Dimming The Gaslight: Our Healing Journey From Narcissistic Abuse

Dimming The Gaslight: Our Healing Journey From Narcissistic Abuse

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Dimming The Gaslight: Our Healing Journey From Narcissistic Abuse episodes

  • Episode 47: Interview with Matt Pfifer (@MatthewLPfifer on IG)

    Episode 47 welcomes in an absolutly exciting guest: @matthewlphifer ! Matt is on the show to talk about exiting a relationship with a narcissist, how to create boundaries, and how to pick up the pieces and move on!

    If you'd like to be part of the show, please email me at [email protected]. 


    Dimming The Gaslight is available on: 

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    Follow me!

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    Twitter: @DimmingGaslight

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Please donate if you can to my GoFundMe!⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠


    Enjoy Matt’s Episode!


    DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist. 


    53 min
  • Episode 46: I Need Your Help!

    Hi everyone! I have a favor to ask. Please listen to this episode. Help me get my kids back! 

    If you'd like to be part of the show, please email me at [email protected]. 


    Dimming The Gaslight is available on: 

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    Follow me!

    Instagram: @Dimming_The_Gaslight

    TikTok: @Dimming_The_Gaslight

    Twitter: @DimmingGaslight

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Please donate if you can to my GoFundMe!⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠


    Enjoy Episode 46!


    DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist. 

    12 min
  • Episode 45: Interview with Trey (@iwaslikeyo_trey on TikTok and IG)

    I’ve been following Trey’s content for a while and I decided to reach out. His approach to his viral TikTok and IG videos feel so personal, but many of us don’t know his story. So I invited him on the podcast just for that reason. Also, he has a coaching course called “Breaking Free From Rumination: How to Reclaim Peace & Clarity after Narcissistic Abuse”. You can go to [email protected]. He also has a book available on Amazon called “The Wellness Wheel Journal: A Journey to a Balanced You.” All his resources can be found on the link in his bio on all platforms.

    Dimming The Gaslight is available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and Amazon Music! If you'd like to be part of the show, please email me at [email protected]. Don't forget to follow me on Instagram and TikTok at Dimming_The_Gaslight. And please don't forget to rate, REVIEW and subscribe. 

    Enjoy Trey’s Episode!

    1 hr 7 min
  • Episode 44: Interview with Arlene (@empath_glowup on IG)

    My guest this week is a page I’ve been following for quite a while - @empath_glowup. Arlene and I have a great conversation about her love bombing, devaluing, and discard stages in her relationship. And my personal favorite part - we share nearly identical stories that show just how text book these narcissists are!


    If you'd like to be part of the show, please email me at [email protected] 


    Dimming The Gaslight is available on: ⁠ 

    ⁠Apple Podcasts⁠

    ⁠⁠Spotify⁠

    ⁠Amazon⁠

    ⁠And everywhere else podcasts can be heard! 


    Follow me!

    Instagram: ⁠@Dimming_The_Gaslight⁠

    TikTok: ⁠@Dimming_The_Gaslight⁠

    Twitter: ⁠@DimmingGaslight⁠

    Please donate if you can to my ⁠GoFundMe⁠! 

    Enjoy Arlene's Episode!


    DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist. 

    59 min
  • Episode 43: Reunion with my Children after 59 days + An Interview with Narc Abuse Therapist (@vanessareiser on IG and TikTok)

    I finally saw my children for the first time in 59 days. I detail how it went, and I also have a special guest! Vanessa Reiser is a therapist that specializes in narcissistic abuse recovery. She has run across NJ & NY in a wedding dress for narc abuse awareness! We talk about a range of topics including her personal experience, how she coaches people through their trauma, and some interesting thoughts on how to help children from being gaslit!


    If you would like to be a part of the show, please email me at [email protected]


    Dimming The Gaslight is available on: ⁠ 

    ⁠⁠Apple Podcasts⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠Spotify⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠Amazon⁠⁠

    ⁠And everywhere else podcasts can be heard! 


    Follow me!

    Instagram: ⁠⁠@Dimming_The_Gaslight⁠⁠

    TikTok: ⁠⁠@Dimming_The_Gaslight⁠⁠

    Twitter: ⁠⁠@DimmingGaslight⁠⁠

    Please donate if you can to my ⁠⁠GoFundMe⁠⁠! 


    Enjoy Episode 43!


    DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist. 



    58 min
  • Episode 42: My DV Trial Day 1 Recap
    Today was the trail for my initial restraining order. Want to know how it went? Check out the episode! 
    If you would like to be a part of the show, please email me at [email protected]
    Dimming The Gaslight is available on: ⁠ 
    ⁠⁠⁠Apple Podcasts⁠⁠⁠
    ⁠⁠⁠⁠Spotify⁠⁠⁠
    ⁠⁠⁠Amazon⁠⁠⁠
    ⁠And everywhere else podcasts can be heard! 
    Follow me!
    Instagram: ⁠⁠⁠@Dimming_The_Gaslight⁠⁠⁠
    TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠@Dimming_The_Gaslight⁠⁠⁠
    Twitter: ⁠⁠⁠@DimmingGaslight⁠⁠⁠
    Please donate if you can to my ⁠⁠⁠GoFundMe⁠⁠⁠! 
    Enjoy Episode 42!
    DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist.
    27 min
  • Episode 41: What I’ve Learned In the Past Year on the One Year Anniversary Since I Left My Home

    It's been one year since I left my home, so I think it's only right that I do a reflection episode about everything that has happened and all I've learned. I talk about personal stories, all I've learned, and coping techniques that are applicable for everyone's healing journey.


    If you would like to be a part of the show, please email me at [email protected]


    Dimming The Gaslight is available on: ⁠ 

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠Apple Podcasts⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Spotify⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠Amazon⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠And everywhere else podcasts can be heard! 


    Follow me!

    Instagram: ⁠⁠⁠⁠@Dimming_The_Gaslight⁠⁠⁠⁠

    TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠@Dimming_The_Gaslight⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Twitter: ⁠⁠⁠⁠@DimmingGaslight⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Please donate if you can to my ⁠⁠⁠⁠GoFundMe⁠⁠⁠⁠! 


    Enjoy Episode 41!


    DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist. 


    41 min
  • Episode 40: Interview With Phil from "Surviving The Covert Narcissist" Podcast

    I've been waiting a long, long time for this episode! My guest this week is one of my closest friends: Phil from the “Surviving The Covert Narcissist” Podcast! Phil is the the reason I started this podcast, and we tell you how we connected, what books we read for recovery, and crack jokes the whole time that I’m sure you’ll love!


    If you would like to be a part of the show, please email me at [email protected]


    Dimming The Gaslight is available on: ⁠ 

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Apple Podcasts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Spotify⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Amazon⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠And everywhere else podcasts can be heard! 


    Follow me!

    Instagram: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠@Dimming_The_Gaslight⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠@Dimming_The_Gaslight⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Twitter: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠@DimmingGaslight⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Please donate if you can to my ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠GoFundMe⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠! 


    Enjoy Phil’s episode!


    DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist. 


    58 min
  • Episode 39: Part II of an Interview With a Self Aware Narcissist named Tessa (@spirit.narc on IG and TikTok)

    A self aware narcissist named Tessa is back for Part 2 of an interview about how a narcissist operates in the world. We cover specifically about my present situation. We talk about what happens when you mess with a narcissist’s ego. And even her boyfriend joins the show to talk about things from his perspective!

    If you would like to be a part of the show, please email me at [email protected]


    Dimming The Gaslight is available on: ⁠ 

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Apple Podcasts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Spotify⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Amazon⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠And everywhere else podcasts can be heard! 


    Follow me!

    Instagram: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠@Dimming_The_Gaslight⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠@Dimming_The_Gaslight⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Twitter: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠@DimmingGaslight⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Please donate if you can to my ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠GoFundMe⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠! 


    Enjoy Part II of Tessa's episode!


    DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist. 



    1 hr 11 min
  • Episode 38: Part I of An interview with a Self Aware Narcissist named Tessa (@spirit.narc on IG and TikTok)

    This is Part I of a two part series of an interview I did with a self aware Narcissist named Tessa. She breaks down for us how she was diagnosed with NPD, some of her actions and feelings that she has in particular scenarios, and even answers some questions from the listeners from an Instagram post I did.


    If you would like to be a part of the show, please email me at [email protected]


    Dimming The Gaslight is available on: ⁠ 

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Apple Podcasts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Spotify⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Amazon⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠And everywhere else podcasts can be heard! 


    Follow me!

    Instagram: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠@Dimming_The_Gaslight⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠@Dimming_The_Gaslight⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Twitter: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠@DimmingGaslight⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Please donate if you can to my ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠GoFundMe⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠! 


    Enjoy Part I of Tessa's episode!


    DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist. 

    1 hr 21 min

About Dimming The Gaslight: Our Healing Journey From Narcissistic Abuse

From the publisher's feed

Welcome to Dimming The Gaslight! I'm Mac—a male survivor of Narcissistic Abuse. I’m documenting my real-time war divorcing a female narcissist, fighting for my kids, and surviving the U.S. family court system.

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