Tony welcomes Ashlynn Allen to the podcast. Ashlynn shares her journey from fitness influencer to betrayal trauma survivor to empowerment coach and highlights the strength of facing life’s challenges with authenticity and courage. Once part of the very successful “The Betrayed, the Addicted, and the Expert,” Ashlynn’s story as the betrayal played out on the public stage only to surprisingly end in her ex-husband asking her for a divorce. She shares what it took to survive betrayal, navigate a divorce, and find an unexpected new chapter in life. Tony and Ashlynn dive deep into topics such as the messy parts of healing, the importance of vulnerability, and letting go of the need for certainty. Ashlynn also talks about how she found joy in roller skating and built a new relationship despite initial reservations. She also shares a powerful metaphor of how a buffalo weathers a storm. Tune in for this inspiring conversation about resilience, growth, and the power of facing life's storms head-on.

You can learn more about Ashlynn at https://thisisashlynn.com/ or on Instagram @this.isashlynn

00:00 Introduction and Special Guest Announcement

00:15 Ashlyn Allen's Journey: From Fitness Influencer to Empowerment Coach

00:30 Meeting Ashlyn: The Beginning of a Transformative Friendship

00:44 Navigating Betrayal and Personal Growth

00:59 Ashlyn's Coaching Practice and Public Vulnerability

01:12 The Power of Sharing and Finding Joy in Healing

01:31 Deep Dive: Ashlyn's Experience with Betrayal Trauma

01:57 The Challenges and Rewards of Vulnerability

02:35 Tony and Ashlyn Reconnect: Reflecting on Past Collaborations

02:44 Ashlyn's Story: From Betrayal to Empowerment

05:27 The Impact of Public Vulnerability and Social Media

08:49 Therapy, Coaching, and the Journey to Healing

11:50 The Reality of Helping Others Through Personal Experience

13:15 The Emotional Toll of Public Vulnerability

18:08 The End of a Marriage: Acceptance and Growth

22:49 Finding Peace and Moving Forward

25:49 The Power of Surrender and Acceptance

28:28 Navigating Betrayal and Emotional Turmoil

31:40 The Roller Coaster of Healing and Self-Care

36:44 Embracing New Relationships and Personal Growth

42:38 Facing Life's Storms: The Buffalo Story

47:08 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

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Tony explores the complex dynamics of narcissism and emotional immaturity in a special “Holiday Edition” of the “Death By a Thousand Cuts” series. Through stories shared by listeners, Tony delves into how such behaviors can overshadow festive occasions, creating a lingering emotional toll. He also highlights the importance of awareness and growth, encouraging listeners to participate in healthier, more fulfilling holiday traditions. Featuring a unique narrative inspired by 'Twas the Night Before Christmas,' written by Claude AI, this episode sheds light on the subtleties of narcissistic manipulation and control during what are typically hoped to be seen as celebratory times.

00:00 A Twisted Christmas Tale

02:36 Introduction and Welcome

02:52 Announcements and Updates

04:19 Listener Stories: Holiday Struggles

06:39 Story 1: Control and Manipulation

12:12 Story 2: The Christmas Face

16:34 Story 3: The Dream Trip Conflict

20:35 Story 4: Missing Milestones

27:17 Story 5: Passive Aggressive Holidays

34:22 Story 6: Inappropriate Gifts

36:21 Reflections and Closing Thoughts

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If you are interested in joining Tony's private Facebook group for women in narcissistic or emotionally immature relationships of any type, please reach out to him at [email protected] or through the form on the website, HTTP://www.tonyoverbay.com

If you are a man interested in joining Tony's "Emotional Architects" group to learn how to better navigate your relationship with a narcissistic or emotionally immature partner or learn how to become more emotionally mature yourself, please reach out to Tony at [email protected] or through the form on the website, HTTP:www.tonyoverbay.com

Are you tired of the endless pursuit of perfection? Do you question why your self-esteem seems more tied to others' opinions than your own self-worth? In this transformative episode, Tony explores the crucial difference between self-esteem and self-compassion, drawing from Dr. Kristin Neff's groundbreaking research. Through personal experiences and scientific insights, Tony challenges our cultural obsession with self-esteem, revealing why the constant pressure to be "above average" creates an impossible and unhealthy standard for well-being.

Learn how self-compassion offers a more sustainable path to genuine self-acceptance through its three core components: self-kindness, common humanity, and mindfulness. Tony delves into the fascinating neuroscience behind mindfulness practices, explaining how they physically rewire our brains for greater emotional regulation and self-awareness. Drawing from Viktor Frankl's profound insights as a Holocaust survivor and author of "Man's Search for Meaning," Tony illustrates how finding meaning in our struggles can transform our relationship with ourselves and others.

This episode provides both the scientific framework and practical tools needed to develop self-compassion in daily life. Whether you struggle with perfectionism, find yourself caught in comparison traps, or simply want to develop a more stable sense of self-worth, you'll discover why self-compassion offers all the benefits of high self-esteem without its potential downsides. Join Tony as he shares actionable strategies for transforming your relationship with yourself and finding peace in the simple truth that you're not broken - you're human.

00:00 Introduction and Personal Story

01:46 The Therapist's Dilemma: Hope vs. Reality

04:33 Exploring Self-Esteem and Self-Compassion

07:01 The Impact of Comparison and External Validation

11:02 Value-Based Goal Setting and Radical Acceptance

13:08 Parental Support and Secure Attachment

15:25 Listener Insights on Self-Esteem

16:32 Embracing Self-Compassion

23:22 Seeking Validation and Self-Compassion

24:16 Confessions of an Ultramarathoner

26:18 Accepting Mediocrity in Running

29:19 The Power of Self-Compassion

33:25 Mindfulness and Self-Kindness

35:19 A Personal Podcasting Challenge

39:21 Viktor Frankl's Wisdom on Meaning

45:23 The Journey of Self-Compassion

Tony Overbay, LMFT, explores how seemingly minor slights and manipulations in relationships can accumulate to cause significant emotional harm. Welcome to the 8th installment of Waking Up to Narcissism’s “Death by 1,000 Cuts” series. 

In this episode, Tony delves deep into the subtle yet severe world of emotional abuse. Whether you're dealing with a narcissistic partner, emotionally immature family members, or challenging work colleagues, this episode is full of relatable stories and practical advice to help you understand and navigate these treacherous waters. 

Tony shares listener-submitted poems and limericks that perfectly capture the pain and frustration of enduring countless small but stinging slights. He also shares personal anecdotes and listener stories to illustrate how these seemingly minor offenses can pile up, causing significant emotional damage over time. 

Discover invaluable strategies for maintaining your emotional health, such as self-compassion, differentiating yourself emotionally, and setting healthy boundaries. You'll also learn the importance of documenting behavior patterns and trusting your gut feelings to reclaim your reality and foster your healing journey.

Find more from Tony Overbay:

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Stream Riley Hope's song 'Not My Job' and follow her on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/musicbyrileyhope/ 

00:00 Deathbycuts8

07:13 Introduction and Acknowledgements

08:06 Listener Contributions: Poems and Limericks

09:13 Understanding Emotional Cuts in Relationships

09:33 Host Introduction and Podcast Overview

11:36 The Free Throw Analogy: Preparation vs. Real Life

16:44 Applying Relationship Skills in Real Life

24:30 Listener Stories: Death by a Thousand Cuts

31:21 Roommate Frustrations

31:46 Financial Manipulation

32:21 Co-Parenting Conflicts

32:55 Family Event Disruptions

33:43 Emotional Immaturity in Relationships

42:03 Professional Sabotage

45:00 Phone Surveillance

47:08 Achievement Diminishment

48:07 Weaponized Routines

48:45 Financial Manipulation Revisited

50:30 Co-Parenting Undermining

51:09 Recognizing Patterns of Control

54:16 The Importance of Self-Compassion

Tony Overbay, LMFT, explores how seemingly minor slights and manipulations in relationships can accumulate to cause significant emotional harm. Welcome to the 8th installment of Waking Up to Narcissism’s “Death by 1,000 Cuts” series. 

In this episode, Tony delves deep into the subtle yet severe world of emotional abuse. Whether you're dealing with a narcissistic partner, emotionally immature family members, or challenging work colleagues, this episode is full of relatable stories and practical advice to help you understand and navigate these treacherous waters. 

Tony shares listener-submitted poems and limericks that perfectly capture the pain and frustration of enduring countless small but stinging slights. He also shares personal anecdotes and listener stories to illustrate how these seemingly minor offenses can pile up, causing significant emotional damage over time. 

Discover invaluable strategies for maintaining your emotional health, such as self-compassion, differentiating yourself emotionally, and setting healthy boundaries. You'll also learn the importance of documenting behavior patterns and trusting your gut feelings to reclaim your reality and foster your healing journey.

Find more from Tony Overbay:

TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@virtualcouch

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/virtual.couch/

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/tonyoverbaylmft/

Apple Podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-virtual-couch/id1275153998

Website: https://www.tonyoverbay.com/ 

Stream Riley Hope's song 'Not My Job' and follow her on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/musicbyrileyhope/ 

00:00 Introduction and Acknowledgements

00:53 Listener Contributions: Poems and Limericks

02:00 Understanding Emotional Cuts in Relationships

02:20 Host Introduction and Podcast Overview

04:23 The Free Throw Analogy: Preparation vs. Real Life

09:31 Applying Relationship Skills in Real Life

17:16 Listener Stories: Death by a Thousand Cuts

24:31 Roommate Frustrations

24:56 Financial Manipulation

25:31 Co-Parenting Conflicts

26:09 Family Event Disruptions

27:01 Emotional Immaturity in Relationships

35:56 Professional Sabotage

39:22 Phone Surveillance

41:54 Achievement Diminishment

43:02 Weaponized Routines

43:44 Financial Manipulation Revisited

45:57 Co-Parenting Undermining

46:40 Recognizing Patterns of Control

49:53 The Importance of Self-Compassion

Ever wonder why a narcissist seems to feed off your emotional pain? Do you find yourself constantly trying to prove your worth in relationships while the other person maintains the upper hand? Tony Overbay, LMFT, discusses the complexities of narcissistic relationships and emotional immaturity. Tony explores concepts like the false self, the one-up, one-down dynamic, and antagonistic attachment styles in depth. He uncovers how narcissistic traits manifest in relationships, causing deep emotional trauma and affecting whole families. Learn about the destructive patterns of predation, competition, and parasitism in narcissistic behavior from the article “Understanding the Narcissists Antagonisitic Attachment Style” by Julie Hall, creator of “The Narcissist Family Files” https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-narcissist-in-your-life/202107/understanding-the-narcissists-antagonistic-attachment-style Tony shares insights on reclaiming your sense of self by recognizing these unhealthy dynamics. Special thanks to Riley Hope for her song 'Not My Job,' which serves as the show's anthem. You find Riley Hope's "Not My Job" streaming information here: https://linktr.ee/rileyhopematlock

00:00 Introduction and Welcome

00:43 Listener's Question on Narcissism

01:39 Understanding Narcissistic Behavior

04:15 Exploring Narcissistic Relationships

05:26 Antagonistic Attachment Style

15:23 One-Up, One-Down Dynamics

18:56 Real-Life Examples of Narcissistic Patterns

24:17 Introduction to Human Attachment

24:42 Secure vs. Antagonistic Attachment

25:55 Predatory Relationships

29:57 Narcissistic Competition

33:18 Parasitic Dynamics

33:49 Coercion and Control

40:18 The Mask of Narcissism

42:57 The Ripple Effect of Narcissistic Abuse

45:02 Empowerment and Healing

47:54 Conclusion and Next Episode Preview

Are you truly living in alignment with your values, or do the expectations of others shape you? How do you begin to define your own character when emotional immaturity and narcissism are at play in your relationships? In this episode, we dive deep into what it means to build a sense of character and integrity—especially for those who may have spent years putting others’ needs above their own. Through stories, reflection, and therapeutic insight, we’ll explore how a pathologically kind person can break free from people-pleasing patterns and begin to understand their true values and beliefs. 

Discover how character is not only about the values you hold but also what you’re willing to tolerate or excuse in yourself and others. We’ll unpack David Schnarch’s Four Points of Balance to guide you in building a strong, flexible sense of self, showing how true integrity is about standing steady in your own identity, even when external pressures try to sway you. Join us to learn how you can move beyond external validation, live from your core, and start showing up as your authentic self in all your relationships.

You find Riley Hope's "Not My Job" streaming information here: https://linktr.ee/rileyhopematlock

00:00 Introduction and Welcome

00:17 Listener Engagement and Social Media

01:13 Riley Hope's Anthem

01:38 Evander's Story Begins

02:32 The Social Club Dilemma

04:02 Sam's Concerns and Evander's Changes

06:35 Tony's Personal Reflection

11:48 Understanding Integrity and Character

17:51 Tom and Jerry: A Case Study

29:10 Navigating Relationships with Integrity

34:53 Navigating Integrity and Character in Relationships

35:18 Challenges for the Pathologically Kind Person

37:47 Understanding Emotional Immaturity and Narcissism

46:12 Pat and Chris: Real-Life Scenarios

53:31 Breaking Free: Strategies for Pat

01:01:31 Constructing the Crucible for Personal Growth

01:08:46 Final Thoughts on Integrity and Self-Discovery

Tony Overbay, LMFT explores themes of faith journeys, parental expectations, communication, differentiation, and self-discovery through an allegorical story titled 'Off the Beaten Path: Finding Love and Self in a World of Conformity.' The narrative follows a young man named Ansel, who grapples with societal expectations, familial pressures, and his journey toward self-acceptance. Through meaningful encounters and introspection, Ansel learns to embrace his individuality amidst traditional, religious, and cultural norms. This episode also highlights the importance of personal integrity the challenges of navigating faith and family systems, and encourages listeners to explore their unique talents and values. Tony invites the audience to share their stories and questions about their own faith and family journeys for future episodes.

00:00 Welcome and Introduction

01:17 “Not My Job” song by: Riley Hope

02:48 The Power of Writing and Poetry

05:26 Exploring Allegories

06:44 Off the Beaten Path: Ansul's Journey Begins

12:14 Ansul's Struggles and Self-Discovery

16:17 Meeting Maris: A New Connection

17:52 Seeking Guidance: Ansul's Dilemma

18:31 Ansul's Realization and Self-Acceptance

19:00 Building a Relationship with Maris

20:42 Themes of the Allegory: Individuality vs. Conformity

22:32 Exploring Faith and Doubt

22:53 Coming of Age and Self-Discovery

23:30 Truth, Knowledge, and Intergenerational Expectations

25:34 Curiosity, Love, and Acceptance

26:38 Personal Growth Through Discomfort

27:19 Diversity of Thought and Self-Acceptance

29:24 Navigating Difficult Journeys of Faith and Family

31:00 Encouragement for Personal Growth and Authenticity

33:02 Conclusion and Call to Action

If you are interested in joining Tony's private Facebook group for women in narcissistic or emotionally immature relationships of any type, please reach out to him at [email protected] or through the form on the website, HTTP://www.tonyoverbay.com

If you are a man interested in joining Tony's "Emotional Architects" group to learn how to better navigate your relationship with a narcissistic or emotionally immature partner or learn how to become more emotionally mature yourself, please reach out to Tony at [email protected] or through the form on the website, HTTP:www.tonyoverbay.com

Tony Overbay, LMFT, discusses the potentially harmful effects of an article titled “What Is Disarming A Narcissist? 12 Simple Ways To Do So” (https://tinyurl.com/2u8d7sjb) that oversimplifies interactions with narcissists. He distinguishes between Narcissistic Personality Disorder and the broader spectrum of emotional immaturity, emphasizing the small percentage of diagnosed cases of narcissistic personality disorder. Tony critiques the casual and inflated use of the term 'narcissist' and clarifies that real narcissism and emotional immaturity come with significant implications in relationships. He breaks down the common traits of emotional immaturity, such as anger management issues and lack of accountability, and stresses the need to understand one's emotional maturity level. Tony also passionately refutes a technique involving empathy as a means to reach narcissists, highlighting its ineffectiveness and potential harm. This episode provides invaluable insights into protecting oneself from narcissistic abuse, the importance of setting healthy boundaries, and the journey toward emotional growth.

00:00 Introduction to Narcissism and Emotional Immaturity

01:44 Understanding Emotional Immaturity

05:49 The Spectrum of Emotional Maturity

06:55 A Personal Anecdote on Emotional Maturity

11:07 Exploring Empathy and Narcissism

15:45 Critique of Simplistic Solutions for Narcissism

18:52 The Complexity of Narcissistic Relationships

22:55 Ineffective Communication Strategies with Narcissists

25:42 Understanding Narcissistic Supply

27:03 Disarming a Narcissist: Tips and Challenges

29:39 The Complexity of Empathy with Narcissists

33:57 The Path to Differentiation and Self-Care

46:54 Concluding Thoughts on Narcissism

If you are interested in joining Tony's private Facebook group for women in narcissistic or emotionally immature relationships of any type, please reach out to him at [email protected] or through the form on the website, HTTP://www.tonyoverbay.com

If you are a man interested in joining Tony's "Emotional Architects" group to learn how to better navigate your relationship with a narcissistic or emotionally immature partner or learn how to become more emotionally mature yourself, please reach out to Tony at [email protected] or through the form on the website, HTTP:www.tonyoverbay.com

Have you ever opened up to someone, only to have your vulnerability used against you? In this episode of Waking Up to Narcissism, we introduce the concept of the “attack surface”—that uncomfortable dynamic where emotionally immature or narcissistic partners turn your honesty into their weapon of control. We’ll also explore how this need for control originates from emotional immaturity, dive into the origin story of our deep-seated fear of abandonment, and discuss practical ways to develop your emotional maturity. From separating observations from judgments to the 4 Points of Balance in differentiation, this episode offers tools to help you confront unresolved personal issues in relationships with integrity and create healthier, more connected interactions.

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00:00 Introduction and Welcome

00:18 Speaking Engagements and Personal Anecdotes

03:13 The Concept of Attack Surface

11:36 Real-Life Example: Alex and Taylor

15:03 Understanding Emotional Immaturity

22:39 Control as a Defense Mechanism

26:57 Origins of Fear and Emotional Abandonment

28:02 Example Scenario: Jamie and Sam

29:09 Sam's Fear and Defensive Reactions

31:00 The Impact of Emotional Immaturity

38:21 Observations vs. Judgments

42:08 Developing Emotional Maturity

45:22 The Four Points of Balance

49:55 Confronting Personal Issues with Integrity

If you are interested in joining Tony's private Facebook group for women in narcissistic or emotionally immature relationships of any type, please reach out to him at [email protected] or through the form on the website, HTTP://www.tonyoverbay.com

If you are a man interested in joining Tony's "Emotional Architects" group to learn how to better navigate your relationship with a narcissistic or emotionally immature partner or learn how to become more emotionally mature yourself, please reach out to Tony at [email protected] or through the form on the website, HTTP:www.tonyoverbay.com