Simone Kessell is on a list.
Having appeared on Star Wars min-series Obi-Wan Kenobi and worldwide sensation Yellowjackets, Kessell tells Newstalk ZB’s Francesca Rudkin in Hollywood terms, she is in elite company.
“I’ve never really been on those lists, I’m sort of way down that list… I think Star Wars really helped get on that list and then from there everything’s kind of moved forward.”
She says early in her career she would often second-guess herself, citing a lack of confidence, and wishes she could tell a younger Simone to be patient.
“You’ve just got to keep working, the more auditions you do is work, the more opportunities to get in a room, the more you read, the more you work out physically, all of those things are preparing you for the next one.”
Self-doubt was also something the actor struggled with before landing her breakout roles and says realising those feelings were all in her own head gave her a better understanding of how the industry works.
Kessell (Ngāti Tūwharetoa, Ngāi Te Rangi) first graced our screens in 1992 soap Homeward Bound that was released at the same time as Shortland Street.
As Kessell tells Rudkin, with an ever so delicate tongue in her cheek, we all know which of those two television shows is still running.
Having cracked the US market, Kessell has been opened to two cult followings of fans in Star Wars and Yellowjackets, and been adored overseas, but struggled on her return to Aotearoa New Zealand to land roles she felt she would thrive in.
“I feel like I just don’t get considered for anything back home. It’s weird.”
She is quick to remember fondly her role in Urewera raids movie Muru alongside Cliff Curtis, but says it is a strange feeling not to be on the New Zealand list.
“Any other role and I’m not even on that list, I can be on a world list in Hollywood but for some reason I’m not on the New Zealand list anymore and that blows my mind.”
While being a proud wāhine Maori, Kessell says if she is on the New Zealand list, it is more often than not for roles depicting single Maori mothers when rather than lawyers.
“I’ve had to source work outside Aotearoa and that’s fine, I’m so privileged and so lucky but I would and am willing to do anything. It’s not about finance; it’s not about money, it’s about work and the representation.”
Upon returning home, Kessell says she was “put through the ringer” again in auditions.
“I was like; can you maybe just read my CV or look at my reel? But it’s funny, because unlike Australia, New Zealand feels like if you’ve done work in the rest the rest of the world it doesn’t really come into it.”
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