Food Shrinks

In this raw and courageous conversation, Molly C, Molly P, and Clarissa shine a light on one of the most hidden and stigmatized struggles in eating disorder recovery: laxative abuse. What begins as a listener request turns into a deeply personal and honest discussion about secrecy, shame, and the painful realities of this often-overlooked behavior. Clarissa shares her lived experience of recovery—what it took to stop, how her body responded, and the emotional toll of trying to heal without compassionate support. Together, the Food Shrinks explore the intersections of addiction, distress tolerance, body image, and the grace-filled moments that can spark change. This episode dismantles stigma, validates lived experience, and reminds listeners that they are not alone. Recovery is possible, even when it feels messy, uncomfortable, or overwhelming. _____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Key Themes: • Why laxative abuse is rarely discussed—and why it must be. • How secrecy, shame, and medical misunderstanding keep people trapped. • The brutal reality of recovery: water retention, discomfort, and the patience it requires. • Grace as a catalyst for change—and how to act on those fleeting moments. • The power of telling the "uncomfortable" stories and finding compassion in the shadows. _______________________________________________________________________________________________________

Takeaways: • You're not alone: Many people struggle in silence with behaviors that feel too shameful to name. • Recovery is worth it: While challenging, the body and spirit can heal with time, support, and persistence. • Grace is real: Sometimes the smallest, quietest voice inside us says "enough"—and that moment can be life-saving. • Hard conversations matter: Talking about the dark, messy realities creates space for healing and connection. 👉 Have a question or a topic you'd like the Food Shrinks to discuss? Email us at [email protected] The content of our show is educational only. It does not supplement or supersede your healthcare provider's professional relationship and direction. Always seek the advice of your physician or other qualified mental health providers with any questions you may have regarding a medical condition, substance use disorder, or mental health concern.

What happens when getting sick stirs up shame, fear, and old recovery patterns? In this vulnerable and heartfelt episode, Molly, Molly, and Clarissa open up about how illness collides with productivity, worthiness, and the deep-seated belief that saying "no" makes us unlovable. From midnight panic at a friend's house to pushing through vacations with fevers, the Food Shrinks get honest about how hard it is to prioritize rest—and how powerful it is when we finally give ourselves permission.

Through personal stories and raw reflection, they explore: • Why illness can feel so personal and shameful, even years into recovery. • The tug-of-war between people-pleasing and self-care. • How childhood invalidation around sickness echoes into adulthood. • Practical ways to practice grace, compassion, and trust when your body demands rest.

This episode is equal parts funny, relatable, and deeply validating for anyone who's ever felt guilty about slowing down. Spoiler: your worth is not tied to productivity, and you are lovable—even in bed with the flu.

Takeaways: • Small choices (like saying "no" to plans while sick) can be huge wins in recovery. • Self-compassion often means taking the advice you'd give a friend. • Old stories about being "too much" or "a burden" may resurface when we're ill—and that's where healing work lives. • Rest isn't weakness; it's resistance to burnout and a radical act of self-love.

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In this raw, unfiltered episode of Food Shrinks, Molly Carmel, Clarissa Kennedy, and Molly Painschab dive deep into the experience of chronic invalidation—how it shapes us in childhood, follows us into adulthood, and can even show up in professional settings where we expect safety and support.

The conversation starts with a reflection on how easy it is to compare our insides to others' outsides when we're struggling, then moves into a powerful exploration of what chronic invalidation really is: having your emotions minimized, dismissed, or shut down repeatedly until you learn to hide them for safety. The trio unpacks how this often leads to people-pleasing, disconnection from feelings, and even attracting relationships that repeat those early patterns.

Molly P. shares a deeply personal and recent story of seeking medical treatment for depression and anxiety—only to be met with invalidating, oversimplified advice from a provider. Together, the hosts dissect why such "just love yourself" and "befriend your depression" comments can be not only unhelpful but harmful, especially for people with trauma histories. They discuss the power dynamics at play, the nervous system's response to speaking up, and the difference between spiritual bypassing and genuine therapeutic support.

Listeners will walk away with:

• A clear understanding of what chronic invalidation is and how to spot it.
• Why "always" and "never" statements are red flags.
• How invalidation can masquerade as help, even from professionals.
• The importance of repair in relationships and why healing doesn't happen in isolation.
• The reminder that you're not broken—you just need support to live life on life's terms.

If you've ever walked away from a conversation or appointment feeling unseen, minimized, or "made the problem," this episode will help you name that experience and begin reclaiming your voice.

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In this powerful listener-inspired episode, Molly Carmel, Clarissa Kennedy, and Molly Painschab dive deep into one of the most confusing questions in recovery: Is it food addiction, or am I just addicted to dieting? This compassionate and nuanced conversation explores how perfectionism, purity culture, trauma, and diet dogma can cloud our recovery journey—and how to find the middle way that truly supports freedom and healing.

In This Episode:

🧠A heartfelt listener email sparks a raw discussion on chronic relapse, self-doubt, and quasi-recovery

🧠The difference between being addicted to dieting vs. addicted to ultra-processed food

🧠How shame, perfectionism, and moral purity culture sneak into recovery

🧠Why self-determined recovery looks different for everyone—and why that's a good thing

🧠The danger of idealizing helpers and the importance of working with professionals who've done their own shadow work

🧠Practical tools for navigating all-or-nothing thinking, "doing it right" pressure, and bouncing between restriction and chaos

🧠The unexpected freedom of letting go of outcomes and being your own scientist

Key Takeaways: 💜Recovery is not one-size-fits-all. What works for someone else may not work for you—and that's okay. 💜Both food addiction and diet addiction can be true—and may need to be treated together. 💜You are not broken. Your body and brain are trying to cope in a chaotic world. 💜Healing doesn't come from perfection—it comes from curiosity, compassion, and community.

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In this raw and revealing episode, the Shrinks dive deep into the complexities of family dynamics, emotional regression, and how recovery shows up when you're trapped on a cruise ship with people who know your buttons—and how to press them. From boundary-setting in the Yukon to confronting childhood roles that no longer fit, this conversation touches on grief, growth, and the power of self-care in triggering environments. It's honest, funny, deeply human, and a reminder that healing isn't linear—but connection helps.

✨ What We Talk About:

• Navigating old family roles while trying to live your recovery
• The challenge of being around alcohol and food triggers on vacation
• Self-care rituals as acts of rebellion and protection
• Emotional regression and why it still catches us off guard
• Clarissa's cruise survival toolkit (walks, steam rooms, and solitude)
• Molly's reflections on feeling "othered" in her blended family
• The tension between belonging and authenticity
• Practicing "mindful lying" and graceful boundary setting
• Grief, compassion, and the desire to build your own chosen family
• How we hold ourselves through the hard days without over-pathologizing

📝 Takeaways:

• Just because you've done "all the work" doesn't mean you won't feel pain
• Self-compassion is essential when navigating old family systems
• Sometimes the most healing thing we can do is acknowledge: "Today was hard."
• You're not alone if you feel like the black sheep—there's power in embracing it

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In this honest, heart-centered conversation, Molly P and Molly C tackle one of the most sensitive and frequently tiptoed-around topics in recovery spaces: weight loss. After receiving an email from a listener asking why they don't speak more directly about it, the Mollys dive in—with nuance, humility, and a whole lot of truth.

Together, they explore:

• The difference between structure and restriction
• How to discern whether a desire to lose weight is rooted in recovery or disordered thinking
• The role of spiritual alignment, shadow work, and trusted counsel
• Why urgency is a red flag
• How diet culture's hamster wheel keeps us chasing "not enoughness"

They share personal experiences, reflect on the trap of perfectionism in recovery, and offer thoughtful questions for listeners to journal about:

• Why is who I am right now not enough?
• What am I hoping weight loss will fix?
• Would I recommend this method to someone I love?

The Mollys don't shy away from the complexities of this issue—especially for those who are earlier in their recovery or navigating significant body changes. Instead, they invite listeners to reflect honestly, act lovingly, and build a sustainable relationship with food and self that feels like home.

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This is a conversation meant to continue, not conclude. If you have thoughts, questions, or respectful pushback—we want to hear it.

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In this soulful and vulnerable episode of Food Shrinks, Molly C and Molly P sit down for a heartfelt conversation about spirituality, what it means, how it manifests in recovery, and why it has become the cornerstone of their healing. With Clarissa off on vacation (an Alaska cruise, anyone?), the Mollys dive deep into how spirituality is not about finding answers, but about the willingness to see life differently.

They share personal stories, therapeutic insights, and unexpected turning points, from early resistance to mindset shifts, to dreamcatchers in correctional facilities, to how trauma, addiction, and spiritual transformation are intricately linked. Whether you're just starting your journey or questioning the next step, this episode invites you to gently open the door to something greater than pain. and maybe even greater than you.

In this episode, we discuss: 🩷Why spirituality in recovery isn't about religion (and how it often starts with pain) 🩷The "evil filter," cognitive distortions, and how therapy and neurofeedback helped Molly P shift her lens 🩷What it means to wear different "glasses" and let life in fully—ugly, beautiful, and everything in between 🩷The connection between trauma, control, addiction, and our resistance to trust 🩷Spirituality as both armor and surrender 🩷Why belief is just a thought you keep thinking—and how we can learn to tell a new story

Listener takeaways: 🩷You don't need to have it all figured out to begin a spiritual path 🩷Resistance doesn't mean you're broken—it might just mean you need a new way in 🩷You are allowed to believe something new about yourself and your life 🩷There are infinite ways to reconnect with something bigger than your wound

Quotes we love: 🩷"Pain is usually the only way we get to a spiritual life—because it's the moment we realize this isn't working anymore." 🩷"Spirituality has become a kind of armor between me and life on life's terms—it helps me reframe the story." 🩷"The voice of trauma and addiction comes in the same ringtone—it takes time to know which part of you is speaking."

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The Food Shrinks open up about their personal journeys with self-compassion—from eye rolls and resistance to finding voices that finally felt true. They explore how trauma, neurodivergence, addiction, and childhood conditioning make self-compassion feel foreign, even threatening. With humor, honesty, and lived experience, they share how they've begun to chip away at old patterns of self-hate and embrace compassion as a lifelong practice, not a magical fix. This episode is real talk for real people who are tired of shaming themselves into change and are ready to try something gentler.

🧠 Key Topics Covered:

• Why self-compassion feels so uncomfortable (and sometimes impossible) at first
• How neurodivergence and ADHD impact the ability to receive compassion
• The difference between self-pity, self-permission, and true compassion
• The myth of "spiritual bypassing" and the danger of pretending to be okay
• How to develop your own compassionate inner voice that actually sounds like you
• Using somatic tools and nervous system regulation as a bridge to self-kindness
• Faith, spirituality, and the higher self as sources of compassionate guidance
• How modeling compassion for others often helps us practice it for ourselves
• When receiving love feels like too much—and why that's okay
• Tiny ways to start practicing, even when it feels awkward or fake

💡 Favorite Quotes:

"No one has ever shamed themselves into wellness—but that didn't stop me from trying."

"You can't just throw affirmations at yourself like spaghetti and hope they stick."

"Whatever voice you're listening to—if it's not loving, it's not your higher self."

"Self-compassion isn't the finish line. It's the practice that lets you stay in the race."

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In this heartfelt and hilarious episode, the Shrinks dive into one of the most relatable recovery challenges: the gap between knowing what to do and actually doing it. Whether it's flossing your teeth, sticking to a food plan, or showing up for yourself with compassion, the struggle is real—and it's not about laziness or failure. It's about nervous system responses, shame scripts, feelings phobia, and learning to be with our shadows. Join Molly C, Clarissa, and Molly P as they explore ambivalence, ego death, and what it means to change from the inside out, without shame.

What We Talk About:

• Why "knowing better" doesn't always lead to "doing better"
• The myth of compliance and what the data actually says
• Personal stories of avoidance, resistance, and showing up anyway
• Ambivalence as a source of wisdom and transformation
• Nervous system dysregulation and safety as the missing link
• How shadow work, compassion, and ego humility fuel real change
• Type 2 fun, Iceland waterfall revelations, and hiking metaphors that hit deep
• Learning to celebrate what is working, not just what isn't

Mentioned in the Episode:

• Compliance data on glaucoma and pediatric prescriptions
• Sweet Sobriety community insights
• Our mantra of the day: "I am loved and accepted exactly as I am."

Listener Homework: If this episode stirred something in you, try this:

• Name one thing you know you "should" do—but don't.
• Now list three compassionate reasons why that might be hard.
• Bonus: What are you already doing that supports your well-being?

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In this raw and reflective episode, Molly C, Clarissa, and Molly P dive into the messy, beautiful work of staying with the hard stuff, especially when it would feel easier to bolt. Inspired by Molly C's bougie pup Danny and his enforced recovery rest, the team explores the emotional equivalent of "week four": the moment when things feel better, but the healing isn't finished, and the temptation to return to old habits is loudest.

💡 Topics We Explore:

• Why the hardest part of healing often comes right before the miracle
• Recovery drop-offs and the fear of facing distress
• Faith, impulsivity, and why divine timing is maddening (and necessary)
• Learning to tolerate emotional pain without numbing
• The spiritual act of doing it anyway—even when it's not pretty
• Practicing patience and staying present, one breath or brick at a time
• Why community and connection are non-negotiable in recovery

💬 Favorite Hot Takes:

• "You don't have to do it pretty. You just have to do it."
• "The goal of distress tolerance isn't to feel better. It's to not feel worse."
• "Maybe you're not seeing the whole quilt—and maybe that's okay."
• "Feeling sad and not numbing it? That's a miracle."

🛠️ Practical Wisdom:

• Daily grounding for emotional overwhelm
• Using decision balance sheets in recovery
• Letting go of judgment to increase distress tolerance
• How to be someone's Day 42 companion

💌 Mentioned in This Episode:

• The Love Letter, Molly C's weekly newsletter
• Sweet Sobriety and the Foundations Program
• Recovery slogans that still hit (hello, "Don't quit before the miracle")

💖 Closing Reminder: You are part of the quilt, even when it doesn't make sense. Keep showing up. The miracle might be one breath away.

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