How do you harness inner chaos? Shana walks us through her experience growing up and being medicated as a young teen to adulthood dealing with ADHD.  We talk about how ADHD played a role in the methods and resources she used to change her relationship with alcohol and with herself. This is an inner game and Shana shares how her low self-esteem, led to her toxic relationships in her life. In this episode you will learn how mental health affects our choices skew our perspective of reality and in turn affects the decisions and choices we make in our daily lives. Shana also stresses the importance of different pathways of recovery. It is not a one size fits all circumstance and encourages you to try anything and everything, because you will find something that speaks to you and clicks.