What do you do when life doesn’t turn out the way you expected?

Whether you're navigating loss, preparing for an empty nest, or simply wondering “what’s next for me?”—this conversation will meet you right where you are.

In this episode, I sit down with life coach Kolette Hall, who shares her powerful story of becoming a young widow, raising her son, and learning—again and again—how to move forward without having the whole plan.

Together, we explore what it really means to trust yourself, how to recognize God’s guidance in your life, and why you don’t need clarity about the future to take your next step.

This is a conversation about identity, grief, growth, and possibility—and how to create a life you love, even when it looks different than you imagined.

• Why you don’t need to know the full plan to move forward
• How to trust your “inner knowing” (even if you’ve doubted it before)
• The difference between a “red light” and a “green light” in decision-making
• A powerful way to process grief without judgment
• How to support others who are grieving (without saying the wrong thing)
• Why your past decisions weren’t mistakes—even if they were hard
• How to begin creating what’s next in your life with confidence

• You can trust the step you took—and still choose a new step now
• Growth often comes through the hard things, not in spite of them
• You are allowed to want something new, even in midlife
• God’s guidance is often quiet, simple, and already present
• You don’t need certainty—you just need willingness

Start noticing your “red lights” and “green lights” in small, everyday decisions—what to wear, what to say yes to, what to pause on.

The more you practice, the more you’ll begin to trust yourself.

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In this episode of Midlife with Brooke, we talk about a simple idea that can feel surprisingly hard to live: accepting reality.

So often, we don’t realize we’re resisting what’s actually happening. We think we’re just seeing things clearly… but underneath it, there’s a quiet argument with reality:

This shouldn’t be happening.

They shouldn’t have done that.

It was supposed to be different.

That resistance adds a layer of suffering that keeps us stuck.

Brooke introduces the powerful concept of clean pain vs. dirty pain:

• Clean pain is the honest, human emotion that comes with hard experiences—grief, disappointment, sadness.
• Dirty pain is what we add on top—blame, regret, judgment, and the belief that things shouldn’t be the way they are.

Through personal stories and real-life examples, you’ll hear how this shows up in:

• Relationships with adult children
• Marriage and unmet expectations
• Health challenges and setbacks
• Parenting decisions you don’t agree with

When you learn to separate facts from the stories your mind creates, everything begins to shift.

Acceptance doesn’t mean you like what’s happening.

It doesn’t mean you approve or give up.

It simply means you’re willing to say:

“This is what’s happening right now.”

And from that place, you can think more clearly, feel more grounded, and decide how you want to move forward.

• The difference between clean pain and dirty pain
• How resisting reality creates more suffering
• Why your nervous system matters in acceptance
• How to separate facts from the stories you’re telling
• Simple ways to move from stuck → steady

• Where am I adding suffering to something that’s already hard?
• What am I resisting right now?
• What would it look like to feel the pain… without adding more on top?

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You send a text… and then you wait.

Maybe it’s been a few hours. Maybe a few days. And before long, your mind starts filling in the gaps.

In this episode, I talk about why it feels so personal when your kids don’t text you back—and how to stay grounded, connected, and at peace no matter what.

We’ll walk through the difference between facts and the stories we tell, how your nervous system plays a role, and simple ways to respond with clarity instead of reactivity.

This isn’t really about texting. It’s about how we handle uncertainty, connection, and our own emotional experience in relationships.

• Why unanswered texts can feel so personal
• How your brain creates meaning (and often gets it wrong)
• The role your nervous system plays in texting anxiety
• How to separate facts from the story you’re telling
• The difference between texting for connection vs. reassurance
• How to handle time-sensitive texts without chasing or frustration
• Why passive-aggressive responses create more distance
• How your own thoughts can unintentionally create disconnection
• Simple ways to stay connected—even when you disagree
• How remembering your own humanity softens your reactions
• Why gratitude helps you feel less reactive and more at peace

• The pain isn’t from the text—it’s from what we make it mean
• Most delayed responses have nothing to do with love or connection
• You can communicate clearly without adding pressure
• Criticism and subtle “jabs” tend to push people away
• Connection grows when people feel safe, not managed
• Your thoughts can either create distance or keep your heart open
• Gratitude helps shift your focus from what’s missing to what’s present

Next time your child doesn’t text back, pause and ask:

• What am I making this mean?
• What are the actual facts?
• Is there another possible explanation?

Then choose a thought that helps you stay grounded and open.

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So much of our stress and disconnection comes from one pattern: all-or-nothing thinking.

This is when your brain offers you two extreme options—always or never, success or failure, all in or checked out. But real life doesn’t happen on the extremes. It happens in the middle.

In this episode, I share how this shows up in parenting adult children, marriage, and even the way we take care of ourselves—and how to move toward something more grounded and honest.

We’ll talk about:

• Why your brain defaults to extremes
• What the “middle” actually looks like in real life
• How your nervous system plays a role in rigid thinking
• Simple ways to come back to steadiness

I also share a powerful story from Emily Watts that illustrates how we often confuse effort with value—and how simple can still be meaningful.

This week, notice where your brain is offering you only two options… and gently ask: What might the middle look like here?

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In this episode, I continue my conversation with my son Ben about women, leadership, and feeling heard in the Church.

This conversation is an invitation to better understand how our kids experience the Church—their questions, their concerns, and the ideas they’re thoughtfully working through. We talk about what good leadership feels like, why voice matters, and how being willing to really hear each other can create more connection and less fear.

If you’ve ever wondered how to stay close while your child sees things differently, this episode offers a hopeful and thoughtful perspective.

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In this special anniversary episode, Tom and I sit down with our daughter Kaitlyn to share the story of how we met, became friends, and eventually fell in love.

What began as a fun friendship slowly grew into something deeper. We talk about the hesitations, the timing, the role of prayer, and the surprising way our relationship came together. It is a personal episode, but it also touches on faith, identity, and the importance of being open to what God may be doing in your life.

1. How we met and became friends
2. Why I did not see Tom romantically at first
3. The trips and conversations that changed things
4. How prayer played a role in our story
5. What 30 years of marriage have taught us

1. Love does not always begin the way you expect
2. Friendship can be a strong foundation
3. God can help us see things differently
4. Knowing who you are matters in relationships

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In this episode, I’m joined by Angela Jones, a nurse practitioner who specializes in women’s health and menopause care. We talk about perimenopause, menopause, hormones, sleep, bone health, weight changes, and how to advocate for yourself if you feel dismissed by a provider.

Angela explains the difference between perimenopause and menopause, why symptoms can feel so unpredictable, and why women need better information and support during this stage of life.

We also talk about strength training, protein, sleep, vaginal dryness, hormone therapy, and what women can do to protect their long-term health and feel better in their bodies.

This conversation is informative, practical, and encouraging for any woman navigating midlife changes.

1. What perimenopause and menopause are
2. Common symptoms and why they vary
3. Sleep, mood, and hormone changes
4. Bone health and strength training
5. Vaginal dryness and other overlooked symptoms
6. How to advocate for yourself with doctors
7. What to know about hormone therapy

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In today’s episode, Brooke sits down with Leah Davidson (Toronto-based speech language pathologist and nervous system educator) for a practical, hope-filled conversation about nervous system regulation and safety and why it matters so much in midlife and in our relationships with adult children.

If you’ve ever wondered, “Why did I react like that?” or felt your body go into stress mode over something that isn’t actually dangerous, this episode will help you understand what’s happening and what to do next.

1. What the nervous system is, and why it’s constantly scanning for “safe or danger”
2. Why your nervous system is highly sensitive and sometimes highly inaccurate
3. “False alarms” and the reality that your body can’t always tell the difference between real danger and perceived danger
4. Brooke’s basketball game story (and how quickly the body can escalate when it thinks something important is on the line)
5. Why midlife can feel more intense: hormones, sleep changes, stress load, shifting family roles, and stretched-thin capacity
6. A key truth: regulation isn’t being calm all the time
7. It’s being able to move through activation and come back home
8. How dysregulation hijacks your thinking (when your “CEO” goes offline)
9. The Safety Sequence (Leah’s 3-step process you can use in the moment):
10. Am I objectively safe?
11. Do I feel safe?
12. Relax the body to invite safety back in
13. What a physiological sigh is and how to do it (a quick tool supported for anxiety regulation)
14. How to create more safety in hard conversations (tone, pacing, environment, timing, and especially choice)
15. Why you can be regulated and still set boundaries (regulation doesn’t mean you “take it all”)
16. The power of repair, honesty, and pacing difficult conversations over time

When you notice yourself getting activated today, pause and ask:

1. Am I safe?
2. Do I feel safe?
3. Then try one physiological sigh and relax your shoulders, jaw, and hands. Give your body a moment to come back online.

1. Leah Davidson’s podcast: Building Resilience
2. Leah’s work includes nervous system trainings, guided journals, and resources for building resilience.
3. Want support applying these tools in your real life? Join "Bridges" my small group coaching program starting March 4. Email me at [email protected] for more information!

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1. Why your young adult may not “get it” yet — and why that’s normal
2. What a frame of reference actually means (and how it shapes every reaction)
3. The college airport goodbye that didn’t make sense… until 30 years later
4. A tragic family experience that permanently shaped Brooke’s compassion
5. The simple but powerful lesson: When someone is hurting, come.
6. Why people sometimes disappear during hard seasons (fear, not indifference)
7. Grief that others don’t understand — until they live it themselves
8. Divorce vs. death: how support can look uneven
9. Brené Brown’s insight: believing people are doing their best changes how we treat them
10. How to stop taking things personally when someone lacks experience
11. Releasing the need for constant appreciation
12. Remembering the quiet ways Heaven shows up for you

1. Bridges Program (small group coaching)
2. Brooke shares an invitation to join Bridges, a small group coaching program beginning in early March, designed to help you apply the tools from the podcast to your real-life relationship challenges—while learning alongside others. Email Brooke for details at [email protected]

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1. Why Brooke is continuing the “young adult perspective” series
2. Ben’s story: North Carolina → BYU → Sweden mission (COVID) → questions → stepping away → returning
3. Defining patriarchy and naming the tension it creates
4. Brooke’s experience vs. other women’s experiences
5. Mission story: sister assistants + why it mattered
6. Practical changes at home and in ward culture
7. Respect, credit, and decision-making dynamics
8. Holding faith + complexity
9. Closing encouragement: have more conversations, build more understanding

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