The BPD Bunch

Join Xannie, Madhurima, Hak Ja and Jack as they explore the complex feelings of loneliness versus the experience of being physically alone, particularly for those struggling with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). The Bunch share their personal stories and insights into how loneliness can feel even more isolating than being by yourself. If you've ever felt like no one gets you or that you're carrying a burden alone, this episode is for you.

Check out our other videos on BPD and Loneliness from Season 5:

The Hidden Pain of Loneliness in BPD - The BPD Bunch S5E9: https://open.spotify.com/episode/4ubfqfOyJTb7OiD4Ohi5Xh?si=qOtS_G4nQYqcAInMfxnv1Q

How to Cope with BPD When Your Mind Says You’re Not Enough: https://open.spotify.com/episode/1VAesWsJgp8STCCPPwgCsg?si=BmcrMvtmQSCaiGmcn60RPQ

Join us on this emotional journey as Xannie, Madhurima, Georgette, Céline, Jack and Hak Ja discuss the often-overlooked experiences of those with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) during their teenage years. The Bunch share their raw and candid stories, revealing the struggles, misunderstandings, and missed opportunities for help they faced. From feeling lost and isolated to the impact of family dynamics and the stigma surrounding mental health, this conversation sheds light on the realities of living with BPD as a teen. Whether you’re struggling with BPD or supporting someone who is, this episode is here to offer insight, understanding, and hope.

Xannie, Jack, André and Jay play this season's game of BPD Bingo!

Recovery from BPD is rarely a linear journey, and even when progress has been made it can be easy to doubt how far you've come. Join Xannie, Mo, Céline, Carys and Solène as they share stories of moments when they've wondered "do I still have BPD after all???"

Building on our conversation from Wednesday’s episode, the bunch address the real struggles faced by those living with BPD and offer insights that could resonate with both individuals and their loved ones. If you've ever felt lost or uncertain in your recovery journey, this episode is for you!

Chapters:

00:00:00 - Intro

00:00:46 - “I just left…” - Céline’s Story

00:02:57 - “Who am I?” - Solène’s Story

00:05:25 - “We probably shouldn’t be in a relationship” - Madhurima’s Story

00:08:16 - “She’s always hated me” - Mo’s Story

00:10:33 - “Doesn’t he know how sensitive I am?” - Xannie’s Story

00:13:34 - “I’m screaming and I’m like.. Wait what??” - Cary’s Story

00:17:08 - Outro & Credits

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Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) can feel like an impossible challenge, but recovery is possible! Join Xannie, Mo, Madhurima, Céline, Carys and Solène as they candidly share their personal journeys of navigating BPD symptoms, redefining their identities, and finding hope. Discover how they've learned to manage intense emotions, build healthier relationships, and reclaim their lives. Whether you're struggling with BPD yourself or supporting a loved one, this video offers invaluable insights and inspiration.

Thank you for watching season 5 of The BPD Bunch! We will be back with season 6 in the spring. In the meantime, enjoy our short form content and mini-episodes, and consider supporting us on Patreon for even more content!

https://www.patreon.com/thebpdbunch

Chapters:

00:00:00 - Intro

00:01:18 - Conceptualizing BPD

00:09:34 - Defining BPD Recovery

00:18:51 - Recovery Milestones

00:31:02 - Do You Still Have BPD?

00:42:06 - Outro & Credits

Xannie, Jack, Jay, Georgette and Katja explore the transformative power of art in understanding Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). Together, they discuss 6 pieces from the Emotions Matter BPD Art Show called, "Riding the Waves: Living with Borderline Personality Disorder”.  The Bunch share raw emotions, personal experiences, and insights that resonate deeply with those living with BPD. Whether you live with BPD or love someone who does, this episode will help you to understand it better. Grab your favorite brunch beverage and join the conversation about emotions, creativity, and finding hope amidst chaos.

More information on the show: Emotions Matter held its fourth BPD Art Show called, "Riding the Waves: Living with Borderline Personality Disorder” on Tuesday, October 22nd in New York City. 39 pieces of art by 31 artists with lived experience were on display!The Emotions Matter Art Shows have been incredibly dynamic and empowering for all who experience them. The purpose of the art show is to: To raise the public’s awareness about borderline personality disorder (BPD), empower artists to tell their stories through art, and to inspire hope and support for BPD recovery.

View the full show on Emotions Matter's website to learn more our artists and mission to support, educate and advocate for people impacted by BPD: https://emotionsmatterbpd.org/art-show

To purchase prints of the art or other Emotions Matter branded items: https://emotions-matter-shop.printify.me/products

About Emotions Matter:Emotions Matter, Inc. is a non-profit 501(c)(3) organization that advocates for, educates, and supports people impacted by borderline personality disorder (BPD). Our vision is to create a world in which every person with BPD has access to treatment, resources or support to achieve recovery. We work toward this vision by offering BPD peer support groups, educational programs, stigma-free resources, and advocacy. www.emotionsmatterbpd.org.

The Maturation of Jimmy Lee Part 1: https://doncee.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/The-Maturation-of-Jimmy-Lee-Part-1-1.jpg

The Maturation of Jimmy Lee Part 2: https://doncee.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/The-Maturation-of-Jimmy-Lee-Part-2-1.jpg

🌟 Love what we do? Your support fuels these important conversations on BPD and mental health. Consider joining our Patreon community to help us continue this valuable work and unlock exclusive content. Every contribution makes a difference! 🌈✨ 🔗 Support us on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/thebpdbunch

Chapters:

00:00:00 - Intro

00:02:47 - “Calm after the Storm” by Shane Baron-Deutsch

00:09:18 - “Afterhours” by Elizabeth Gorcey

00:16:24 - “The Maturation Of Jimmy Lee Part Ill” by Don Coulter

00:22:24 - “Sun” by Pierre Côté

00:29:51 - “Midnight” by Valerie Ordas

00:35:46 - “Marooned” by Earl Grenville Killeen

00:42:10 - Episode takeaways

About Us: The BPD bunch is a YouTube talk show, featuring a panel of people who are in functional recovery from Borderline Personality Disorder. Each week we discuss BPD-related topics to help give you insights into the different ways BPD can be expressed in someone’s life. We also cover the different paths we followed on our recovery journeys to give you hope and direction for your own ❤️ Thank you for being on this journey of healing with us!

Disclaimer:Although several of our panelists work in the mental health field, we are all coming to you as people in functional recovery from BPD, and are not here to provide professional medical advice, diagnosis or treatment.

Many people with BPD struggle to feel a sense of self worth. In this episode, Xannie, Madhurima, Hack Ja, and Jack answer a question from our Patrons; "How do you sit with yourself when your brain tells you that you don't matter?"

Building on our conversation from Wednesday’s episode, the bunch share their top tips for self soothing, the importance of affirmations, and how to build a better relationship with yourself. This episode is not just for those struggling with BPD but also for friends and family who want to understand and support their loved ones better. If you’ve ever felt like you don’t matter or wrestled with feelings of loneliness, this conversation is for you!

Dec 11th we'll be back to answer the hotly debated question; "Can BPD Go away?". Can't wait until then? Sign up for our "BPD Buddies" or "BPD Besties" tiers on Patreon to get early access to an exclusive extended cut of next week's episode NOW! https://www.patreon.com/thebpdbunch

🌟 Love what we do? Your support fuels these important conversations on BPD and mental health. Consider joining our Patreon community to help us continue this valuable work and unlock exclusive content. Every contribution makes a difference! 🌈✨ 🔗 Support us on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/thebpdbunch

About Us: The BPD bunch is a YouTube talk show, featuring a panel of people who are in functional recovery from Borderline Personality Disorder. Each week we discuss BPD-related topics to help give you insights into the different ways BPD can be expressed in someone’s life. We also cover the different paths we followed on our recovery journeys to give you hope and direction for your own ❤️ Thank you for being on this journey of healing with us!

Disclaimer:Although several of our panelists work in the mental health field, we are all coming to you as people in functional recovery from BPD, and are not here to provide professional medical advice, diagnosis or treatment.

Xannie, Madhurima, Hak Ja and Jack explore the complex relationship between Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) and loneliness. The Bunch share their personal stories of feeling disconnected in a crowded room and the emotional turmoil that accompanies BPD. Discover how these feelings of isolation can spiral into deeper struggles and the efforts to find connection and understanding. Whether you’re experiencing the challenges of BPD or supporting a loved one, this episode offers valuable insights and relatable experiences. Don't forget to like, subscribe, and turn on notifications so you never miss an episode that could help you or someone you care about on this journey.

December 11th we'll be back, to answer the question “Can BPD go away?”. Can't wait until then? Sign up for our "BPD Buddies" or "BPD Besties" tiers on Patreon to get early access to an exclusive extended cut of next week's episode NOW! https://www.patreon.com/thebpdbunch

🌟 Love what we do? Your support fuels these important conversations on BPD and mental health. Consider joining our Patreon community to help us continue this valuable work and unlock exclusive content. Every contribution makes a difference! 🌈✨

🔗 Support us on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/thebpdbunch

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About Us:

The BPD bunch is a YouTube talk show, featuring a panel of people who are in functional recovery from Borderline Personality Disorder. Each week we discuss BPD-related topics to help give you insights into the different ways BPD can be expressed in someone’s life. We also cover the different paths we followed on our recovery journeys to give you hope and direction for your own ❤️ Thank you for being on this journey of healing with us!

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Disclaimer:

Although several of our panelists work in the mental health field, we are all coming to you as people in functional recovery from BPD, and are not here to provide professional medical advice, diagnosis or treatment.

Join us for a candid discussion on the intersection of Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) and the performing arts. Xannie and Jack sit down with special guests, Pixie and Alice to explore the emotional rollercoaster of creativity, the struggle of maintaining one's identity, and the question that haunts many artists: "Will recovery take away my creativity?" Discover how our guests navigate their artistic journeys while managing the unique challenges that come with BPD. Whether you're living with BPD or supporting someone who is, this episode offers valuable insights and heartfelt conversations. Don't forget to like, subscribe, and hit the notification bell so you won't miss any future discussions!

Find more from Pixie:https://www.witchypixie.com/

Find more from Alice: https://www.alicehyoungpiano.com/

🌟 Love what we do? Your support fuels these important conversations on BPD and mental health. Consider joining our Patreon community to help us continue this valuable work and unlock exclusive content. Every contribution makes a difference! 🌈✨

🔗 Support us on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/thebpdbunch

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About Us:

The BPD bunch is a YouTube talk show, featuring a panel of people who are in functional recovery from Borderline Personality Disorder. Each week we discuss BPD-related topics to help give you insights into the different ways BPD can be expressed in someone’s life. We also cover the different paths we followed on our recovery journeys to give you hope and direction for your own ❤️ Thank you for being on this journey of healing with us!

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Disclaimer:

Although several of our panelists work in the mental health field, we are all coming to you as people in functional recovery from BPD, and are not here to provide professional medical advice, diagnosis or treatment.

Join Xannie, Carys, Jack, Solène, and Darren as they share their personal stories of struggle, resilience, and the lessons learned from navigating work environments while living with BPD. From explosive moments of anger to the challenges of emotional regulation, discover the real-life experiences that many face but few discuss openly. Whether you have BPD or support someone who does, this episode offers valuable insights, encouragement, and a sense of community. Don't miss out—tune in and let’s break the stigma together!

________Chapters:

00:01:12 - Lost my job but gained a BPD Diagnosis - Jack’s Story

00:09:26 - Anger outburst at a client - Solène’s Story

00:19:27 - Medical crisis at work - Xannie’s Story

00:25:16 - Crying in construction - Cary’s Story

00:31:20 - Acting like a person at work - Darren’s Story

00:36:21 - Episode takeaways

00:42:35 - Outro and credits