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In this episode, I speak with Kazami Sensei, one of Japan’s most respected figures in shibari and the founder of Kazami-ryu. Over a career spanning more than thirty years, he has performed and taught extensively throughout Japan and internationally, with certified schools now operating in Australia, Canada, and Hong Kong.

In our conversation, Kazami Sensei reflects on his early years of self-teaching, drawing inspiration from the late master Randa Mai, and how his own style gradually developed into what is now known as Kazami-ryu. He shares how shibari has evolved over the decades, what continues to drive his innovation, and the philosophy that keeps his practice alive after thousands of performances.

We talked about:

• How he creates such emotionally alive performances without rehearsing
• What he’s really focused on while performing (it’s not just technique)
• The evolution of shibari across three decades — from VHS tapes to global schools
• The story behind his signature L-locks and how Kazami-ryu developed
• Why his ties are always changing and improving
• How riggers can bring out their model’s beauty through awareness and intention
• And yes, the unforgettable story of the time a rope actually caught fire mid-performance 🔥

Mentioned in this episode:

Photos of his performance at the Cabaret can be found on instagram. Follow @evilgirls.hq, @miss_gen_does_rope or @das_puppy. 

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You can also follow Kazami Sensei @kazamiranki_shibari

Learn more:

If you’re interested in learning Kazami-ryu, visit kazami-ryu.com for links to schools across the world. 

If you're based in Australia or New Zealand, you can study Kazami-ryu through Miss Gen. Visit evilgirlshq.com.au

xx Harley 🐰

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Why does pain sometimes feel so damn good? And what actually makes a scene hot instead of just… well, hurt?

In this episode, I’m diving deep into the delicious world of sadism and masochism — and the three ingredients that make it work: power, attention, and surrender.

I just got back from Brisbane, where I got to do another rope scene with Deadmaxis (and yes, I asked him to show me a bit more of his mean side 😈). I also went to Miss Gen’s 10-year shibari anniversary cabaret, which was honestly breathtaking. Seeing those performances — including one by Kazami Ranki himself — gave me so much to think (and feel!) about when it comes to the psychology of pain and kink.

In this episode, I share what I discovered about:

• Why power and vulnerability create such intense erotic charge.
• How attention — not just pain — is the secret sauce behind hot S&M.
• What surrender really feels like and what makes it possible.
• Why teasing, torment, and fear can actually feel incredible.

If you’ve ever wondered how S&M can feel loving, connected, and insanely sexy all at once — this one’s for you.

Mentioned in this Episode

Deadmaxis - follow on Intragram @_deadmaxis

xx Harley 🐰

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This week I’m joined once again by my partner, rigger, and Dom — Slade — as we unpack our recent experience completing Kazami-Ryu Level 1, a three-day Shibari intensive right here in Townsville.

Together we share what it was really like to dive into formal rope training — the challenges, the breakthroughs, and the lessons learned from both sides of the rope.

We explore:

• Slade's lessons in persistence as an aspiring rigger 
• Harley's insights on how mindset can have a major effect on pain tolerance
• The difference between playful rope and “lab-mode” learning
• How rope journaling can be a creative way to integrate learning
• When to upgrade your rope
• Navigating comparison and confidence in group learning
• The importance of having fun and being a supportive partner

This one feels like you’re sitting down with us for a casual chat about rope over a few drinks. Neither of us are experts — but sometimes that makes the experience even more relatable for those who are also new to this world.

From bleeding fingers and proud time-trials to unexpected moments of calm and connection, this episode is both an inside look at structured rope education and a love letter to the art of learning together.

Special thanks to Basanos and Angel for bringing their amazing skills and tuition to our little town!

xx Harley 🐰

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We did it! Turns Out I’m Into It has officially hit 100 episodes. 

This week isn’t just about celebrating the podcast milestone, it’s about celebrating you and everything you’ve achieved in your kinky journey so far. From building the courage to reach out to new partners, to finding your voice around desires and boundaries, to embracing your kinks without shame—these are massive wins, and today we’re raising a glass (or a cup of tea, in my case) to every step you’ve taken.

In this episode, I share:

• Highlights and behind-the-scenes moments from 100 episode.
• The hardest episode I ever recorded (and why it mattered so much)
• The most popular episodes to date—including the one about blowjobs that has now had 4,000+ plays 😉
• My reflections on how the show has grown, how I’ve grown, and where we’re heading next

And of course, I’ll invite you to take a moment to celebrate yourself—whether that means a fancy coffee, a cheeky night out, or yes, maybe even some dirty fun!

Thank you for being here, for listening, and for being part of this community. Here’s to the next 100!

Mentioned in this epsiode:

#32: Extreme Scenes - Understanding Abduction Play with Cruciator

#49: How to Give INSANE Blowjobs - Even if you Can't D********t

#54: I Had a Bad Experience - This is What Happened

#67: My Schoolgirl Fantasy - Exploring Middlespace

#80  Rope Mastery & Mind Games: A Shibari Masterclass - with Miss Gen

#87: The Love Language of Rope - with Deadmaxis and Aura Grey

#93: Harley Gets Schooled in Dirty Talk - A Masterclass with Sam Charles

xx Harley 🐰

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When most people hear roleplay, they instantly cringe. They think of awkward classroom exercises, bad accents, or being forced to improvise lines in front of other people. No wonder it feels intimidating in the bedroom!

But roleplay doesn’t have to be awkward or over the top. In this episode, I share how to make roleplay simple, sexy, and fun—without needing costumes, scripts, or a Broadway-level performance.

I’ll walk you through:

• Why roleplay isn’t about “faking it”—it’s about giving your hidden selves permission to take the lead
• Easy components (like collars, boots, glasses, or positions) that can spark whole fantasies
• How to use mini-scenes (short, playful roleplays that last just a few minutes) to take the pressure off
• Why solo roleplay can be an amazing way to explore on your own, no judgment required

By the end of this episode, you’ll have plenty of ideas to bring a little fantasy into your sex life in ways that feel authentic and playful—without all the cringe.

Prompts to Explore

• How do you feel about roleplay right now—excited, nervous, silly, curious?
• What hidden selves could you lean into?
• What’s one simple component (a prop, a position, or a mood shift) that you’d like to try?
• Can you imagine a short mini-scene, either with a partner or solo, that feels fun or intriguing?

If you enjoy the episode, a 5-star rating really helps more people discover the show. And if you’d like to see a more personal side of me, DM me (@harley_rabbit) the word “playful” on Instagram and I’ll add you to my Close Friends group.

Further Listening:

#28: Sleep Play - The Gateway Kink to CNC? 

#90: Behind the Mask - A Deep Dive into Pony Play with Rapidash 

xx Harley 🐰

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In last week’s episode, I talked about the “kink police” — the people who project their authority onto others and try to dictate how kink “should” be done. This week, I want to explore a different kind of projection: when people put their fears onto your choices.

Agency in kink is usually talked about in terms of safety — boundaries, consent, protecting ourselves. And that’s vital. But agency is more than just the right to say no. It’s also the right to say yes to risks that matter to you.

Here’s what I cover in this episode:

• Why agency isn’t just about safety, but also about the right to risk.
• How society celebrates risk in sports and travel, but shames it in sex.
• My personal story of doing a rope-in-water scene despite warnings.
• What I learned from Cruciator about scenes without safe words.
• Why safe words are tools, not substitutes for attunement and connection.

I’d love for you to reflect: What does agency mean to you? Where’s your line between whats ok and not ok in kink? And do you think we sometimes rely too much on safe words?

🔗 Don’t forget to take part in my listener survey (link in the show notes). Your feedback helps me keep shaping this podcast for your journey.

Further Listening

• #94: Seduced by Fear: Cruciator on the Dark Side of Desire
• #91: The Single Most Important Skill in Kink (episode about attunement)
• #33: Tied up in a Pool - Not What I Expected!
• #32: Extreme Scenes - Understanding Abduction Play with Cruciator

xx Harley 🐰

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Ever met someone in the kink scene who acts like they invented BDSM? Yeah… those are the kink police. 🙄 In this episode, I’m breaking down elitism, rope snobbery, and why anyone telling you there’s a “right” way to do kink is full of it.

We’ll talk about:

• Why your kinky journey is 100% your own
• The difference between confidence and ego
• How to spot predators who isolate newbies (major red flag alert!)
• And why rolling your eyes at gatekeepers is totally valid

Whether you’re brand new or a seasoned kinkster, this episode is here to remind you: you are the authority on your own kink.

🪢 Want to level up your rope skills? I’m hosting a Kazami-Ryu Shibari intensive in Townsville this October! Only 3 tickets left and early bird pricing ends this Sunday. Grab your spot through this link. Or find the Fetlife event here. 

📝 Take my listener survey! I want to know more about you—your interests, your kink journey, and what you love about this podcast. It only takes a few minutes and helps me make even better episodes for you. Click the survey link here. 

xx Harley 🐰

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This week, I’m taking you behind the scenes of my journey — from being a guitar-obsessed, heavy metal teenager to chasing a music career, and eventually finding my way into sexology. On paper, those two worlds couldn’t be more different… but in this episode, I share why they’re deeply connected for me.

I talk about the moments that made music feel like my safe place, the way eroticism reaches the same deep, hidden parts of us, and how both music and sex have taught me about connection, vulnerability, and being truly seen.

It’s a personal one, and I think it might help you understand a bit more about who I am and why I do what I do.

Plus, I’ve got a special request: 

I want to know more about YOU. We’re coming up to 100 episodes, and your feedback will help shape the next 100. It’s quick, fun, and an it would mean the world to me. 🙏

Here's the survey link!

xx Harley 🐰

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Ever wondered what makes a great flogger—and how to actually use one?

In this episode of Turns Out I’m Into It, I’m joined by local kink maker Chainwire, the man behind Hurty World’s handcrafted floggers, to explore the artistry, technique, and sensation behind one of kink’s most versatile toys.

We dive into:

• The craftsmanship of floggers—from leather selection to balance and weight
• What to look for when buying a flogger
• Techniques for play: thuddy vs stingy, warm-up vs intensity, and creating those delicious “waves” in a scene
• How to read your partner’s cues (both verbal and nonverbal)
• Cleaning, storage, and why you probably need more than one flogger in your kit
• Sensory play, aftercare, and building intimacy through impact

Whether you’re brand new to impact play or looking to refine your technique, this episode is packed with practical advice and hot tips to level up your flogging game.

Where to find Chainwire:

• Hurty World (Fetlife)
• Hurty World at Brisbane’s Four Seasons Markets

Play safe, have fun, and stay curious!

xx Harley 🐰

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Welcome to Turns Out I’m Into It. In this unforgettable episode, I’m joined by special guest Cruciator to explore one of the kink world’s most taboo topics: fear play.

Cruciator has been active in the BDSM community since 1992 and is the owner of Fetlife’s Fear Play group. With decades of experience conducting high-intensity scenes—including multi-day abductions—he brings a grounded, thoughtful approach to a kink that is often misunderstood. He’s also a seasoned educator, offering in-depth online classes on the psychology, technique, and safety of fear play.

We explore:

• Why fear can be intensely erotic—and even healing
• The altered states and flow experiences fear play can evoke
• The arc of a scene: from immersion to cathartic release
• The neuroscience of subspace 
• How to evoke realism in long-term dynamics
• How tops manage responsibility, subtle cues, and emotional safety
• Why cultural fear of dark fantasies causes more harm than the desires themselves

🎓 Want to explore further?
Cruciator is offering an online class on fear play in August—designed for tops, bottoms, and anyone curious to go deeper. You can find the Fetlife event here. Tickets are available through Eventbrite here. I’ll be attending too.

You can also find Cruciator's Extreme Scenes Protocol here, as well as more information on his negotiation word. 

📚 Book Recommendation: The Lover’s Pinch – a fascinating history of BDSM across cultures and eras.

🎧 Whether you’re fear-curious or simply fascinated by the deeper psychological layers of kink, this is one of my favorite conversations on the podcast so far!

xx Harley 🐰

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