This Isn't Me

This isn't all of me, yet it's some (more) of me. I share vulnerably through of how I went from living out an abandonment story to discovering that true abandonment only occurs in self-abandon.

The journey involves unlearning people pleasing; hyper-vigilance; negative body-images; emotional loops of anxiety, sexual shame and guilt; and a deeply rooted self limiting belief that I am not enough; taking full responsibility; stepping out of victim mode; and returning to my sovereign being, my authentic Self

. I share, because I care. I invite you to listen to my story, discern what resonates with you, and perhaps allow those reflections to shine a light into your life. I invite those who feel called to explore the guidance I may be able to offer them in future.

Wait, hold on a second; I'm not ready!

Ha! Nice try Veronica, you may never FEEL ready. And guess what? I can choose to act anyway! I can trust, let go and lean into the unknown! I can take small imperfect steps.

This week I share what a self limiting belief is and how they come to be. I discuss the self-limiting belief that, "I'm not ready". I put the thing down, flip it and reverse it. By taking action we embody what we desire!

By DOING it anyway, we become ready! Whenever we CHOOSE to take action, we are ready! I know I AM ready even if I don't FEEL it. Here I am, creating this podcast as living testament.

Hi! Welcome to "This Isn't Me" podcast, I'm Veronica Jayne! In this FIRST episode I share my intention, acknowledging the mess, the mania and the magic!

I commit to sharing what I know NOW and am continuing to learn, with permission to create what feels authentic, taking small imperfect steps and allowing space for endless change. My experiences. My experiments. My truths. (And even they may change!) I’m going to share, because that’s what I know I’m here to do. 

Perhaps you'll give yourself permission to listen with your full heart and an open mind, to take what resonates and holds true for you, and discard the rest.