17:11) Planting Mixing and Top Dressing

(01:21:56) New Products & 3rd Party Verification

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Podcast → Biocharisma