A year ago today, Justin and I got kicked off a flight, and what could have been a total meltdown moment turned into one of the biggest relationship lessons of my life. Over pints in the Amsterdam airport, I realized I’d been carrying the same fear in new clothing and it was quietly robbing me of experiencing the love I already had in my relationship.

In this episode, I share the full story and the mind-shattering epiphany that cracked me open: why trying to control your partner’s future resentment (or cheating, or rejection) only keeps you stuck, and how softening, trusting, and letting yourself be supported can actually transform your relationship.

This episode is for you if:

* You find yourself bracing for impact instead of enjoying the present.

* Money, resentment, or “what if” fears creep into your love life.

* You tend to control, fix, or over-function to feel safe.

* You’re ready to experience what happens when you stop gripping and let yourself be held.

This isn’t just a travel story, it’s how you can stop letting fear control your relationship and finally feel the safety and joy you’ve been craving.

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