Dimming The Gaslight: Our Healing Journey From Narcissistic Abuse

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Dimming The Gaslight: Our Healing Journey From Narcissistic Abuse episodes

October 02, 2022 Episode 37: Interview with Kevin (@thekevinhastings on IG)
Episode 37 welcomes in my guest Kevin, who has a great story to tell. Kevin breaks down for us his relationship with a narcissist who introduced him to her daughter after only three weeks, picked a fight with him in his driveway at 4 in the morning, and a shocking revelation he had regarding his own family!
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DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist.

1 hr 6 min
September 22, 2022 Episode 36: My NEx Opened a NEW Restraining Order Against Me and Initial Court Hearing
I thought the end of my divorce was approaching, but instead, my NEx has filed a brand new restraining order on me. Now, I'm back at the start. I go over the events that took place prior to the TRO, both of our versions of events, and the first court hearing to discuss the allegations.
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Enjoy episode 36!
DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist.
43 min
September 18, 2022 Episode 35: "Where are they now?" Follow-up With Giselle from Episode 5 (you.are.better.now on IG)
Who doesn't love a good "Where are they now?" My very first guest on this podcast was Giselle, and she's back to give us an update on what's been going on in her life since she did the podcast. She talks about what her new dating life is like, the triggers she still experiences from her prior narcissistic relationship, and a realization that she came to recently that is sure to make you smile!

If you would like to be a part of the show, please email me at [email protected]

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Welcome back Giselle!

DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist.

33 min
September 11, 2022 Episode 34: Parental Narcissistic Abuse With Noor
All the way back on episode 4 of this podcast, I told you guys about how I confided in friends about my discovery about narcissism, and I told you I had a friend who told me their caregivers were narcissists. Then, I had my best friend Moe on the show. Well now, I have Moe's wife Noor here to tell us about her experience. Noor goes into great detail about the devaluing and manipulation, and even how her caregivers lead to Noor's family being homeless!
If you would like to be a part of the show, please email me at [email protected]

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Enjoy Noor's story!

DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist.

1 hr 29 min
September 07, 2022 Episode 33 BONUS: Caught my NEx in a lie with the kids!
On last episode, I told a story about how I didn't want my son playing football. Well, sometimes desperate times call for desperate measures! Check out this bonus episode!

If you would like to be a part of the show, please email me at [email protected]

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Enjoy this bonus episode!

DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist.
8 min
September 04, 2022 Episode 33: I'm Back After a Month Long Break From Doing The Pod!
I'm back after a month long hiatus, and I missed you guys so much! In this episode, I talk about my future vision for this podcast and where I want it to go with it. I also talk about what has been going on with my NEx and her ongoing shenanigans. And a story about a narcissist getting their justice which I think you will find fulfilling!
If you would like to be a part of the show, please email me at [email protected]

Dimming The Gaslight is available on: ⁠
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I missed you all! Glad to be back!

DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist.
36 min
August 07, 2022 Episode 32: Mediation Fallout
Episode 32 is another solo episode with some mediation settlement fallout! I was physically attacked by the NEx’s flying monkey in front of my children! I recap my first overnight visit with the kids, and give you an update about how the NEx wants to pull out of the settlement now that she knows she lost!

If you would like to be a part of the show, please email me at [email protected]

Dimming The Gaslight is available on: ⁠
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Enjoy Episode 32!

DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist.
35 min
July 31, 2022 Episode 31: Mediation and Settlement!!!!!
Episode 31 is a solo episode where I take you through my first ever mediation, not expecting it to work, and leaving with a mind blowing victory!

If you would like to be a part of the show, please email me at [email protected]

Dimming The Gaslight is available on: ⁠
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Enjoy Episode 31!

DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist.

45 min
July 24, 2022 Episode 30: Rebecca Talks About Why We Stay In An Abusive Relationship
30 Episodes deep! Crazy! Another friend of mine called me recently who has never been in a narcissistically abusive relationship angry that we just don’t leave! So Rebecca is still in her relationship and covers in detail the stages of her trauma bonding, what makes her stay, and even how her car got shot at when her narcissistic husband made some awful decisions!
If you would like to be a part of the show, please email me at [email protected]

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Enjoy Rebecca's story!

DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist.

1 hr 2 min
July 17, 2022 Episode 29: Interview With Licensed Therapist specializing in Narc Abuse Recovery Chelsey Brooke Cole (@chelseybrookecole on IG)
Dimming The Gaslight Podcast welcomes in a special guest this week, Chelsey Brooke Cole (@chelseybrookecole on IG)! Chelsey is a licensed therapist that specializes in all things Narcissistic Abuse. We focus on recovery post narc abuse and cover a range of topics. We talk about statistics associated with the amount of people effected by narc abuse, the psychical and emotional effects, and great landmarks for how you know you're on the road to recovery.

If you would like to be a part of the show, please email me at [email protected]

Dimming The Gaslight is available on: ⁠
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Enjoy Episode 29!

DISCLAIMER: Our lawyers say we need this disclaimer. So, Dimming The Gaslight is based entirely on true events, except for the shit we totally made up. Names, locations, and other identifying characteristics have been altered. If you think we’re talking about you in this podcast, newsflash: you are the narcissist.

45 min

About Dimming The Gaslight: Our Healing Journey From Narcissistic Abuse

From the publisher's feed

Welcome to Dimming The Gaslight! I'm Mac—a male survivor of Narcissistic Abuse. I’m documenting my real-time war divorcing a female narcissist, fighting for my kids, and surviving the U.S. family court system.